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| Another day Same game we play Haven’t noticed yet What another year Feels like Keep forgetting I’m fifteen I’m only fifteen Still a little girl Can’t steal the pain Away even on the Special day Still have the problems Can’t laugh for long No one remembers Your birthday song Thought I was older See it that way More mature Older We all see it that way I’m just a little girl I’m only fifteen I don’t want to grow up Don’t want things to change Getting weaker by the day Imagine me old If it goes on this way Can’t see myself past another year Can’t believe that’s the end Think I deserve more Thinking about Helping someone Don’t know who Another way To restore my youth Feeling so old Could be on my own Still just a baby In my parents home Growing up Slowly in a city Can’t breath can’t eat Can’t take that away Fifteen on another Special day Means more to a lot of people Than it means to me Not religious Not a genious Just a girl Waiting for her time Let me shine in my own little way Keep me happy for a minute Feels special Blows it away Another candle On her birthday cake One candle left Another life with pride Only one more year I can see passing by Ask me how it feels To be a year older Wouldn’t know Can’t remember last year Shedding tears All night long Trying to think Of one thing that happend Can’t remember a single kiss A single conversation Some I woulda missed Can’t remember anything that I did Better that way isn’t it? She’s only fifteen Just a little bit older Feels like a lifetime It is to some Want to remember this year But it’s gone Whipped my memories away With one sniff Remembers yesterday Maybe the day before Nothing more than a few hours At a time Adding to the days, the years in her life Trying to fight for a little more time Lucky she’ll be if she passes sixteen Wondering what path her life will take Saw a girl A boy remembered a name One more day passes the same Couldn’t remember the words On her hand Couldn’t pass the test again Another day passes parents are yelling Mother is crying Is she on drugs again? Let yourself know When you feel like living Ask your body what it’s giving Life span no longer than sixteen years Already fifteen and a day What to do with so little time? Waist it away Life’s not worth LIVING A little pain Means more fun I can’t deal with those drugs People see her in a different World see the eyes the body, a girl Sees herself as a little black cat Remembers she’s not Where’s her body at? Can’t remember her own given name It’s always the same game Another day One more gone Can’t live on for another year Passing with tears Cries of regret At least the drugs Will make her forget Living her life Without even knowing The night passes by More hours go by Wakes up Another morning Another day to waist away How can a child A little girl have so much pain? Hold onto your tears and finish to day Can’t finish her cake Dosen’t want to get fat Daddy’s little girls got a bowl of crack |
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