huhuhu...tetibe teringat something...smalam my hsemate and i were talking abt ppl who are too sure-- sampai kengkadang tuh rela tolak takdir, sbb...too sure? there was this one gurl..who has a bf..and too sure that she will end up with him. telling everyone, every single creature (even dinding and siling bilik diye pon tahu) yg diye chenta, sgt chentakan laki itu. aku rase if ko pegi bilik minah tuh... selain dr notes2 yg ditampal di dinding..yg lain tuh semuanye gamba bf diye..sampai aku rase serba salah masuk bilik tuh..tatau nak pandang mana..sbb aku rase mana arah yg aku pandang pon..aku cam usya bf diye (yg takde la hensem..but dipaksa kata hensem dek minah tuh)

then came valentine's day...sekor2 kasi card >> to my husband, to my wife. uuuhh...sooo romantic! bluek! lawak betul, tahap cipan! blom kawin tuh. if dah kawen nnt sure letak-- to granma, to granpa kot? hehari 247 gayut aku tatau la ckp ape..satu umah buleh dengar..but tuh aku tak kisahlah..duit kau aku pedulik ape. then bila minah tuh kat ruang tamu...laki tuh dlm bilik..diye panggil "mmbiiikkk" mak aii.. sekali dengar cam bunyi kambeng..rengek2 tak yah ckp..pensan aku..aku tak paham apsal kene buat all those PDA (public display of affection) and show all those TLC depan2 org. other hsemates pon ade bf gaks..apsal tade plak prangai camtuh..ekekek

then bila ckp pasal relationship ngan bebudak lain, dah la dipaksa ckp bf diye tuh hensem..dipaksa iye2kan ape yg diye buat tuh betul (eg, peluk2 depan org..laki tuh taleh tido kat umah boys bila dtg visit minah nih, sbb DARURAT --wtf!!!) and lagi satu yg aku tak tahan... iyo iyo la ckp yg diye sure sgt akan end up ngan laki tuh..bila org ckp..takdir, ko tatau takdir nnt camne..sure kene sembur balik. aku masetuh, being a first year, and malas nak menjawab, maka  dengan serta merta tune muka "yes..i'm listening,OOoo...Ooo..is that right? owh you're so brilliant!" padahal otak aku tgh pk..mm..beg kat H&M tadi mcm cun gak ekk.. or, eh.. minah nih pakai baju nih dah 4 hari..tak basuh ek? or ape2lah yg buleh dipkkan masetuh.

apepon..aku sgtlah meluat ngan org yg perangai camtuh. tgk2 now..dah break pon..dah ade org lain dah pon. aku bet ngan org lain pon diye tgh sebar2kan yg mamat tuh plak la her destiny chenta ati buah pinggang etc.(seb baik aku dah melarikan diri dr org cenggini..if not sakit tinge aku lagi)  so kesimpulan dr cite yg tetibe aku teringat nih ialah: jangan cepat sgt panggil bf ko husband..kan tgk now nih..kan dah dpt title JANDA..muhuhuhuh :p

24 FEB 2004    06:26:23

Now i really have the ability to sleep without hearing a single sound--not even the sound of a ringing phone. mmg betul2 shut down dah nih. i woke up yesterday just to realize that i've overslept for more than 4 hrs(!) and have 4 missed calls on my mobile. aiyoh..surely minah yg call aku dah mengamuk. nasib baik diye pinjam aku something, and call sbb nak pulangkan brg..if not..hmm...

penat penat and pening. pecah kepala aku. last week dah la demand nak 3 solutions (eventho u already choose what u want to do) yg siap nak plans ,sections , MODEL (and many more)--then mintak elaborate lagi design yg aku nak buat (dalam 1 A1 board= 8 A4) then sepatutnye sumer nih tunjuk hari jumaat, but somehow they make way for the good for nothing second year and the review was brought forward to wednesday!! aagghhh...marahnye aku!! and paling benci sekali bab model. kene buat site model --kecik2 tamau..mau cuuunn punye (and mcm la model workshop tuh bukak 24 hrs!) huwaaa...bila masa aku nak tido nih??

sorry yek korang..if 85% dr ape yg aku ckp nih korang tak paham. nak chat kat msn..kang aku drag lagi masa..so bising2 kat sinilah-- now dah lega..terpaksa sambung keje balik.nak tido taleh..tappe..esok petang after kelas aku shut down otak aku sat...hihihi :D challoh!

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I should be Very happy, but..

