As i sit here
I wonder why
Why i feel this way
And why i cry

All through my past
I have loved and lost
I loved one man
And lost he became from my life.

I then fell in the trap
The trap that someone would care
I cared for another
And again he left

But my cares reflected
Reflected to the first man
Still till this day
And after four years of torment

Why i cry
Only the Lord knows
I don't know if it is because i miss him
Or because he was different

You see he listened
Told me his secrets
I told him mine
And fell so hard i couldn't have imagined

But there was bad times
Times i cried till i coudln't
Times he lied
Those were the times my soul died

But why do i love him
Why do i care
Now he is engaged
And i have no one to share.

I hope one day i can say
Yes, say "I don't love him anymore"
See him and think nothing
Like seeing someone you have known all your life

That is my wish
Yes, that is a dream
Yes a dream I know will come true