La la la..
30 August 2004
Went to the antique market near Tynemouth station today;one of the oldest rail station in Newcastle. The first time i went there was on my first day at school, more or less the orientation day. they left a note on the school door and asked us to take the metro and go to Tynemouth, bringing only a piece of charcoal (arang) and a putty rubber. so i went,a bit struggling as i was so foreign to the geographical area of newcastle at that time. and still do. hehe. so when everyone's arrived, they asked us to sketch around the station. memula susah sial! i've never worked with charcoal before and it was so hard to concentrate as i'm all new with the unpredictable english weather. but it turned out to be my favourite technique in sketching (besides pencil) later on.
so, the Tynemouth station. i went with elly to cuci mata. i wanted this vintage alarm clock. made of wood, simple but definitely gorgeous. but mahal. (yep, 12 pounds for a flee market is expensive) Elly was hooked up to this one antique compass. but heartbroken too because of the price. the compass was nice but i was too dumb to figure out how to use it. Elly, kau skemalah! haha ;) so what i bought was four Charles Rennie Mackintosh's artwork (the copy, of course) to decorate my home. four of his flower sketches, luvly luvly!huhu owh yeah..and i bought some retro glasses too, in a set of six. yep.. retro rawks!
Unfortunately the Royal Quay was too near. We MUST go. haha.. Unfortunately i've found the love of my life (one of)..erk..actually two of them. the Puma mostro (see photo) and the classic red Puma Avanti! the Puma shop had this promo, buy one pair of shoes and get the second pair half price. damnit! i can get the red Puma Avanti for just 12 pounds!! ngaaa... but i already have a red snicker so i only bought one. huhu..anyways..i'm excited because i've got the replacement for my late white shoes (i still do miss you though) hahaha.. so..for the past half an hr i was batakking myself! (yeah yeah..i know it was last season's, but i've been wanting that shoes since Elly's Azali bought one last yr!hehe)
...and pardon my batak-ness *wink wink
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30 August 2004
Heard some sad news today morning. mama told me that Atuk is in the ward because of some lung disease plus sakit tua. so the whole family went back to Sabak Bernam and stayed overnight to visit Atuk and came back yesterday. The good thing is that he's stable and may come home in a day or so. I hope Atuk will be fine. I miss my family. so much.
The lady neighbour next to my home passed away. her name was nearly the same as my mom. She's a very sweet lady, very soft spoken and kind. She was the one who gave me the beautiful pastries for the hantaran and came by to help us to do the hantaran decorations. Mama said that she went away peacefully around her family and friends. I regret that i've only seen her once or twice since I am always away but I hope she will be placed among the good people in the Hands of God. Al Fatihah.
All that JAZZ...oh yeah...
29 August 2004
i have this peculiar bond with jazz music. it has some magic effect on me- an unsolved mystery. once i went to KLCC at the Ramlee (or Ramli?) mall, hand in hand with my man and suddenly (and unconsciously) i was dancing. Apparently it was some jazz musicians playing live near the Gloria Jeans. sian my encik man- he looked so puzzled- but only for a few seconds before he burst into laughter. me, on the other hand was so confused but i just can't resist the jazz so i kept on swinging . he had to drag me into a shoe shop just to stop me from dancing around (and u know my feelings for shoes, aight?)
weird. i never really listen to jazz songs. and i DON'T dance. but the feelings back then was heavenly good.
does it make me an old soul? nah..i dunno.
...and i really miss his puzzled look that day. Mr. Abdul Rahman, thank you.
PERFECT
28 August 2004
in 2002
pe'ah : I'm so in love with A. he's so perfect. i will definitely end up with him and we'll live happily ever after, together forever.
in 2003
pe'ah : I'm so in love with B. he's so perfect. i am so happy, he never stops me from doing anything. he's my man..yada..yada
in 2004
pe'ah : I'm so in love with C. he's so perfect. charming, caring etc etc. he's my dream guy blablabla. he's mine blababla..