22 FEB 2004     03:19:59

I'm too chicken to proceed my (design) concept. Last tutorial, despite the lack of rest and sketches and preparation, it went well, in fact too well that worries me; can i really do it? it was a bit extravagant. the tutor was someone 'gaban' (and gatal also) but aku tak pakai skirt pendek or low neck (in fact i wore a worn out jeans and my kiddy sweater) so it should be that he really liked my concept:: A tree (as the finns are really nature based race). so the building will be raised above the ground. my worries are, can the Geordies (newcastle ppl) handle it? they are a bunch of people who got drunk every single night, do stupid stuff (eg, kencing tgh2 jalan) - so will this building work for them? and i also got this idea that the building might provide too much comfortable shelter. huwaa! bangunan aku bukan utk jadi port homeless ppl! another reason is that i might get fakap somewhere in the middle (like i always do) mm..this worries me..really do.

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Sorry Elly..

21 FEB 2004 01:26:05

...coz after 3 quizzes and i still got the same person..muhuhuu..i can't help it! muhahahahah.. sorry bebeh coz aku dah jadi perampas..muhuhu :p -- satu je kurang, i still want a guy with glasses. so someone's still better than Orlando. hihihihi :p

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Yale's back from London..

20 Feb 2004 00:47:53

...went there for 2 days, for a field trip. felt a bit reluctant to go at first - but the trip wasn't that bad. spend time ngan fina- but i feel bad coz i don't really have the time to spend some for yusra and farah. well.. maybe some other time..hopefully. got meself a RED snickers. yayy!! soooo happy...for some of you...of course dah tahu bape lama aku mencari snickers kaler merah terang.. :D so happy!

never missed to eat my favourite waffle with belgian choc. (it's near Bond St tube station-go and geddit Londoners!) muhuhu...sedapnyehh...apparently, mase kitorang order tuh tade sape pon..but bila kitorang dpt aje, and makan on the spot kat tepi jalan tuh (mind my manners makan berdiri..hihi) tetibe ramai la plak org beratur nak beli waffle tuh-- and yg lawaknye..there was 2 girls yg ternganga tgk waffle yg aku tgh makan-and they happen to be my coursemates! (and tak pahsan aku lansung!) lepas tuh baru derang prahsan. ceh! :p -- and lagi satu...aku rase aku ngan fina patut mintak sket royalti sbb jd 'iklan' utk waffle tuh--coz that was not the first time..heheh..

someone's off for a holiday in langkawi tomorrow. nak ikuut!!! huhkhuk..going to miss him. nak candy! nak 'candy'! (pardon me, 'gedik' sket-sekali sekala..thehehe)

i'm so tired. but got lotsa things to show tomoro. and i dont really KNOW which idea shd i choose. how to proceed?muhuhuhuhu

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out of nowhere..

some ppl don't believe in this, that that and that. well out of my anger- i would say, it is stupid to be an egocentric person. wasting time, semua org nyusahkan diye--and say what? ko menyusahkan org jugak. semua org susahkan org lain dlm idop nih; it's a system--probably i shd correct you then; some of them are called 'tolong'. and one cold hard truth, u delay your time, wasting other ppl's time just to 'timang2' your ego, argue2, blablabla, padahal outcome sama aje. do-oh! and lagi mau komplen org perabiskan masa diye. i don't know how many ppl will come to kill me afterwards- but i have said my opinion and that's it.

...there is a fine line between pride and ego...

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Out OF Curiosity...

16 FEB 2004 22:11:36

i went to search for sean paul's Get Busy lyrics. Trust me, this is out of my norm, but today i was soooo curious ape la yg mamat tuh nyanyi dalam lagu Get Busy tuh. plus there is a line yg bunyi camnih :: "blablabla like CIK SITI"

hohoho... so this is the lyrics (yg aku still takleh nak translate amondo la org tua tuh nyanyi) terasa buduh plak- dah la aku carik sbb aku curious ape betul ke diye sebut Cik Siti (nurhaliza)? uhuhu...sah otak aku dah kong..

eh chop! Soalan cepu emas for the day:: which part is the "blablabla like CIK SITI"? muahahahah

Shake that thing Miss Kana Kana
Shake that thing Miss Annabella
Shake that thing yo Donna Donna
Jodi and Rebecca

Woman get busy
Just shake that booty non-stop
When the beat drops
Just keep swingin' it
Get jiggy
Get crunked up
Percolate anything you wan fi call it
Oscillate you hip and don’t take pity
Me want fi see you get live ‘pon the riddim when me ride
And me lyrics a provide electrixity
Gal nobody can tell you nuttin’
Can you done know ya destiny

