It was stupid of me to think that the stars were red because I cut myself and it was stupid of me to think that my friend was dead because he killed himself and it was stupid of me to think that the sky is black because you can't see and it is so stupid of me to think that I am sad because you don't care and it's so stupid to think that some day you'll ne there at me wedding waiting for me hugging me that you'll be there when my child is born and kiss her forhead and it was stupid of me to forgive you the first time and the third but I won't see you anymore you left my life all on your own you didn't need any help from me or the little girl that you left behind the one that sits on your doorstep and cries and she sings everytime you walk by she tries to get your attention she really tries but you are too cruel to say goodbye you crushed her dream with a single footstep you crushed her life with your palm you crushed my life...and that little girl.