--------- can you find the similarities?----------
The ultimate declaration of love. but the ironic thing is, each and every one of them is perfect. so which one's the 'perfect-est' of all? perfect is an appraisal so ultimate, you won't get any better than that. But how come some people made it sounds so cheap and low (in quality)? and now, what happen to yesterday's mr perfect? perhaps he is not so perfect at all when everything turns sour huh? I don't mind people expressing their love by saying their beloved a perfect person, but if your 'other half' is never the same person as the season changes, perhaps it is wise to exclude the 'perfect' word in your appraisal. perhaps. it's only an opinion. *shrug
alrighty..
27 August 2004
Alright, back to normal. Today's a great day. I woke up late and went out with Elly and kak Shikin to watch Dodgeball movie. yeay...more movies coming up! there're Cinderella Story (chick flick), Raising Helen (another chick flick) and i might watch 13 going on 30 (more chick flick) or Freaky Friday again (chick flick continues..) i sat in the middle holding the drink, elly's on the right with her belgian choc haagen dazs and kak shikin's on the left with her pralines & cream (my fav)- MY happy, happy hours ;)
Dodgeball was hilarious! ben stiller as always, cunningly funny- but nothing could beat the Zoolander. but this time, no Owen Wilson. strange though, they've always been together and at some point i thought they're gays. haha. anyways.. worth watching. Then i dragged Elly to the Panis. that seafood ravioli is simply addictive. i love it to bits. elly had mussel platter with cream sauce or something; wanted to taste some but i was too full.
so that's for today. my friends here are all great. It's good to have Elly back. my jaw feels a bit tight from the non-stop chatting and updating things. next wednesday (the 1st) will be a tiring day. i'll be moving house- living with CT, Shanti and of course, Elly. hope the internet will be up and running by the time we're in. I really wanted to make a 'home' out of that room. so many ideas have been swimming in my mind. tralalalalala...this is so exciting!
I am giving you a scenario.
you have a house, which you love so much. you sleep, you eat..you do all the things you do. the house you own is your home; the only place you feel secure. then someone came to your home, banging your door with insults and ordered you to refrain your activities inside your home. As a human, of course you will react negatively when someone does that. you will lock your doors and close the curtains. but once he/she enters your home and continues to attack you, you need self defense. so if an attacker broke into your home what would you do? I would basically shoot him/her dead.
If you really are an annoying creature and a person came by to respectfully express his/her thoughts- clearly it would hurt your ego. but if the thoughts are rational and purely meant to make you into a better person (plus with a proper introduction and courtesy) wouldn't you open the door ,speak softly to him/her, and apologize?
--scene end--
so.. got my point? express your precious thoughts into my mailbox.
Orang Bodoh
biasanya kita menggunakan perkataan bodo/bodoh/buduh- sebagai panggilan yg tiada makna, mungkin penyedap ayat kot, saya tidak begitu pasti. Saya biasa guna perkataan bodoh sekadar suka2, tapi jarang sekali saya gunakan istilah 'orang bodoh'. orang bodoh, bagi saya bukan yang org tidak lepas SPM atau orang yang tidak habis sekolah. itu bukan bodoh, itu mungkin sebab tidak bernasib baik. Org yang bodoh, bagi saya ialah org yg sempit pemikiran dan pandangannya, kalah org yg sakit glaucoma. Dalam hal penulisan utk halaman web, (sedikit maklumat untuk org-org yg sempit pemikirannya ini) terbahagi kepada pelbagai jenis, contohnya spt penulisan sbg commentator, penulisan aktiviti harian, penulisan tentang idea dan visi- dan sbg.