Yo sexy ladies want par wit us
In a the car wit us
Them nah war wit us
In a da club them want flex wit us
To get next wit us
Them nah vex wit us
From the day me born jah ignite ma flame gal a call ma name and it is me Fame
It's all good girl turn me on
‘Til a early morn’
Let’s get it on
Let’s get it on ‘til a early morn'
Girl it’s all good just turn me on

Gal don’t sweat it, don’t get agitate just gwaan rotate
Can anyting you want you know ya must get it
From you name a mention
Don’t ease the tension just run the program gal wan pet it
Gal 'ave a good time
Gal free up unu mind caw nobody can dis you man won‘t let it can
You a the number one gal
Wave you hand
Make them see you wedding band

Yo, Shake that thing
Miss Kana Kana shake that thing
Yo, Annabella shake that thing
Miss Donna Donna
Yo Miss Jodi and di one name Rebecca
 

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HAPPY V DAY EVERYBODY!

14 FEBRUARY 2004

wish u all a happy V day- not that i'm celebrating the dead man's birthday or something, it is just a wish-- hope some ppl don't get me wrong.

uh, i wanna say something (again) about fowarded emails. seriously, i dont mind if u nak hantar beribu2 quizzes etc--or information or whatever. but fowarded emails like "you're my best fren!", "email from msn/yahoo- you'll be deleted if u don't pass on" and worse, the "God will punish you if you don't pass this on" are somewhat annoying. Why?

1. emails like "you're my best fren!" tuh like so... yuckie! my question is, do we ever have that "do you want to be my best fren?" declarations to our dear frens? budak skolah rendah, maybe- but not for me, not for ppl at my age. and the ironic thing is- those 'declaration of affection' never came from my bestfrens (it's ok guys..i know u love me..muhahah)- always from some acquaintances that i never really had the connection with. and duh! is every single person in your address list your best fren? (i'm referring to those who have hundreds of names in their email address list)

2. emails like "u'll be deleted if u don't pass on" tuh lagi la bodo. how many years since u own an email account? and how many years since u got those type of emails? forever, rite? so please..stop the stupid rumours!

3. and finally, the 'God will punish you if you don't pass on' is the lamest of all, esp. when the very same fowarded emails goin around in circles--it's ok to remind ppl- baguslah. but tak rase rimas ke bila dah dpt email tuh berjuta kali and lagi mau forward kat org? (apparently, org2 yg sama jugak dpt..and the cycle goes on and on..)

sorry if ade yg terasa... if nak kasi forwarded email tuh kan...jangan lah kasi kat SEMUA email address aku. kasi kat satu cukuplah! (i would appreciate it if u guys send it to my hotmail email, not yahoo) okay..dah puas bebel. hihii.. :D now i'm happy!

P/S:

...some pics to ponder...muehehe..Rodrigo Santoro (Love Actually, Charlie's Angels Full Throttle) is thy sight for sore eyes (esp with the glasses) enjoy gurls!! :D (sorry guys, i don't do eye candy for men) :p

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Owh..Am i? :p

13 FEB 2004     09:38:45

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NIGHTMARES...huhhu

11 FEB 2004     07:57:56

The most prominent sign (to myself) that i am ill is when i get that bizarre, long, repetitive nightmare (or daymare, since i sleep during daytime). i slept for more than 12 hrs since 2 days ago. not that i dont wanna wake up, but haven't been able to. couldn't move a limb (okay..i'm exaggerating..hihi) badan sakit2 duh..mcm kene angkat berat aje..ntah pape

owh..the nightmares that i got...meh sini aku listdown yg mana aku ingat (since kak shikin ckp, if ade nightmare baik gi cite kat org..before it happens :p) from yg paling ngeri ke yg least ngeri.

    1. ade nenek moyang slug yg besar gile kuar from bawah sink dapo...lagi besar dr persian cat yg gemok tuh and super slimy and kaler ijau belang2 zigzag ngan kelabu.. yuckiee!! ( and it happened 2 times!!!)

    2. i lost kak jua's roomkey and dengar komputer bilik diye cam meletup- and apparently i was the only one who had the key and when she got home, she threw me out the house- and amik pc aku!! huwaa!!!!

    3. went to school and found out yg aku ade tutorial, and aku tak buat satu keje pon! (and this one keep on going till i woke   up!)

    4. gado ngan my awang  sbb i dont want to come back after the graduation day- instead, gi jepun sbb dpt free ticket gi tgk ilhan mansiz main for the japanese league - and balik terus ke uk. [don't worry, i won't do that.. ]

the chronology was actually like this: gado ngan awang---> gi dapo nampak slug----> naik atas dengar pc kak jua meletup and kene halau dr umah-----> and lari gi skolah and tgk2 ade tutorial.

mm..i think the third one is scarier than the second one..but nothing could compare to a huge slug coming to get me! okay..pening already...shd get some rest..and think about the design..this demam thingy made me lembab and keje dah piled up dah..huhu.. and to my frens yg ade midterm/exam... GUDLAKKK!!

p/s :: 

biodata of the day >> SLUG<<

allegie: Elly ['lari' cepat gile bila elly gi dapo] and salt.

