.::5-04-04::.

I took a quiz!:

Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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Well today was okay I guess, only one bad thing has happened. Kira talked to Joe and asked him three questions, (1) Did he have a girlfriend? answer-no (2) Did he still like me? answer- don't know and last (3) If i asked him out would he go out with me? answer-no. Sigh... I guess we are over never would have guessed. Well me and Nathan are hitting it off so that's the good thing, I wish he was nearer or lived here. He says I'm the only one that understands him, thats made me smile. My friend Garret called and he wanted me to go on a drug bust. He smokes pot and he scares me but he's great.

.::5-03-04::.

Sorry for the lack of updates, I haven't been feeling really good.Its not that I'm sick or anything its school, and my friends that are making me feel down. I went over to my friend Marlee's the other day with Kira, it was the worst day of my life well not the worst but one of them. You see Kira has been ruining my life for so long, she's token my boyfriends, taking my friends and hobbies. She thinks she doing right but she just messing up my life more and more..and now Marlee wants her to go to Japan with her and they didn't bother to ask me -_- I know more about anime and I was the one wanting to go to Japan more than them.. Sorry I'm babbling..then there the Joe issue, my ex well I still have feelings for him but I'm too scared to ask him to go back out with me... ~*Tenshi*~

.::4-29-04::.

Today we had a career fair in school, it was okay I guess. The only stand that I like was the Graphic Desgin Table. The man there was very nice and he gave me great info on the graphic design school were he works. I'm thinking of going there. Joe, my ex-boyfriend, is still in my heart. I still love him and I can't get him out of my head, everywhere I turn he's there literally! Yeah I know i have Nathan and all but man I love both of them....

.::4-28-04::.

Today was great we went on the first school trip of the year to SS New Jersey, a big battleship the greatest one of its kind. The trip was great and I had fun with my friends but the only problem was it was COLD! Kira one of my best friends kept stealing my coat (she didn't have one) or holding onto my coat trying to keep warm. It was hard climbing down those steep steps with her clinging on me all the time but you gotta to love her. She brought white chocolate chips my fave ^_^ :3.

.::4-22-04::.

I'm so sorry for the long disappearance but my computer got a virus and had to wait for our new one to be built. Well my life is actually good for once, Joe and me broke up but I got this sweet new one named Nathen aka Spike. We have so much in common its kinda scary but he's nice to me. Here's a little poem he wrote for me:

Yours eyes haunt my dreams,
they stare with such wonder and life,
for hours I could just look into them wondering your thoughts
two minds as one we'll travel on

He's such a gentleman. Well I have nothing else to say for today so wait till the next update!