12 Stones Song Lyrics!

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Hmmm, I don't think you have Duh...lol j/k! Duh, you did the guestbook, the layout, all the html junk...you're my hero! Now for the lyrics

Old Songs (From CD)

Crash
As I lie tossing in my bed
Lost in my fears remembering what you said
And I try to hide the truth within
The mask of myself shows its face again
Still I lie time and time again
Will you deny me when we meet again?

Chorus
And I feel like I'm falling
Farther every day
But I know that you're there
Watching over me
And I feel like I'm drowning
The waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
It will set me free

As I find truth where I found it times before
As I search for your hope
I'm finding so much more
And I try to be more like you
And I deny myself to prove my heart is true

Repeat Chorus

I hear your voice calling
The time has come for me
Inside this life I’m living
There’s nothing left for me
My mind is slowly fading
So far away from me
Each time I start crawling
You’re there watching me

Repeat Chorus

Broken
Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you

Chorus
‘Cause I’m broken
I know I need you now
‘Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

Repeat Chorus

I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life

Repeat Chorus

All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing’s gonna change
Until I'm broken

The Way I Feel
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You’ve given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true

Chorus
‘Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice

The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you

Repeat Chorus

(You know sometimes deep inside)
I feel like this

Repeat Chorus

Open Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes
I see a lot of hate
Pushing me away
You're haunted by a past
A past that brings you down
So you throw it all away
Again

Chorus

Just try to find a place deep within your soul
And don't deny the child living deep inside
Open your eyes and find
This life's better than you know
It's in your hands now
Just open up your eyes
Deep inside of your mind
You're forced to believe
That nothing's gonna change
So I take you by the hand
And I lead you to a place
A place of happiness
Like this

Repeat Chorus

Don't throw it away(x2)

Repeat Chorus

Home
In my eyes you see the pain
With each lie I take the blame
With each sigh I slowly fall away

You are there when I need you
You sew me up when I bleed through
The endless cloth of lies surrounding me

Chorus
Everything that I am you have given me
The lessons that I've learned are bringing me home
It's everything that I need
It's all the truth that I believe
Right where I need to be
Just bring me home

I hide in darkness blind to sense
Chasing a dream with false pretense
Help me find the fracture in this dark sky
Everything that I believe is slowly overtaking me
I'm just trying to find my way back home

Repeat Chorus

Endless days are haunting me
Open eyes and I can't sleep
I need this now rescue me
Just bring me home

You can't bring me down
‘Cause I'm going home(x4)

It's everything that I need
It's all the truth that I believe
Right where I need to be
Just bring me home
Endless days are haunting me
Open eyes and I can't sleep
I need this now rescue me
Just bring me home

Fade Away
I need you to feel exactly like I do inside
But I feel so alone again
I try to find a better life
Somewhere far away from here
But I need you to believe in me

Chorus
But I won't be afraid
Just because you don't need me
I will not be ashamed
Just because you don't believe in anything that I say
Now I turn and I walk away from you

I won't fade away
I won't fade away again

I find you down the road that I have walked before
And I know you're alone again
You try to find a better life
Somewhere far away from here
But I need you to believe in me

Repeat Chorus

I won't fade away(x4)

You try to make me fade away(x4)

Repeat Chorus

I won't fade away(x4)

Back Up

I hear the words you say to me
I see the way you look at me
I know what's on your mind so
Stand up get up back up now
Just stay away

I know the fear you hold inside
I know what's weighing on your mind
There's nothing you can do so
Stand up get up back up

Chorus
You're reaching out just to be like me
But you've fallen short
Still you're following me
You had the chance to bring me down
But there's nothing left
So just stay away from me

You can't stand to see my face
To know you'll never take my place
There's nothing you can do but
Stand up get up back up now
Just stay away

Repeat Chorus

I feel the hate you push on me
I see the things that you can't see
I know what's on your mind so
Stand up get up back up

It's not the things you say to me
It's not the things that I believe
You try to bring me down
So stand up get up back up now Just stay away

Soulfire

In My Head

Running Out of Pain

My Life

Eric's Song


NEW LYRICS
A special thanks to Paul for giving me the lyrics to these new, and unreleased songs. Thanks Paulie!! ;)

Photograph
Fear falls like rain again
Washing over me
You say… nothing will ever change
What do I believe
You fall deep inside again
There’s nothing left to see
Weakness fills your heart again
You put it to rest

Chorus
Holding everything you were never strong enough
Close my eyes again
Pray I am strong enough

And I try to see your face again
A photograph for me
Your voice calling out again
Nothing left for me
You fall deep inside again
You put it to rest

Repeat Chorus

Did you forget about the things I said
Fight the lies inside your head
Lies that would try to bring you down
Forget about the things I said
Fight the lies inside your head
Lies that would try to bring you down

Locked inside again(x3)
Locked inside

Repeat Chorus

Strong enough

Lifeless
Desperate
And waiting
Frozen to the core
Numb to
These feelings
Needing something more

Chorus
And all I
Keep thinking
Is where I need to be
And all I
Can hope for
Is someone to take me away
Fear falling around you
Promise me something
I need to know and...
You leave me lifeless

Will I be like
Bow down to
This life that I live
Will I
Find freedom
Or lose it all again

Repeat Chorus

?????
I'm waiting for something more
I'm waiting for something...that again (?)

Will I fall away from you
Feelings that I never knew
And I hope that I... never fall away
Will I fall away from you
Feelings that I never knew
And I hope that I... never fall away

Fear falling around you
Promise me something
I need to know and...
You leave me lifeless

?????
I'm waiting for something more (x 3)
Waiting for something...

