| Life sure turned out differently than i thought it would when we were in school. A lot has changed. Since young, our parents helps us in mapping our path-nursery, kindergarden, primary school, secondary school, insitution and the list goes on. I still remember when I first came out from a engineering institution into the working society. I was lost and was afraid that I would not survive. So in order to encourage myself I would sing "I will survive, I'll survive..." Well, just as I expected, I tried to find a job relating to the course that I had pursued. But failed. Reason given was, we are inexperience. Partly it's because we show no interest in the job description, no luck. I was jobless for about three months after graduation. Then though a friend, I got my present job. I am fine now. Begining a fresh chapter out of my jouney. During that three months, I was loitering around the house. Somehow refusing to accept it. Accepting that the time had come for me to step out of my protected realm, to fought a political battle between comrades. Err.. i mean office politics. Some of my friends had indeed surrendered themselves. Resigned. But i'm still fighting. I began to think that what it takes to survive in that tough world, is hypocristy. Well... that sounds a little bit naughty. But sad to confess that it's the reality. BACK |
| Have you noticed how we don't want to change when things change? I guess we resist changing because we're afraid of change? Everyone acknowledges that changes is a part of their life, but very few of us expect and accept changes as a reality in our lives. |