Jadi saya kategorikan halaman web saya ini sebagai satu hamparan untuk saya menulis apa sahaja yang lalu di fikiran, atau lebih kepada e-diary; lebih berkenaan dengan emosi saya.selain itu saya fikir dengan cara ini juga dapat saya menambah pengetahun untuk membina halaman web dengan usaha sendiri dan secara tidak langsung memperbaiki mutu bahasa inggeris saya. Oleh itu, saya fikir..adalah agak bodoh bagi seseorang manusia yang pengecut (ditambah dengan pemikiran yang sempit) utk komen dihalaman saya ini dengan menyatakan yang cara penulisan saya adalah salah. adakah saya akan dipenjarakan hanya dengan menyuarakan ketidakpuasan hati saya disini? well mister, i don't think so (wahai encik, saya rasa tidak).
Agak melucukan juga bila org2 sebegini menyatakan yang dia tidak peduli tentang perasaan saya (ayatnya adalah "even i dont care what ur feeling") maafkan bahasa saya, tetapi kenyataan seperti ini terlampau bodoh,bangang,bingai dsb - sebab? saya bukannya menulis surat kepada dia dan inginkan pengesahan dia untuk menulis di halaman ini, jadi kenyataan seperti ini amat membuktikan dan menunjukkan kependekan akal seseorang itu. maaf jika ada yang terasa. dan untuk pengetahuan am, maksud "..anything that i fancy.." bermaksud "apa sahaja yang saya suka", bukannya saya bercakap tentang sesuatu yang cantik atau lawa. jadi, jawapan seperti "who cares those stupid fancy things" sangatlah tidak relevan. hmm..sekadar pengetahuan am.
halaman web ini juga tidak akan memberi kelebihan kepada sesiapa hanya kerana saya ingin 'menjaga hati'. saya tidak suruhpun orang lain baca, tetapi kalau nak baca juga, nasib sendirilah kan kalau terasa. saya tidak berniat untuk menjaga hati sesiapa di dalam penulisan saya ini dan tidak mempunyai rancangan untuk berbuat demikian pada masa hadapan. Cuma yang saya tahu, orang yang panjang akalnya tidak pernah terngadah di halaman web orang lain disebabkan dia terasa yang artikel itu ditulis berkenaan dirinya. atau sepupu sepapatnya. atau jiran sebelah rumahnya. malangnya tidak ramai orang yang saya kenal secara langsung yang berperangai seperti ini, ditambah dengan IP address yang memberi kesahihan tentang lokasinya- jadi topengnya sebagai 'aku' sungguh tidak menjadi. sungguh kasihan.
secara kesimpulannya, maafkan saya atas segala kesalahan dari segi tatabahasa, penyusunan ayat dan kepada sesiapa yang tidak tergolong dalam golongan orang bodoh ini kerana terpaksa membaca. sekian, terima kasih.
"lihat dari mata burung, bukan lihat dari dalam tempurung"
I Think I 'm damn smart? Yes I do, and I am!
27 August 2004
ok- just ignored the title. the sole purpose is to annoy some makhluk whom may i say.. lost? Then again he cared so much to read every word and evaluate everything i wrote. owh, i'm flattered *batting my eyelashes* But i could not comprehend why can't he understand that most of my entries were abt my DIFFICULTIES in doing archi? colour blind, perhaps? (though i am not sure how colour blindness have anything to do with the ability to understand) i am not a smart person, i do know that. Even if i said so, so what?
At least i am competent enough to locate this lost person and narrow down my guesses- with so bloody easily. dear, the next time, do relocate yourself to another state or country (whatever that means) before you go bashing stuff in my chatbox- and do return back safely, okay? at least that could provide me some challenges. again, i am not smart --but i have all the time in the world to play hide and seek ;)
but you are no fun anymore. get lost, will ya?
Bosan punye pasal..sekali 2 survey aku isi...hoho
survey 1
What makes you happy?: to be close with my
beloved ones..be around my sisters, morning calls from him, post shopping
feelings, whenever i'm done with an exellent food, when i see something
beautiful, owh..byk sgt lerr...
Would you change yourself to make someone
else happy? if i dont need to change my entire personality that describes ME, i
would (and does not involves any poking needles and knives.