Speak your mind
How does it make you feel
When I fall away
Feelings that will never seem to fade
And I try to find you
you hold your head up high
and let it all fall down
Do you hear me

Chorus
Falling away
From this pain
So I can fly
Ohhh… Feel alone
Just let it go
And find the words to say what you mean

How does it make you feel when I fall away
Feelings that will never seem to fade
And I try to find you
I hold my head up high
I let it all fall down
Do you hear me

Repeat Chorus

Find the words to say what you feel inside (x5)
Find the words to say

Ohhh… Feel alone just let it go
Just let it go so I can find
Ohhh… think I can fly away
Just find the words to say what you mean
What you mean…Oh yeah
So I can fly
And I can fly away
Just find the words to say what you mean

Shadows
Look around and tell me what you see
A place surrounded by hate
That hides in the shadows
Inside of you…inside of me
What can we ever hope to see
If we’re not looking

You’re gonna find your own way home again
Leave your hate behind

Looking for something just for me
I find the answers start with me
Each time I follow
Inside of you…inside of me
What can we ever hope to be
If we’re not trying

Don’t you wanna find your own way home…again
Leave your hate behind

When will you learn to just be you (find your own way)
When will you learn to follow through
Make your own way

Looking for something just for me
I find the answers start with me
Each time I follow
Inside of you…inside of me
What can we ever hope to be
If we’re not trying

Don’t you wanna find your own way home again
Leave your hate behind
Chorus(x2)
When will you learn to just be you
(Find your own way)
When will you learn to follow through
(Make your own way)

Find another way to get inside of me (x3)
Find another way...
Find another way to get inside of me (x3)
Find another way ...

Repeat Chorus(x2)

Make your own way (x4)

Little Eyes
Little eyes see through me again
they know all of my sin as I try to hide it away...again
and I know that your there and I see how much you care
but I throw it all away again

Chorus
What I really know...
Say you need me when I'm far away
something I hold deep inside of me
when I'm alone I pray that you can't see
the life that I lead

Each time I try to turn away
your eyes are begging me to stay
but I tell my self its ok this time
I hide behind the mask I wear so blind I never see you there
And now... you are just like me...Oh yeah

Repeat Chorus

(Little Eyes X4 )
(What I Really Know X4)

Fallen
I turn away
From your love
And I feel so far away
From where I need to be
Won't you hold me in your arms tonight
‘Cause Lord I need you

When I feel low
You whisper to me
(You say)
I can be anything that I want to be
Wont you hold me in your arms tonight
‘Cause Lord I need you

Chorus
Won’t you open up my world
Wont you show me where to turn
Wont teach me who… I need to be…yeah
Wont you open up my world
Wont you show me where to turn
Wont you teach me who I need to be
Yeah yeah oh yeah

And now I know
Your love for me
‘Cause it shines brighter than the stars
And lasts for eternity
Wont you hold me in your arms tonight
‘Cause Lord I need you

Repeat Chorus

I need to be

Pardon me now
I’ve fallen again
I pray you’ll understand
Pardon me now
I’ve fallen again
I pray you’ll understand

Repeat Chorus

Drowning In Me
Sometimes I
Feel so alone
Like a kid without a name
Despite all the scars that I let show
No one really knows my name

This happiness is a mask
That I choose to wear this time
To hide the hurt below

*There's a fire
That burns so deep inside
And the flames that rage
Are fueled by my pride
Yes, I need to let go
Of this consuming lie
But the bottle in my hand
Will get me through the night*

In my life
I’ve walked down that road
And now I’ve got nowhere to go
I am going… to be someone someday
But I might just have to wait

This happiness is a mask
That I choose to wear this time
To hide the hurt below

There's a fire
That burns so deep inside
And the flames that rage
Are fueled by my pride
Yes, I need to let go
Of this consuming lie
But the bottle in my hand
Will get me through the night

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Oh yeah... yeah
And I’m drowning in… me

‘Cause…
There's a fire
That burns so deep inside
And the flames that rage
Are fueled by my pride
Yes, I need to let go
Of this consuming lie
But the bottle in my hand
Will get me through the night

Unsaid
Sitting on a swingset
Watching days go bye
Conversations about nothing
Street light's on
It's time to go home

I'm not worried about tomorrow
'Cause it's only a day away

*And I know it's not my fault
I never dreamed this day would come
Now I'm wishing for my yesterday
So many things are left undone*

So many things are left undone
As I pull into the driveway
I feel myself go numb
And the tears of pain begin to fall
Now my world's undone

*Now I know it's not my fault
I never dreamed this day would come
Now I'm wishing for my yesterday
So many things are left undone*

*And I know it's not my fault
Never dreamed this day would come
Now I'm wishing for my yesterday
So many things are left undone*

*Yes I know it's not my fault
Never dreamed this day would come
Now I'm wishing for my yesterday
So many things are left undone*

Yes you never know
You never know
You never know
You never know
You never know tomorrow

You never know
You never know
You never know
You never know
You never know tomorrow

*Yes I know it's not my fault
Never dreamed this day would come
Now I'm wishing for my yesterday
So many things are left undone*

So many things are left undone

Let Go
I feel so alone...again
I know that I... need you
To help me make it through...and I
And I pray that you ... believe...in me
You gave me my strength
To face another day alone

*And I need you now...my friend
More than you know...yeah, yeah
When will we meet again
'Cause I can’t let go...of you*

This world brings me down...again
I know that I...need you
To help me make it through..and I
I know that you're... the one...for me
You gave me my strength
To face another day alone

And I need you now...my friend
More than you know...yeah, yeah
When will we meet again
'Cause I can’t let go...

I can't let go....
As time passes by...I find
Things never seem to change
When I feel alone
You bring me back to you
And I need you now...my friend
More than you know...yeah, yeah
When will we meet again
'Cause I can’t let go... of you
No, I ...Can't....Let....Go