i hate the nothingness that surrounds me with boredom so i sit down and look at my hands and try to figure out who I am and what to do with life i look inside and find someone calm and filled with hope and strong opinions someone who dosen't believe in love and dosen't have enough faith because faith is naivety a girl who contradicts herself but knows what she wants and has enough plans to last her until the end of the week a child who changes in the eyes of her peers a daughter who changes in the eyes of parents an object who changes in the eyes of all those once loved