If you knew the truth was gonna hurt you would you
still wanna hear it?: i wish i won't, but still..reality bites..so it's better
for me to know.
Do long distance relationships work?: I AM having a long distance relationship,
i hope it works. i pray to God, hoping that it will.
How many people do you know that share your
birthday? just one, izan.
Is there anyone that you would risk your life for?: my family
Person that other people say you look like: dunno..mostly people will say i look
like x/y/z whenever i go..but i never met them!
What animal would you not want to be turned
into?: slug- coz elly would kill me- she's the great slug slayer!
Favorite symbol on the keyboard? the one that has that pound (sterling)
symbol..hahah..just kidding.
Do you spend a lot of time on the computer?:
yep, i love pc- when they are not gila.
Instant messaging?:yep.
Do you realize that most things are temporary?: yeah, i do, in fact, everything
is temporary.
How long has it been since you went to the mall? yesterday, for nandos.
Do you like to write poetry?
yes, but my talent has worn out.
Do you like to read poetry?: yes, i do.
What is your favorite color of ink to write in?: black.
Would you rather write in pen or pencil?: pen, but my handwriting is better in
pencil.
How tall are you? one and a half meter.
What is your favorite breed of dog?: that 'sausage' dog..so cute! hahhah..but i
dont own one though
Who is your favorite person to talk to offline?my mom and my fiance
Do you like rain?: if only i have classes to go to- so that i can skip! yeayy!!
Do you think lightning is awesome?:nope. i don't like noisy things.
Do you have glow-in-the-dark stars?: of course not! why should i?
survey 2
1. Shampoo - Redken All soft, redken smooth
down.
2. Bags - nine west, deuter,guess, clarks, puma,jane norman, esprit...erm..can't
remember the rest.
3. Shirt - next, calvin klein, mng, dkny, nike, fcuk, topshop, kookai,
zara, H&m..erm..just to name a few
4. Sweaters - H&M, nike, Architect's
sweatshirt, Umich's, zara
5. Shoes - nine west, Gosh, sketchers, lewre, primark, nike, elle, clarks,
dune, slipar jepon kaler oren kesayanganku..hikhik
6. Socks - that black ankle socks by primark, buy 6 pairs for 3
pounds..muahaha..my fevret!
7. Toothpaste - colgate blue stripes.
8. Face cleanser - nouvelles
9. Computer - some clone brand
10. Wallet - fossil, kookai, miss selfridge
13. Cell - that super stupid sagem
14. Watch - bonia, gucci
16. Pillow Case/Bed sheet - ikea
17. Furnitures - dunno..ask the landlord lah
18. Cups - what cup? bra cup or drinking cup? haha..sorry, bad joke.
19. Magazines - cleo, cosmopolitan, T3, architectural journal and architecture
review
20. Dream Cars/ Car - erm.. 4x4- X5, mini cooper, z5
21. Chocolate - itu guylian's siput belgian chocolate...yummy!
22. Candy- that lime super sour yg liat gila tuh..erm..dunno what it's called.
23. Medicine - neurofen la kot.
24. Chips: with battered haddock from north shield's fish quay.
25. Popcorn: the one sold in GSC or mcdonalds.
27. Motorcyle: don't fancy any.
28. camera: canon slr, nikon digicam, logitech webcam
29. perfume: jadore summer, paco UV aqua, boss intense, ck escape, ralph, etc
etc
30. Ciggie: i don't smoke..but i love davidoff's packaging.
A motivational story? nahhh..
25 August 2004
There were some points in my life when i just want to give up on things; just stop and hoping that things will work out and do nothing. but most of the time, i didn't. i can't remember quitting on anything actually..owh yea..once..on a Merentas Desa thingy back in school..had my period pain while running (sakit siyal!). I quitted on the spot (dalam hutan!) and had to mount on my teacher's bike to get back to the hostel. motor scrambler woo..gayat aku! haha- speaking of an optimum embarrassment moment!
