I need double luck!
28 JULY 2004
I have an interview tomorrow. in Sunderland (jauh!). Wish me luck. Kak shikin masakkan udon goreng..huwaaahh..sgt sedap. and i..not being my usual useless-self tulung buatkan air lychee plus that white thingy (dunno its name..sorry).
...and next week--- i need to see the dentist again. she wants to PULL OUT my bloody upper left wisdom tooth. it seems that it grows towards my cheek (gila gigi aku nih defy gravity) and my left cheek is all sore. owh this is troublesome! but i hate tooth extraction even more! huwaaa..
checked up one of my school's webpage and somehow stumbled upon a name. aha, suddenly remembered abt him being so emotionally hurt dek my previous entry while on my side, it wasn't about him at all! ahaha..perasan. perasan kene kutuk pulak tu. penat je emo emo. sorry la mister, that entry was directly pointed to some other loser la dol. and my second point for the day, jangan perasan tak tentu hala.
Tak abis dengan cite L men lagi...hehehe..
26th July 2004
to men: do u know when a gurl cheats on you, she might do it again? if u don't, I pity you.
and,
do you know if a girl cheated on her bf just to be with you, she might do the same when she met a new squeeze? and if you are too naive (or buta or bongok) to see this..ho ho..shame on you.
well..sbb saye nih pompuan..saye buat benda nih to men lah kan. actually..it's vice versa.
...and.. that cheater- if ever diye try to make up with you by using that 'Friend' word (after she used and dumped u)..oh god..please~~~ run as fast as u can! otherwise..ermm.. do u need me to stamp that 'L' word on your forehead or on you butt? heh, pick one.
Today I...
26th July 2004
feel like penampar org. just to wake him up. wake him up to the reality that he's happy and I got nothing to do with his life to be hated so much. Not that he had to rebuilt his life all over again after i left him; it's just a few months when he had a new replacement. so, F**k him. ppl once said, love is like a bird in your hands. it will die if you grip it too tightly, but certainly will fly if you let your hands loose. (lebih kurang la..tak ingat sgt) well mister, you held me too tight, so i died.
And you know what, you were the typical 'perfect' guy for a girl, but not for me-maybe because i am not that perfect. and i never regret that.
p/s:: owh..i'm running out of 'L' plates to be given out to those capital 'L' men! probably i should buy an 'L' stamp and a stamp pad with permanent ink so that us women could identify you more easily... to those who are a bit confuse... L=loser.
some people really amuse me...
23 July 2004
FRIENDSTERS.com is my only destination for self amusement. why?
1. First of all, I could see those 'plastic' girls changing their cun cun photos every day. and you know what? some of them edited their photos so much their even looked sooo disproportion/distorted (eg, nak nampak kurus punye pasal, usaha gila narrowkan gamba tu sampai kepala jadi lonjong semacam..har..har).
2. ...and some of them..ahaha..tak tahulah ape kena..USAHA gila nak letak 1001 pix dlm friendsters tu (they allow u to put 5 pix only) so what they did was-- okay, probably some technique they developed thru' primary school's art classes --->PHOTO COLLAGE with merely the same posing but different 'look' (the ah-i'm-so-sexy/I'm adorable/I'm cun and vogue punye type lah) oh man..guling2 aku gelak. bagus. buat la banyak2.
3. the TESTIMONIALs. the oh-my-god-these-are-THY-cheesiest-thing-i've-ever-heard testimonials from the loved ones. and they doubled the amusement by writing 200 more gedik testimonial for their gf/bf that makes me wonder- "owh...is your gf/bf the only one yg kasi testimonial kat ko?org lain tak kasi ke? alololo..siann..."
4. finally, the plastic girls again. they really amuse me till the end. ;)
recap..recap..
19 July 2004
so, lemme recap what happened to me for the past..erm..was it 5 months?
April + May + early June= highly depressed as i need to prepare for the internal portfolio exams (the mother of all presentations for my Part 1). And same thing happened like years before, my masalah "Chenta 3 Segi" with JPA, school and i jadi lagi. JPA almost send me back to malaysia coz the stupid new JPA admin ingat aku dah grad and buleh jadi architect. wtf?? i'll be GLAD if i already finish la mister, but we architects are forced to study SIX long,tak-leh-shopping-sbb-sengkek-beli-material-and-printing-just-to-buang-them-afterwards years. well, they hit me at the 'perfect' timing ----> a few days before my written paper! but somehow that mister got so sick ngan email2 aku, and tukar gi jaga budak2 jpa yg gi rusia. and secepat kilat, org yg ganti diye- terus sambung contract aku (yg mmg blom abis tu) dgn tak byk ckp. (probably sbb papa dtg jumpe diye ckp derang buat aku nak tejun lombong time2 exam kot :p)
20 May= My birthday! thanks to all yg send their wishes, card, presents. your thoughts that count...
4 June= the first one to present for the internal portfolio exam. i talked nonsense and stammered like hell coz i forgot to consume that beta-blocker pill and left my notes kat rumah. Thank god the examiners appreciated my drawings and they were really nice
8 June= had my external portfolio exams- she was nice. went good and i was happy. we had architects night- enjoyed it but hafta go home early since i can't get myself used to garage songs, plus i don't do clubbing. i've nothing against music, but clubs making me sick.
9 june= dpt result! Alhamdulillah...i passed my Part1 and buleh balik mesia ngan senang ati. nak pecah jantung time jalan nak pegi tgk result tu! ihihihi
13 June= balik mesia! sengih samapi tinge...hihihi..
14 june= sampai mesia, that night my encik awang dtg bawak Supering! hihi..sengih sampai tinge lagi..walaupon aku tersengguk2 minum teh tarik kat mamak (jetlag duhh..)
16, 17 june = shopping!hehe..and trust me..i took shorter time to shop for my stuff compared to him! :p
19 june= Alhamdulillah the enggagement ceremony went well. ok, now i'm officially dah di chop dek encik awang (his real name is Abdul Rahman btw, but i adopted that awg name -without his consent, of course) it's simplyy too weird to have a bf with the same name as my dad's.
8 July= balik UK balik. aggh..i hate this day. aku tak puas makan mesian food lg!! even my sisters displayed their muke toye - probably coz they haven't puas pau aku lg. :p and yes, my encik awang kasi panda leper! owh..he's sooo adorable (the panda, i mean)
9 July= Graduation day! (but gile buhsan, tak semeriah mesia punye convo) but i took loads of photos, pretending to make "woohoo..aku happy" face. well yeah, i was happy, but i will be happier if i'm at home.
okay, probably that's it for now. i'll write more, but laterlah!