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spilled emotions
forming teardrops
sliding down my cheeks
they all know
but i have no clue
whats going on in my life??
a shrink can tell me
exactly how i feel
yet i have no emotions
coverd up and hidden
for so long
i'd forgetten how much it hurts
sudden rush of pain
it feels so good
how can it be so bad?
eyes swelling up now
starting to cry
holding it back
tell me why?
you can see it
clearer than i
so why cant someone just tell me why
why am i like this
why cant i be like you?
you can tell me
exactly how i feel
but i have no emotions
i cry all night
and smile all day
forgetting what is real
and what is an illusion
am i in denial?
or afraid of the truth?
spilled emotions
forming teardrops
sliding down my cheaks
i dont need your help
i'm fine by myself
spilled emotions
forever empty
never again will i live


sugar and blood

dead girls live forever