I nearly gave up before my final, final internal examination last June. it was 3 am in the morning (the pin-up time was at 8 am) and i had some printing problems- most of the images didn't appear in the printing paper- so the printing man called me to come by (he was sooo baik, thank God)--at 12 am-ish. stayed there for more than 2 hrs. i was supposed to do my final model by then. but there were too much problems on that day that i never really had the chance to start working on the model. i was crying my hearts out while doing it and I swear to God that i was on the verge of quitting when Oja called asking how am i doing. as usual, she has always been the knowing one - she talked thru a few things- and seriously.. looking back on that night- I could never thank her enough for giving me the spirit to go on with that damned model. well..i did finish- but just the exteriorlah. it looked soooo horrible (i threw it away right after the exams finished) but what the hell..i nearly 'died' ok.
IF- i stopped that day- i know that i'll still be enjoying myself in malaysia right now (it's the good part though). I know that i will have added one more year of misery in Archi-torture and i damned well know that i will not get engaged. and will not be having any nice picture in the studio wearing the black robe. ...and surely..I won't be sitting here bored to death. ;) mm..what's the moral of the story?... to me, if you're on the verge of giving up, do not switch off your phone- or just give someone a call. it might helps. seriously. *wink wink*
owh how i miss procrastinating!
23 August 2004
I used to take my own sweet time on things, but i can't do it anymore! Why? Because i have no task in hand and nothing to do, so I cannot imply any sort of procrastination in my life right now, and-- I'm missing doing those stuff! Owh i've been resting long enough and my brain is a lil numb at this moment, or dumb to be precise. I want to make some calculations just to keep it from being 'beku' but it seems that i've finished sorting all the bills and expenses for the past month (with no procrastination involved). waa.. can someone help me?
*I'm missing someone terribly. hmm... :(
Money matters
20 August 2004
aha, double entry today. I'm so in the mood to write.
it's so weird that i have the money all for myself since the early of the month. never had that chance for the past 3 years. for the first time i could shop without worrying about materials for models, or large format printing, ar any of those archi stuff. looking back, i was kopak to the core during the finals. soon i realised that i haven't bought much stuff for MY-pathetic-SELF for nearly a year!
i'm lazing around at home for the past one month. if i'm not at home, i'll be at the high street; shopping. i'm surprised that the account balance is still ok. hey, what's wrong with me? AM I COMPLAINING? i've stop buying stuff for more than a week now. I'm bored of shopping. I want something far more great. like Mini Cooper? or that gorgeous Band & Olufsen surround system? hehe..yeah..dream on..
missing my white shoes..
20 August 2004
i bought this back in Malaysia last summer- so cheap and cute that i have to have it, eventho i've shopped for 2 pairs just hours before that. yes, i am a shoe-a-holic, i'm not in denial and i don't care :p
but the sad thing was, after a while i realised the sole was made of pig skin! no wonder it was so comfortable! but the cheap price made me not to think the possibilities that it could have pig skin lining! plus in mesia they supposed to have that 'beware of the pig skin lining' tag! and ouch.. now i have to dump my just-worn-favourite-summer shoes and more, have to samak my feet! tedious, tedious!
mm..still can't get over that shoes..huhuhu..
Yummy yummy ravioli
13 August 2004
went to this Italian restaurant called Panis (errk..sounds a bit dodgy though) after watching Catwoman (erk..so-so..a bit poyor, as usual). waahh..the seafood ravioli was fantastic! (and cheap)..(and the waiters are Italians! hehe). took me only minutes to finish them (i was famished, ok)
I'm bored. so bored. when can i start working ah? Kak Has is moving out tomorrow and i assume i have to help her out with her stuff. hm..who's gonna help ME move out early next month? i bet it will take more than 2 trips of MPV this time- i do shop..and do collect sampah you know.. :p
oh..I almost forgot..last Sunday,8th of August was such a special day for my two best friends. Best wishes to
Elly~~~ on her engagement.Congratulations! looking forward to meet u. ;)
and,
Ijat~~~ on her 23rd Birthday!!! prezen coming up soon k? hehe
Turned Off!
