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Aug. 16, 2003
Alright guys- update on the BBQ. It was quite the success. Or maybe sorta kinda. I had a problem being a bit disorganized, but besides that it was okay.
As far as Attendees go
Mesa Kids (from recollection)
-Tawnie, Linda, Judy, Anh, Monica, Jesse, Kevin, Marvin, Jarrod.
Mater Dei
-Jenny, Cecilia, Benji, Arlo
Ochsa
-Kimba, Alison
9o9
-Jil, Jap, DC, Drew, CJ
Random
-Mikey, Iji (no guys NOT Jil's - Benji's cousin)
Crap, I really hope I didn't forget anyone... OH lol just kidding you know I didn't forget my favorite concert goer. Mister Cool beans.

Summary
Everyone arrives, pretty much. Mister Cool beans on his phone outside was all nervous to come inside. WEIRDO! lol its okay. Bruce Lee hair cuz its "kickin". Tawnie was already there. Ya I had JUST gotten out of the shower so my hair was all, sexy and such. GAGA whatevers. Uhm... Oman I'm too lazy to really update this thing. BUT thoughts on my party. Went fairly well. I'm happy with who went. =) Oman ya, I had a pretty good time. Stressed myself out though. And Christer! I'm sorry about the concert. =/

leave you with a few pixx


Aug. 14, 2003
Stupid xanga. I hate you. Nothing to update cuz I'm getting dizzy updating everywhere. Sh't man. But okay, thoughts on a convo stolen from Vince.
L--If you want to get close to someone, you have to take risks.
C--What if the risk is too big to take?
L--Then you might miss out on something that could be pretty amazing.
-Vince
Good point. Just a thought. Not intended to freak anyone out here. Haha, I was just perusing my subprofile looking at my "Stolen Stuff" and stumbled upon this here chat. Nya. Er, thats probably why I've f'cked up a lot of stuff in the past. I guess I'm not the biggest risk taker when it comes to relationships, because ya, TRUST ISSUES. If you've been failed once, thats okay. Twice is probably forgivable. But three times is a reach. I'm not saying it was always the other persons fault. It takes two to tango, but I guess a big problem has always been my lack of trust? SO ya. Gr, you get the weirdest thoughts when you're vaccuuming curtains. HAHA iono? So, ya my mental update for the day. I'll leave you with a pic of me trying to look smart with my glasses. HAHA oman I bet no one knows I have these

Picture of the Day

Aug. 13, 2003
For the sake of my bestfriend I'm updating. ALTHOUGH! I know for a fact that no one reads this due to xanga failures. No ones interested. EXCEPT him. What a nerd!? He actually complained about xanga being down.
Auto response from *[censored]*: you know what? all your xanga's suck! u know why? BECAUSE ITS MOST LIKELY NOT WORKIN! hah!
SO anyways. Yesterday... Not so hot. And NO guys, I'm not refering to the weather, cause as all you Californians should no, CALI weather lately, has been very unforgiving. The heat may possibly be unbearable. WHY NOW? Why not in June or July. Oh the humanity. Anyways, all I did yesterday pretty much was clean. All the live long day. That and dance around, and sing, and blah blah. Play my guitar. But thats me guys. I'm boring like that now. HAHA.

Din Din para mi hermana
Dinner was good. FOOD wise. Otherwise. Lets just say it sucked ass
Night time
Ya I was fairly bored. Not fairly, no actually that would be a HUGE understatement. I WAS AMAZINGLY BORED! I need to go out, cause I'm tired of being home. I've just been to lazy to get my ass up and do something yano? To top it off, I was aggravated by a young man who decided to "work out." He intended to, but fell asleep. Only adding to the boredom factor. BUTTFART! lol jp. Uhm ya so I'm out
-God bless

