Suffering.... Suffering from my obsession... The obsession I have for you.... Kicks in depression..... Should have learned my lesson.... From getting treated this way before.... But I have to be Mr.Good guy,who must live in misery... This history together has been the hardest thing for me... And it took me a few years to see.... The truth.... Of you and me.... I HATE FEELING THIS WAY! I HATE FEELING THIS PAIN! I HATE FEELING MISPLACED! I HATE BEING YOUR PUPPET! I HATE FEELING LIKE SHIT! Oh so many memories we've had.... And im glad you relied on me for help.... But sometimes it felt impossible to speak..... Felt so lonely and weak........ I don't know what held me down..... But I screamed for someone to save me...... But I guess someone didn't hear my sounds..... I felt the heartache... And inside I break.... My heart has shed to much blood this time... I just want to find...... The someone for me....... I HATE FEELING THIS WAY! I HATE FEELING THIS PAIN! I HATE FEELING MISPLACED! I HATE BEING YOUR PUPPET! I HATE FEELING LIKE SHIT!
