*control freak*


i cry tears of blood
cutting my emotions out
becoming what you want me to be
my true self you will never see
throwing my life away
and all for you
but its still not good enough
you question my sincerity
am i honest?
as much as you are
saying you want to help
but i see through your lies
stare into my eyes
say it again
but you lie
you do not want to help
you want it to go away
it kills you what other people will think
when they find out what i've done
what will they say about you?
the on who raised me
whre did you go wrong?
you didnt, I did
and it cant be prevented
or helped
i'm past that
and i'm past you
no more lies no more unforgiving souls
i am yours to control
the lies spread, the tears shed
and i cut my emotions out




sugar and blood

dead girls life forever