Aug. 12, 2003

PIC OF THE DAY
Same day, (08. 12. 03) but TIME update. It is almost 2:00pm
*[CENSORED]* (1:57:25 PM): but i like that song
Cay (1:58:21 PM): i still like over it
*[CENSORED]* (1:58:41 PM): i still like you
Cay (1:58:59 PM): klsjlfkjawofjao;wejfawejfawoeif
Cay (1:59:10 PM): [ bite size cay is typing ]
*[CENSORED]* (1:59:13 PM): haha
OKAY! So heres the skinny. XANGA is currently out of service. This will be my temp. journal. If any of you know, THAT MAKES ME SO PISSED! THAT PoS!
Current:
Time: 7:38
Emo: SUPER PISSED
Reason for Pissed state: Father woke me up early to send an email to a client because his account wasn't working.
Attire: Super Girl (as in SuperMan, Supergirl) T-shirt; Reebok running shorts; V. Secret Panties. (TEEHEE)
Anyways
Yesterday I did NOTHING. It was all sort of nice, up until the point where my mother came home and decided "Achie!!! You need to finish washing the clothes, sweep the floor, mop the floor, etc. etc. If you can imagine, I was not the happiest person. But I did it. I only have 2 loads of laundry left from the, (and I am not exaggerating) at least 20 f'cking loads of laundry. This being because I have yet to wash a load of laundry since I started to work. That may explain why my clothes are beginning to fail to match. I'm scrounging for everything. BUT since my clothes are washed, I am not okay. =) OKAY!
Lately
Haven't been having much sleep lately. WHY you ask, have I lacked in the sleep department? WONDERFUL PHONE COMPANY. Lets just say you can't beat a dirty joke conversationalist and the NICEST bouncer ever. The talks come in a variety of shapes, sizes, and subjects. =).
Events
08. 12
Sis' Bday (RedRobin4Dinner)
08. 13
Go to Jils?
08. 15
BBQ @ My place
Future thoughts
I really like the person I'm turning out to be now. I've changed a lot these past few summer months, taking on huge responsibilities with my parents, and making decisions that have a huge effect on my future endeavors. But to let you all know, I might be moving to P'nas (Philippines) after my Highschool graduation. This is to benefit my education as well as my musical career. I KNOW it sounds like a reach guys, but if I want it bad enough, its not really a question of if though. I WANT IT BAD ENOUGH, I am willing to go through any lengths to be successful, if that means me moving to a different country for my music. end thoughts
Thoughts on my Debut
Kimba & Jenny are so funny. They're trying to help me find my last 2 "unknowns for my Cotillion Court. Funny huh? So here is my list so far.
Girls
1. Me (confirmed)
2. Jil (confirmed)
3. Abi (confirmed)
4. Bernie (confirmed)
5. Celia (confirmed)
6. Tawnie (confirmed)
7. Roxanne (confirmed)
8. Kimba (confirmed)
9. Camille (confirmed)
10. Jenny (confirmed)
"Men"(haha)
1. Mark (confirmed)
2. Eddie (distance problem)
3. JP (UNconfirmed)
4. Chris (confirmed)
5. DC (distance problem)
6. Ke (distance problem)
7. Michael (UNconfirmed)
8. Matt Magooey!!(not real last name) (UNconfirmed)
9. n/a
10. n/a
Not to go into too many details on this event but DIZAMN, it is going to cost some major cash. Good thing its not going to be until Spring of '04. I'll be okay til then. I'll just get another job to pay for some more expenses like flower arrangements? Or other things...
Thoughts on...
OKAY! SO I saved thoughts on [ Cool beans ] for last. I am really happy where we are. Just content on our relationship as far as friendship goes. Who really knows WHERE exactly its headed, but its bound to be great. I can see us with a longlasting friendship that could withstand even distances. Weird though, especially since I've only recently gotten to know you. I'm not hoping for anything, just praying, that this Miracle called YOU, isn't fleeting. You were here for me, when no one else was. (Thats excluding my Lovely Jilly Beans, she's always been strong) THANKS. No really. THANK YOU. There are a lot of things that I don't know about you, but I plan on finding out in the future. I know that our current status is "bestfriend" (in quotes), but to be honest, I hope the quotes disappear. You are a very rare person. RARE Indeed. Not only am I glad to have met you, but glad that God brought me to you. I hope our friendship benefits the both of us. (RAWR) I only hope that I can be here for you, the way you have for me. Keep being yourself. I really like who you are as a person. But, keep being who you are... cause I really like you. Period. GAH I am such a cornball. Okay if I have offended anyone with my corniness... take it to the judge. This little girl doesn't give a rats a**