12 August 2004
nothing caught my interest these few days. if ade pon, surely someone have said something that really turned me off. oh-mi-god this is so unbelievably boring! should i pack my stuff now? yeah..maybe i should.
owh..i heard this phrase from somewhere... "Stand Tall- even it means you have to step on others head" bullshit aa??
Blood here! Blood there! everywhere blood! blood!
09 August 2004
Now i'm officially 'rongak'. the dentist had pulled out the troublesome wisdom tooth. wasn't painful, physically but i was badly scarred ,emotionally. why? because blood is one of my phobias. (ermm.. maybe except for that monthly bleeding thingy. hehe) so for the whole day i stayed in bed, shivering and almost pass out a few times-- just because i saw some blood on the cotton! the next day- i just can't do it anymore, so i went for some therapy. where? IKEA! owh..i just love Ikea. didn't buy anything really..but i just love the thought of looking at household stuff that i can't afford to buy. so..i was 'okay' instantly! hehe.
went to see I, robot yesterday. nothing much. i'm not a sci fi fan, and probably will never be. much preferred the Stanford Wives. stupid, but cute.
I need double luck!
28 JULY 2004
I have an interview tomorrow. in Sunderland (jauh!). Wish me luck. Kak shikin masakkan udon goreng..huwaaahh..sgt sedap. and i..not being my usual useless-self tulung buatkan air lychee plus that white thingy (dunno its name..sorry).
...and next week--- i need to see the dentist again. she wants to PULL OUT my bloody upper left wisdom tooth. it seems that it grows towards my cheek (gila gigi aku nih defy gravity) and my left cheek is all sore. owh this is troublesome! but i hate tooth extraction even more! huwaaa..
checked up one of my school's webpage and somehow stumbled upon a name. aha, suddenly remembered abt him being so emotionally hurt dek my previous entry while on my side, it wasn't about him at all! ahaha..perasan. perasan kene kutuk pulak tu. penat je emo emo. sorry la mister, that entry was directly pointed to some other loser la dol. and my second point for the day, jangan perasan tak tentu hala.
Tak abis dengan cite L men lagi...hehehe..
26th July 2004
to men: do u know when a gurl cheats on you, she might do it again? if u don't, I pity you.
and,
do you know if a girl cheated on her bf just to be with you, she might do the same when she met a new squeeze? and if you are too naive (or buta or bongok) to see this..ho ho..shame on you.
well..sbb saye nih pompuan..saye buat benda nih to men lah kan. actually..it's vice versa.
...and.. that cheater- if ever diye try to make up with you by using that 'Friend' word (after she used and dumped u)..oh god..please~~~ run as fast as u can! otherwise..ermm.. do u need me to stamp that 'L' word on your forehead or on you butt? heh, pick one.
Today I...
26th July 2004
feel like penampar org. just to wake him up. wake him up to the reality that he's happy and I got nothing to do with his life to be hated so much. Not that he had to rebuilt his life all over again after i left him; it's just a few months when he had a new replacement. so, F**k him. ppl once said, love is like a bird in your hands. it will die if you grip it too tightly, but certainly will fly if you let your hands loose. (lebih kurang la..tak ingat sgt) well mister, you held me too tight, so i died.
And you know what, you were the typical 'perfect' guy for a girl, but not for me-maybe because i am not that perfect. and i never regret that.
p/s:: owh..i'm running out of 'L' plates to be given out to those capital 'L' men! probably i should buy an 'L' stamp and a stamp pad with permanent ink so that us women could identify you more easily... to those who are a bit confuse... L=loser.
some people really amuse me...
23 July 2004
FRIENDSTERS.com is my only destination for self amusement. why?
1. First of all, I could see those 'plastic' girls changing their cun cun photos every day. and you know what? some of them edited their photos so much their even looked sooo disproportion/distorted (eg, nak nampak kurus punye pasal, usaha gila narrowkan gamba tu sampai kepala jadi lonjong semacam..har..har).
