May 10, 2003

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The Plaza at the End of the World...

Despil walks by and smiles as he sees her. "Good turnings, Yo. Another day spent in the Church?"

Yosannah is just exiting the Cathedral climbing slowly down the steps. She seems to be watching her feet as she moves but looks up at the sound of Despil's voice. A light but welcoming smile, "Hey." She looks back at the Archway, "Yeah. I suppose so."

Despil says "Find any answers?"

Yosannah shakes her head and matter of factly states, "No." Her hands are tucked in her pocket as she nears him, "But, um. It's comforting somehow." She pauses just before him and changes the subject, "Dinner was nice."

Despil smiles and says, "It was. I was pleasantly surprised to see you."

Yosannah's gaze falls to the ground, "I was surprised myself. I'm not so sure why he brought me, actually."

Despil stage whispers, "Maybe he likes you."

Yosannah kicks at the ground as she raises her hand to her neck, running a finger over the scar there, "Yeah. Maybe." She shrugs at this.

Despil says "You sound like you have mixed feelings about this."

Yosannah bites at her lip as a smile escapes her mouth, "Heh. I suppose I do. But maybe we could find a better place to talk about such things then here on the walkway of the plaza"

Despil says "What's your pleasure?"

Yosannah slides her hand into his, casually, "World's End. I like showing up in public places with Chaosian Lords. It's my latest thing." She winks.

Despil offers his hand. "How do you want to get there? Trump or Logrus?"

Yosannah's smile broadens, "Logrus. The sensation feels different to me. New. I like it."

The fabric of your surroundings blurs into wisps of watchet and red-gold....passing through Shadow... Your tendrils snatch you forth.

World's End Bar...

Yosannah inhales abruptly as if catching her breath.

Despil looks around and says, "Looks quiet. Hello, Sarah. Lord Arashi."

Arashi looks up to Despil "Hey Lord Despil," he replies, recipercating on the formality of the greeting " ...and its just Arashi. Tacking a 'Lord' to what I am is just bad." he smiles.

Despil says to Arashi, letting go of Yo's hand, "I thought I'd heard that the title is now warranted."

Yosannah's hand slides away from Despil's as she follows his gaze to the others' table, recognition at the sight of Arashi. She purses her lips into a smile.

Arashi says "Yeah. But Arashi's not my name. Its the equivelent of saying Lord 'Chaos Person', or in my case, more along the lines of saying Lord 'person who's an asshole'. Arashi is a descriptive."

Despil says "I see. Then what -is- your name?"

Arashi says "Its... something I am no longer capable of speaking. It was written out of my being, and my nature set to its place to keep me whole and from unraveling until I can regain my name. The more people address me as Arashi as a formal name, the more I become a true Arashi."

Despil asks Yo, "Any table you like?" He looks back over to Arashi and asks, "Is there anything you would prefer to Arashi?"

Yosannahcrosses her arms over her chest casually before nodding to Despil. Without answering she makes her way across the room.

Arashi thinks, then shakes his head "Thanks, but I have to stick with Arashi. If it becomes neglicted, then it'll slip out of place. Its kind of a curse." Arashi says "If you want something formal you could call me..." he thinks "Arashi of Rathorne, as that is what I am, too."

Despil smiles with a bit of crinkling around his eyes. He says, "Very well, then. Have a good turning, Lord Arashi."

"You too."

Yosannah and Despil sit at the small table at the far end of the room.

At your table, Despil laughs. "Ain't I a stinker?"

At your table, Yosannah smiles lightly at her table and rolls her eyes. "I have no idea what he was trying to say. Does he want to be called Arashi, or doesn't he?"

At your table, Despil says "That's my point. He's recently joined Rathorne as I heard it."

At your table, Yosannah says "And why call him 'Lord' then?"

At your table, Despil says "Because that's what he is, then."

At your table, Despil says "What would you like to drink?"

At your table, Yosannah says "Mmm." She studies him for a moment and then suggests, "Wine. I'm in the mood for a Reisling, actually. Chilled."

Despil orders a bottle of Critique of Pure Reisling and two glasses. The bartender hands it to a server who takes it to table on the far wall and sets it before him.

At your table, Yosannah begins, "So, your grandson is the head of your house. Why is that? Why not you?"

Despil pours wine for Yosannah and himself.

Yosannah watches as the wine spills from the bottle to the glasses, each in turn.

At your table, Yosannah says "And you have no interest then?" She expertly moves the conversation away from their earlier topic, "Is that it?"

At your table, Despil says "I have some mild interest in it. If he left, I'd probably take over."

At your table, Despil says "It is a lot of work, however, and the rewards are relatively small."

