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I don't want to hold onto memories
I want to hold my child
I don't want to stare at pictures
I want to look at my child
I don't want to take flowers to the cemetery
I want to put flowers in my little girl's hand
I don't want to tell stories about the past
I want for her to have a future and make new stories
I don't want to clean her gravesite
I want to help her clean her room
I don't want to talk about what used to be
I want her here, now
I don't want to see my older daughter sittiing all alone beside her little sister's grave
I want to see them both shopping at the mall and eating ice cream
I don't want to write poignant prose
I want my child
I don't want to write soul piercing poetry
I want my child
When did that become too much to want?

By Yolonda Moore
Mother of Kimberly Ann Moore
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