sky's a deeper grey dosen't matter i can't see it today the cloth over my eyes hides his disguise won't show me his face or tell me his name not trust in this game no faith I feel no love or hate just passed out in front of the gate can't make it to heaven i'm too far gone tried to tell me for so long i can't listen to realistic ideas too much in size for my little head didn't think i had a chance dosen't matter now wait for death chances are i won't make it that far die before my time comes before the day breaks after a dark night alone singing in my bedroom to the only song i've ever known hum along to the beat of the heart i clutch in my hand can't remember who i took it from wasn't more than a few seconds before just don't understand how to find the floor why is there a door in the middle of the room never saw it there before changes the decorations so i think i'm dead thanks anyways dosen't help me live the shots the pain the needles don't help don't touch me just leave me alone so far gone i don't even know can't show you the plastic sock that i needed to get to cover the pain it isn't there when i look for it it's all in the music not in your head nice try figured it out once again can't trick someone who dosen't know anything try all you want take away what i've got won't change my ways can't take the pain the flowers are dying it's winter again can't believe it went that fast i'm too far gone to know where i am can't help the girl who jumped off the bridge it's kind of lonely up here all alone i can hear you yelling at me to get down but it's nice up here on the moon she dosen't know i'm up here not climbing down it's the pain that makes me say these things she dosen't want to touch the flame maybe one day she'll be the same.