Yosannah rests her elbows on the table. Clasping her fingers together she rests them against her chin.

At your table, Yosannah says "I can imagine that."

At your table, Despil raises his glass to her. "To friendship."

At your table, Yosannah lifts her glass as well, touching hers to his and repeats after him, "friendship." The word is muttered lightly.

At your table, Despil winks and says, "It can be to the abstract concept." He drinks.

At your table, Yosannah lifts the glass to her lips, closes her eyes and drinks. Setting the glass back on the table, she cups her hands around it, "-It- can be whatever you'd like -it- to be, Despil."

At your table, Despil nods and looks at the wine before looking at you again. "And what about you? What do you want it to be?"

At your table, Yosannah taps at her glass with fingernail and replies, honestly, "I don't know."

At your table, Despil sips his wine and says, "I'd love to hear what you're thinking, at the least."

At your table, Yosannah pauses to reflect on his question, "I'm thinking a multitude of things at all times. And you mention friendships and I," she exhales. Pauses. Continues, "I wish I had more. And then I ponder the inevitable question of what I think is going to happen to me and I wonder what the significance of friendships is." She smiles flatly at that, "And that's very dramatic sounding, isn't it?"

At your table, Despil nods to you. He says, "Having friends is better when you don't know what's going to happen to you." He reaches over and touches your hand for a moment.

At your table, Yosannah looks down at the table where his hand meets hers, "I am, what is the word you used earlier, uncertain. Or maybe it was, mixed feelings. But," she shrugs, "I'll deal with it." She nods.

At your table, Despil says "All right. I'm curious, but it sounds like it's none of my business. I don't want to pry."

At your table, Yosannah slides her hand away from his and reaches for her glass, "Oh, but you already have. That's very coy." She winks.

At your table, Despil winks back. "Then I won't any more. It's your move on it." He sips his drink.

At your table, Yosannah says "Fair enough. I'm very fond of your brother." She shrugs, "But beyond fondness..." she drinks what's left of her wine and gestures for a refill, "There really isn't much point now, is there."

At your table, Despil refills your glass and then his. "What do you mean?"

At your table, Yosannah says "The closest I have ever been to someone was with Luke's son, Damen. And..." She reaches for the newly filled glass, "I distanced from that because of what I am now." She looks across the room to the other patrons in the bar, "Now add to that the comlexity of caring for someone in your brother's position. And there you have my previous statement: There really isn't much point."

At your table, Despil says "What is my brother's position? He's a Lord of Chaos. Admittedly an ex-king, but about all that's good for is free drinks in Niemand's."

At your table, Yosannah says "Your brother has certain aspirations," she takes long drink from her glass, "Aspirations that could seriously be hindered by linking himself to me." She chuckles, "And we're talking about a lot of what if's here. What if I was interested. What if he was. Who really knows? Surely not you."

At your table, Despil hmms. "He wants his old job back?"

At your table, Yosannah hmmms and sits quietly for a long moment, "We've had talks. I think beyond that you should converse with him directly, Despil. But I think you're beginning to see my point."

At your table, Despil smiles and shrugs. "I don't think you'd be that much of a hindrance, myself."

At your table, Yosannah is intrigued, "No?" A short laugh escapes her lips.

At your table, Despil shakes his head and drinks some more. "No. If you were Queen of Amber, perhaps. What do you think the issue is?"

At your table, Yosannah offers matter of factly, "I'm a -shadow- who happens to walk around professing to be Pestilence. Rider of the Serpent." She shakes her head, "Pshh. Come on now. You're a smart guy." She mutters, "He'd have better luck, politically, if I -were- the Queen of Amber..."

At your table, Despil says "I don't understand what the issue is. That you're a shadow?"

At your table, Yosannah chuckles, "Are you trying to talk me into a love affair? Is this what this is all about? You're playing Lord match-maker now? You're nuts." She smiles and finishes off her second glass of wine and pushes her empty glass toward Despil.

At your table, Despil laughs and refills glasses again. "Why not? If I can't have you why not him?" He winks teasingly and adds, "But humorously, folks."

At your table, Yosannah says "Keep it in the family, right?" She nods, feigning seriousness, "Is that the idea?"

At your table, Despil says "If Merle thinks that being involved with a shadow will look bad on him, then he's still too twitchy for the job. His past is a much bigger obstacle."

At your table, Yosannah smiles, "I don't know what he thinks. If the truth be told. I don't know that I have even thought that much about it. I'm really trying not to quite frankly."

At your table, Despil drinks and nods. "Fair enough. I think you're sweet together, and you do have history."

At your table, Yosannah seems about to comment but multiple thoughts get caught in her mouth and all that comes out is an exhale of breath and then a pause.

