Stillness and wetness
run down my cheek
The snake in his pit descends.
To the level of madness
Where all of his fellow snakes
hiss and drip with venom.

Black vomit, retch it up
Empty myself
Take all of my intestins and
I'll strangle you with them
I can ball up my small fists
And put them though air.
Building up inside of me and
Coming out of my stomach.
It's ready to bleed it's acid blood
And put its life inside of you.
it's the Black vomit.
And it has left me and is
Coming for you.

Bright orb eating the night,
Like my eyes towards my soul.
Hands that I desperately try to blight,
My bones aching to roll.

Shrieking in your silence,
Where'd you go? Where'd you go?
Where's your loving presence?
Why'd you tell me no?

No, no, but then a yes.
Yes to my innter questions.
you pull me out of this mess,
head me towards your direction.

Briefly, then my hands shrivel
My eyes eat themselves away
When I look at the bright orbs, evil.
The skin from my bones I begin to flay.

Nothing you can do, but hate
Not that you tried that hard
Not after your heart, I ate,
And killed my inner ward.

Go for the Jugular
Go for the throut
Rip out his heart and
Have the blood drip from your fingers
As you feel it's warm heat.

the day was wet
It had been wet for centuries
It was always wet here
it never dried.

There is no way to get the sadness away.
Comfort cowered in the soul
Only to be pushed away
By the blood of the darness.

Black blood, coldness, fright, fear, pain,
circling in the dark recesses of the soul.

Help She cried My Life:
My time is...
Help was no good for the death had come
the day she was born
the sadness had begun to soon.

it was to end
Never to pause
For for a minute, second or year
Not lifetime
When she/he cried Does it end?

Never replies the Devil.
Search yourself cried God.
Doesn't help They said.
I know said God.
You're all damned! Have been.
There was no hope from the beginning.
You were dooned and so am I
Doomed to be alive for ever
to the the Ultimate creature of death
of life
of the terrible pain
of lonlieness.

Death, disease, destruction
to all that walk the face of the earth
after you, my failed creation.

Alas, farewell.
Death to all that intrudes, Death to all that intrueds,
Death To All That Intrueds.

In the void of space
My mind wanders to the emptieness
But
The emptieness is filled.
That which was each self
Is now us; we are together
Forever.

Death
It is a preoccupation for some,
For others, an omen.

But what an easy feeling
It is not hard to feel death.
A lot of people feel it every day.

In fact, I am dead right now.
I have all the symptoms:
All of the life has been drained out of me
And I feel an extreme sence of nothing.

But I never knew that with
Death
Would come a longing.

Oh, god, save me,
Help me,
Kill me.

No door down here in the sadness,
No door down here in the depths,
No door down here where the madness
Crawls.

the tunnels are never-ending,
The tunnels are always bending,
The tunnels are always lending
Themselves.

You're so low you can't see the light,
You're so low you can't see to get out,
You're so low you only know depression
And the pain that follows.

My taking of this drug
Is a symbol of your love
That I's taking with me
To the point where you can see
Where I sit high above
The pit where I love
You like my drug in my hand
That I clench to, like the band
That was placed around my wrist
By this drug, by this drug-love.

shift-shift
pulling the rope down the road
shift-shift
tying it to a heavy load
I sling the rope across my back
to drag it slowly across the gravel.
attached at the end of the rope, a sack.
at the base of which the threds, unravel.
take it from my hand, you heathen
you and all of your sickened breatheren
you gave me this sack with love of life
and it only carries disease and strife

in my heart, see this part
take it away, another day.

shift-shift
I see heading towards me a man
shift-shift
A rope like mine is in his hand.

Look at this perfect paper.
It doesn't show a mark.
At least none that you can see,
But tears dry.

They fall with reckless abandon
Causing havoc amidst themselves.
But after a time
Their destruction is unknown.
After a time, you can no longer see the pain.