may.25.2003
[Recently fired Boba Smoothie Employee]
Cause I didn't know that I had work today, and I didn't come in, and its the second time I've done it. So my boss told me she didn't "need" me and that she shouldn't have to remind me that I have work. But I don't usually work on Sundays and I looked at the schedule and there wasn't anything there. So yea. She said I could come in on Tuesday and pick up my check.

BUT!!
I got all down on it right? Cause I was hella happy from prom. But I remembered something from last night! OMFG! Premonition! I was at Starbucks last night! And I was workin all the people yaNo and the lady was like. Do you want a job!? And I was like I so would but I already have one! HOLY ****! I was meant to work with coffee. I love it and it obviously loves me!

Note:The Following informtion is very old.

july.30.2002
Wowie. Went to the movies with Xtina to see Minority Report! D'mn. Tom Cruise is just, WOW! Kiyomi came over for Cami. Got my ass in trouble. And ya uh huh... F'ck, people change or so I've heard. So sad, it's very sad.

07.29.02
Well today was interesting. I chilled at home for a while, cleaned my house yunno, and then BAM!!! Ke dropps by with Aaron, so we play guitar for a while in my room, then in the front yard. Talked on the phone with Celia yunno, and then asked my parents to go get boba. Went to Upper House w/them. Then went to Celia's house. Hella funny there but chilled with Celia & MJ yuno. Long ass story. Then went to Garden Grove, YES Garden Grove. Boba Express for like 5 seconds. Picked up some crazy 'ss b'tches from BGHS yunno. Went to Alertos My parents thought I went to the moviez. Went to Metro Pointe. STUPID Jamba Juice was closed. Then went to Starbucks. Bought a cafe latte. Sh't, I had a headache.

07.27.02
Well well, didnt get to go to Mel's bday party! So sorry girl! But I did go to Kirsten's papa's bday party, which was pretty chill. Just watched TV, danced and ate. Uhm saw her CUTE kuyas! D'mn they where FINE! Haha yea anyways. Went to the movies with: Margret, Marian, Ella, Elena, Kirsten, Chris, Cami and myself. Austin Powers is hella funny baby! Yaaa baby! Does he make u randy or horny baby!? Went to Gameworks... THATS where all the asian boys are! Playing pool! Haha yea but anyways chill

07.26.02
Uhm cleaned and sh't. Went to get boba with Tina, Jeannie and Nick. Then I went to the fair w/Tina. to talk to "Andrew." Then bowling with BNP that was chill. Iono what else?? Haha saw the twins. Woo hahaha Thought for the day: I need to have my party!!

07.20.02
Well, my kick back was a dickfest success. Yea that part sucked. Lots of people and by people I mean GUYS showed up. Mhm. Haha interesting. The only people that stuck around late were Darrel, Drew and Abs. We had uhm fun? Haha lots of games yessir! Haha Twister anyone? Ok the "proper" kind please! Geez haha anyways, they left at 7am the next morning hm yea. Still thinking about someone.

07.17.02
Cay just got her hair done it's very sad. Very short. And right before my party too. I may cry. *sniff* I had it short once and people thought it was cute. *shudders* D'mn cute. D'mn cute to hell! Someone save me front this curse.

07.13.02
Well it's in the wee hours of the morning, and I got home a little while ago from the moviez w/Jeannie & Nick. They're soo funny! Haha fight, fight then make up! It's cute that way. I like that kinda relationship. Cuz making up is the best part! I miss that, but oh well *sigh* omg fine guys everywhere at The Block! Woot woot! Ooooooooooo weeeeeeeee!! I like it when you shake it! LoL!! Lilo & Stitch is soooooooooo good! I had boba twice today! Yay! Once after tennis and once after kick boxing! Man that's good sh't! Tapos na... for now! Good night