poeticjustice

I Miss You

warm summer night, warm warm night. tonight you began your flight.
fly fly away from me now. how can you do this to me? how? I miss you.
do you miss me too?
you said i love you, your words sound so fine. but are they true?
i truly believe that i love you. i wish we could make this go away.
is it possible things could be the same again?
oh what a mess. youve made me a mess.
days now so long. the sun burns my sky. how did it all go so wrong?
for me this sad song is knowing youre gone.
cold winter, cold cold night. you ended our flight tonight. cold winter. lonely night. i still miss you. do you miss me tonight?

Goodbye

i hate this life. i hate this world. i hate the crying. i hate the pain.
i wish someone would give me wings so i could fly away.
thats all i wish for, every night i pray. leave me alone. leave me to die.
you dont really care. i am just a pile of wasted flesh taking up this precious air.
i am all alone. by myself and so afraid. but no one cares, so here i die.
on this cold floor i lay. goodbye to all that i have loved, you won't be forgotten.
i ask that i am never forgotten no matter how long i rot.
and with a kiss, my air floats away. and i die.
goodbye.

Mirror Image

looking in the mirror i cringe at what i see. it is the monster i am staring back at me.
i see the sins of the world through my eyes. i see the pain and the tears.
i see the ugly, nasty lies. besides the sins, i see myself, and that i sometimes hate.
though now i know it is who i am, i realized it much too late. it took away years from my life.
it caused me so much pain. but now i know and you will too.
looking in the mirror, i smile at what i see. it is the person that i am, looking back at me.

This Thing Called Love
by Jennifer

you know when it happens, you know when its right. your breath stops in an instant, and your heart takes flight.
there is no one description, to tell how you feel. the only thing you can think of is the fact that it's real. it makes you feel like nothing else, you no longer think of only yourself.
its the one thing in life youve been waiting for. with the warmest touch you yearn for more.
its something so special, something so grand. something that gives without a demand.
you wish upon the stars at night for the feelings you have to reach great heights.
when you give and receive this special gift, youll get down on your knees and thank the heavens above.
for you have discovered this thing called "love"

My Dream World

i live in a dream world. a fucked up reality. i look around see people i think are my friends, but they dont even care.
maybe a handful do but theyre often so distant it hardly seems true.
i think that things are great and everything's fine, but in reality its all in my mind.
sometimes i think they care and their words are sincere, but they think of me none and never care.
its part of my nature to give not receive.
but this is all a dream, and when i wake up i'll have some real friends instead of the ones i only pretend.
...at least...i hope this is a dream....

When Will All Be Right?

i feel as though i cant live without you, its now so hard to breathe. the day we broke up, the life flowed from me. where did i go wrong? what else could i do?
though we're not together, i'm glad that we're still friends. i want you back but its just not right.
when i dream, i dream of you and it all seems so true. then i wake and am back in this hell.
if only my dreams could once again come true, then i'd forever be with you.
when will i feel right again and stop always thinking of you?
i know someday that will happen but it seems so far away. i need someone else to take my mind from you. im slowly moving on but for me it will never be fast enough.
turn the clock back is what i wish most right now.
back to the happy days when i could touch you and kiss you and it felt it would last forever...
now those days are gone.

Untitled

you once said hello
you once said goodbye
you once said you loved me
but that was before you died
you left for reasons unknown to me
you left because you hurt
you wanted to be alone
i gave you your space
i gave you away
and i said goodbye forever that day.