Must I be happy for I've found in you,
The best moments of my life,
A Love so true?
A wonderful feeling that I've never felt before,
That I wasn't contented, I wanted more,
I know that I have to tell you This,
But I was afraid of what could exist,
You might not believe the things I'll say,
And tell me to forget you...
To just go away.
Knowing your answer is all that I fear,
'Cause I might regret what I will hear,
But what I can't stand is to never see,
What I am to you and what you feel for me.
Then one night I had my chance,
I could have said it all in one dance,
But fearful thoughts invaded my mind,
I see your presence but your love I can't find
I was overpowered with fear,
My hands are shaking whenever you're near,
And so without knowing,
I let time pass by
Things are slowly
changing but this feeling
won't die.
Then one day I was determined to tell it all
I'd overcome the fear that was giving me a hold
I was approaching you when I found out you weren't alone
You have your boyfriend waiting outside the corridor.
It broke my heart and I blame myself,
I kept pounding the walls for it was like theft,
I should've told you long ago that I'm in love
Then it may have been us and not the two of you.
Still I got to accept that everything is too late.
For painful events have been slowly taking place...
And as for what is inside this soul.
Well I guess my love, you will never know...