At your table, Despil laughs a bit and watches you, eyes sparkling. "Yes?"

At your table, Yosannah raises a hand and scratches at her temple with her forefinger, "Sweet?"

At your table, Despil says "Maybe I'm projecting or something."

At your table, Yosannah says "You're something all right. I'm not sure what, however."

At your table, Despil says "Tell me what it is when you know."

At your table, Yosannah says "Absolutely." She nods and then thinks out loud, "This is very strange to be talking about with you."

At your table, Despil says "Why?"

At your table, Yosannah shrugs, "It's weird on a couple of levels. First of all, I haven't ever really given my -friendship- with your brother this much thought. And second of all, you're family. These aren't the sorts of things I should be talking about with a guy's brother." She adds, "This would either be really funny to him or he'd be pissed."

At your table, Despil grins. "Merle and I are neither close nor distant. I like him, but we've never spent much time together."

At your table, Yosannah says "Ah well, close or not. Family is family."

At your table, Despil says "That is true."

At your table, Yosannah swirls the liquid in her glass, "So. We didn't get to talk much at the dinner. Why was that?"

At your table, Despil smiles. "Because I didn't know how much I should admit that we know each other. And because it's a family dinner and those are always tense."

At your table, Yosannah says "Ahh, that's very interesting on both points. Which do I ask about first... Hmmm."

At your table, Despil says "Order another bottle of reisling?"

At your table, Yosannah nods, "I probably shouldn't have more... Hell, screw it."

Despil orders an another bottle of reisling. The bartender hands it to a server who takes it to table on the far wall and sets it before him.

At your table, Yosannah says, "Tell me about the family dynamic. Why so tense?"

At your table, Despil says "There have always been factions in the family that have competed with each other. It's very political."

At your table, Yosannah says "And at that table that night?"

At your table, Despil says "It was calm. No Mother, no Jurt, no Mandor."

At your table, Despil says "Merle and I are both strong backers of Mirth, so there's no tension there. Emily's there, but she's very young."

At your table, Yosannah says "How old is she?"

At your table, Despil says "One side or the other of twenty."

At your table, Yosannah chuckles at that and shakes her head, "Despil, I'm not much older." She lifts her glass to her lips and smirks behind it.

At your table, Despil looks to you and says, "Yes, you are."

At your table, Despil says "She's a fluttery little girl. You're a competent woman."

At your table, Yosannah shakes her head, "Thank you for the complement." She smiles.

At your table, Despil says "When I talk to you, I don't think you need adult supervision."

At your table, Yosannah says "That I do not."

At your table, Yosannah says "So, next topic. You weren't sure about admitting how much you know me. What's behind that thought."

Riva nods to Yosannah and Sarah before sliding into the booth.

At your table, Despil says "Hypersensitivity, that's all. Don't want to cause you trouble."

At your table, Despil asks, "Know her?"

At your table, Yosannah says "Cause -me- trouble..." She glances at Riva briefly, "Know her. Yes."

At your table, Despil says, "Yeah, you." He glances over to Riva again. "She looks like trouble."

At your table, Yosannah shrugs, "She is. More of an annoyance then anything." She studies him, particularly the outline of his face, "And what sort of trouble do you imagine you could cause me."

At your table, Despil says "The sort that would make you not want to talk to me again."

At your table, Yosannah says "Oh no. What could be so horrible?" She smiles coyly.

At your table, Despil laughs. "Your - old roommate - getting jealous."

At your table, Yosannah asks, "My old roomate? My?"

At your table, Despil shrugs. "I'll chat you up next time."

At your table, Yosannah smiles, "We were never roomates, Despil. And I don't think anyone would be jealous. So chat it up, boy."

At your table, Despil says "Oh, I thought you were. I thought you said you lived together in Berkeley."

At your table, Yosannah smiles at that, "Ut uhh. Spent lots of time, but never roomies." And then, "But I like the attention, so don't be shy next time," she encourages. " Not to mention it would save me the expense of having to deal with another round of twenty questions."

At your table, Despil nods and smiles and drinks. "My pleasure."

At your table, Despil says "From him?"

At your table, Yosannah says "From your grandson."

At your table, Despil laughs. "I'll help."

At your table, Yosannah says "Good. So, what do you say we talk the rest of this bottle and get out of here?"

At your table, Despil says "If you like."

At your table, Yosannah moves to slide away from the table, "I sure would."

Despil stands and leaves the table on the far wall. He nods to Esme. "Good turning, Esme."

Yosannah steps around the table and moves to stand closer to Despil, bottle in her hand.

Esme smiles and sings. "Hello, Despil."

Despil offers Yosannah his arm...