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Back in Newcastle

10 FEB 2004

okay- i'm back...the trip was OK. (after balancing the disastrous first day and the fun second day) dunno. part of it mmg best la..learn new things..might be tak best la kot first2..but how to learn if u don't try. probably sbb aku ni slow learner- so a bit nyusahkan org..so lain kali i'll bear that in mind-and keep myself away from the map

something ticked me.. not that i'm angry or something. just i hate the 'unbalance' things. any unbalance things. probably aku kuno ke ape...but what goes around, comes around. we're living in a system- if aku gi lempang anak org..aku kene sedar yg probably mak diye akan dtg lempang aku gak. sendiri not sure ape yg aku babling at, but aku rase annoyed. rase nak trashing something, but everything is too precious to me.

whateva. i shd be ok by tomoro. owh..kat tv ade cite ape ntah. andy mcdowell yg belakon. hate her since tgk cite ape ntah dulu. always belakon jd slut. now if tgk iklan loreal pon rase nak tutup je tv.

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Off to Manchester!!! Yaayyyy!!

6 FEB 2004    23:33:25

nothing much really..dah buhsan gile ngan layout nih- sgt membuhsankan- but nak tukar layout tak de masa la plak..mm..la la la..tadi tutorial..siap awal..so i slept as in mmg tido betul. and i took the pill that the doc gave to me- beta blocker? mondo ntah. yg pasti its for my 'nervousness'.. ade some stuff yg doc ckp mase gi jumpe diye tuh yg make sense..  la la la..nothing important pon. all in all..i didn't wear my jacket, didn't have shaky hands and my feet didn't sweat today, so that's good. and i can argue.sbb selalu bila takut sgt..aku jadi cam org bisu.

lagi satu factor yg buat aku jd 'bisu' [as in tak boleh cakap] is...bila letak aku kat tengah2 org yg aku tak kenal [yep..aku takut ngan manusia..hehehe]. but aku rela jadi 'bisu' dr kene dumbstruck. happens everytime bila aku admire [note: bukan 'suke tgk' , nor tak semestinye my bf] someone. dumbstrucked! i can't shoot the net every thursday coz ade org practice 4 x 100m dekat ngan tiang netball aku buduh! uhuhuhh..hope it wont happen again, ever! muhuhuhu... rase malu la plaks...must be this caffeine shot! so this is Ellina signing off...before she reveals more embarrassing stuff! :p

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SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA

1 FEB 2004    18:15:39

woke up late, as usual. was suppose to go to the site, and record stuffs; apparently i went there and took photos first, then went to the Baltic (uh..it's a nice place...) and intended to record the 'journey' in my way back. And the 'mysterious rain' came pouring mcm hujan kat malaysia at the very moment when i took out kak jua's camcorder. huwaaaaa!! u know why i call it 'mysterious rain'? coz it happens EVERY TIME we go for a site visit. tak pernah tak hujan. so, the recording thingy is delayed, and need to go there, again!

had a Western Raya meal today. i'm such a bad housemate- i woke up late, didn't give them any help (i was suppose to do the potato salad actually) turun-makan-blah gi site. feel bad. told them to leave all the plates- they've done the 'kenduri'..so i must do the 'kendara'. but when i got back frm the site.. everything's licin already...aiyooo.. feel terrible. :(  BUT THE FOOD WAS GREAT!

besides that, i think i'm also a terrible gf. :( i know i did say something bad - suke aje carik pasal. my hobby kot? but sometimes i'm bored- bukan bored sbb tak dilayan- but bored sbb..ah nevermind! it's just me and my sweet tooth and my cravings for candies.

------------cerita sampingan!---------------

owh..my next task is, define and distinguish :: Britishness and Finnishness

hoho--what IS Britishness? the first thing that came into my mind was- Mr Bean! hehe.. a race that taught people to speak English, but they themselves can't even pronounce the word 'bus' correctly. even a lecturer from South Africa who has stayed here for 18 years pon kata susah nak define what is britishness- apetah lagi laa aku. :p owh..and i saw some ppl guna nick mcm memperli nick  "Ellina :: what is britishness? :: " kat MSN msgr. i was hoping for some opinion aje. tak reti nak jawab tak payah la nak perli. do oh! rase nak penyepak aje.

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