:: in pLain wRitinG::


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:just...why?:
we got by;
those tough times,
and all the moments,
you heard me cry,
you wouldnt let me be upset.
and its been goin like that..
for 8 years matter a fact.
and look where we are,
its so different,
so surreal-
broken hearts to mend.
it feels like your not here.
anymore, forever gone,
but why? for what?
just listen a minute:
why do you pass me by
without a smile..
why do you act like you dont know me,
you wont even stay a while.
you say you dont wanna hear it
dont want to get involved.
but it hurts really bad now-
why cant this all resolve..


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:spoiled rotten:
it's been a while since i've last loved,
never before had the kisses, the smiles, the care,
im so lucky you're all of the above-
you're always there.
i feel so spoiled,
like a little bratty girl.
since you gave me everything i want-
affection, attention,
you gave me the world.
so there must have something wonderful i've done
in earlier days,
to deserve you..
in the most loving ways.


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.:wild child::.
i'll be so loud-
so sarcastic and funny.
i'll be affectionate-
so quiet and lovable if i'm your hunny.
im so competitive and shy
(you should see me around a cute guy)
a flirty tomboy,
and a moody sweetie,
thats who i am plus more-
now.
dont you just wanna meet me?


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::Get To Me::
how do you get to me like you do?
what spell have you put me under?
you got me head over heels boy,
but you're the reason my world keeps spinning
my sun keeps on shining, and all those stars
that i have wished on keep on glowing.
because without you i don't know what i would do..

^^that was by the ever-so-lovely sarah. i luff it!


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.:authentic:.
they say it's so wrong-
to bottle up feelings inside.
thinking you'll have
a mental landslide.

just express it,
and let it all go.
tell about how you feel,
let your true colors show.

dont listen to what they say,
for its only negative critisize...
fight back and tell them,
for a feeling hidden, is when it dies.


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::thru a lil sisters eyes:.
I hear her crying on the phone,
she has a boyfriend of seven months,
but why does she feel so alone?
he yells at her-
disbelieves and curses at her-
and she still wishes things could get back to where they were.
when she misses his calls,
he lectures to her a storm.
he will crush her so low,
and in the ugliest form.
and she still loves him.
no one in the family knows why,
sometimes I feel weird-
thinking how much better my relationship is than hers-
with my boyfriend and i.
he has my sister on a short leash,
a beating for her-
should she escape from his reach,
god I wish I had a lesson to her I could teach.
to leave him.
rip up the pictures and ditch him.
then maybe her chances of being happy wouldn’t be so slim.
and still she returns his nasty voice mails,
leaving no chance to bail,
and when all else fails,
damn…
maybe real love will prevail.


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the day our galaxy dies
the day when the sun grew gray,
and the moon lost its flow,
when the stars no longer twinkled,
and life's lost its steady flow.

like losing a friend,
or a chance at love,
or a lost feeling,
and seeing the sky go dark above.

even the clouds will mist away,
killing the day,
hoping we'll find the light again,
and get our life back...
some way.


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::aspects::
there and back again,
around and changing again,
things differ.
laughing and crying,
smiling and sighing,
are just a few tears
in the oceans of our lives.


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all in a lifetime
in a near 16 years, it wont matter
what clothes you wore-
how your hairstyle was...
all that will ever
matter
is who your friends were,
and why you were close.

in a near 16 years,
you may be
walking down
that carpeted aisle-
with that someone-
you've known since grade school,
or a newcomer in those later days.

in a near 16 years,
you'll live the rest with
a forever companion
who
means the world to you
and brings out the best
of your life

until those 16 years from now,
you'll need
friends-
like the ones youve known,
are close to-
that would get you through.
you'll need bits and pieces
of love
throughout those 16 years
and your
friends,
can help you throught that.


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everything :you: do
i see you around, but you dont pay attention,
i got you out of a detention,
but do i get a look,
at the library i was staring, hidden by a book,
you are the school jock,
not me, and you wont even talk,
i dont even want you to love me,
but i do imagine what you and me would be..
perhaps its faith we dont know each other,
maybe im better off with your younger brother.
that i just like you, not trying to stalk,
that its like a powerful shock.
cant explain why i like you,
maybe its something you do?
maybe this love isnt so true...
but just give me a chance!
or, a place in your glance..
and it drives me into confusion,
in hoping something will happen
that we both want-
but yet, it wont-
and thats what leads me to thinking,
and it pains me to cope.
but i just want you say,
i hope youll never forget,
your my beginning to each day,
and last thought before bed.


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