HIDDEN PAIN

Sadness and depression I will always feel,
Emotions in motion that are far too real.
Always in sorrow, always in pain,
Trying to stay happy is attempted in vain.
I prefer solitude, leave me alone.
Being depressed, I do not condone.
But no one can change who they are,
Faking jubilance will not get you far.
So stop telling me to be happy; let me be who I am,
Don't pretend to be what you're, not we are eternally damned.
Kill me now, I want to find permanent relief,
And give me oblivion, to release me from grief.

by: X eluzn X