2. ...and some of them..ahaha..tak tahulah ape kena..USAHA gila nak letak 1001 pix dlm friendsters tu (they allow u to put 5 pix only) so what they did was-- okay, probably some technique they developed thru' primary school's art classes --->PHOTO COLLAGE with merely the same posing but different 'look' (the ah-i'm-so-sexy/I'm adorable/I'm cun and vogue punye type lah) oh man..guling2 aku gelak. bagus. buat la banyak2.
3. the TESTIMONIALs. the oh-my-god-these-are-THY-cheesiest-thing-i've-ever-heard testimonials from the loved ones. and they doubled the amusement by writing 200 more gedik testimonial for their gf/bf that makes me wonder- "owh...is your gf/bf the only one yg kasi testimonial kat ko?org lain tak kasi ke? alololo..siann..."
4. finally, the plastic girls again. they really amuse me till the end. ;)
recap..recap..
19 July 2004
so, lemme recap what happened to me for the past..erm..was it 5 months?
April + May + early June= highly depressed as i need to prepare for the internal portfolio exams (the mother of all presentations for my Part 1). And same thing happened like years before, my masalah "Chenta 3 Segi" with JPA, school and i jadi lagi. JPA almost send me back to malaysia coz the stupid new JPA admin ingat aku dah grad and buleh jadi architect. wtf?? i'll be GLAD if i already finish la mister, but we architects are forced to study SIX long,tak-leh-shopping-sbb-sengkek-beli-material-and-printing-just-to-buang-them-afterwards years. well, they hit me at the 'perfect' timing ----> a few days before my written paper! but somehow that mister got so sick ngan email2 aku, and tukar gi jaga budak2 jpa yg gi rusia. and secepat kilat, org yg ganti diye- terus sambung contract aku (yg mmg blom abis tu) dgn tak byk ckp. (probably sbb papa dtg jumpe diye ckp derang buat aku nak tejun lombong time2 exam kot :p)
20 May= My birthday! thanks to all yg send their wishes, card, presents. your thoughts that count...
4 June= the first one to present for the internal portfolio exam. i talked nonsense and stammered like hell coz i forgot to consume that beta-blocker pill and left my notes kat rumah. Thank god the examiners appreciated my drawings and they were really nice
8 June= had my external portfolio exams- she was nice. went good and i was happy. we had architects night- enjoyed it but hafta go home early since i can't get myself used to garage songs, plus i don't do clubbing. i've nothing against music, but clubs making me sick.
9 june= dpt result! Alhamdulillah...i passed my Part1 and buleh balik mesia ngan senang ati. nak pecah jantung time jalan nak pegi tgk result tu! ihihihi
13 June= balik mesia! sengih samapi tinge...hihihi..
14 june= sampai mesia, that night my encik awang dtg bawak Supering! hihi..sengih sampai tinge lagi..walaupon aku tersengguk2 minum teh tarik kat mamak (jetlag duhh..)
16, 17 june = shopping!hehe..and trust me..i took shorter time to shop for my stuff compared to him! :p
19 june= Alhamdulillah the enggagement ceremony went well. ok, now i'm officially dah di chop dek encik awang (his real name is Abdul Rahman btw, but i adopted that awg name -without his consent, of course) it's simply too weird to have a bf with the same name as my dad's.
8 July= balik UK balik. aggh..i hate this day. aku tak puas makan mesian food lg!! even my sisters displayed their muke toye - probably coz they haven't puas pau aku lg. :p and yes, my encik awang kasi panda leper! owh..he's sooo adorable (the panda, i mean)
9 July= Graduation day! (but gile buhsan, tak semeriah mesia punye convo) but i took loads of photos, pretending to make "woohoo..aku happy" face. well yeah, i was happy, but i will be happier if i'm at home.
okay, probably that's it for now. i'll write more, but laterlah!