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saturday, november 30th, 2002 **sugar soul - sauce** Ellie's revamped her site... check it out. it's time for me to put up a summmer layout as well... but i'm feeling decidedly unmotivated about sitting in front of the computer. Seeing as I'm getting four teeth pulled out on Tuesday morning, and prospect of Tofu Days loom, I prefer to spend my days binge eating (shuttup ben). Three months has gone by and it looks like I still haven't put up a pic of ear for the omake page link, oh weo. won't need one for the next layout, whenever that happens. how's everyone feel about purple? or green? thursday, november 28th, 2002 **fayray - baby if** being on holidays is more tiring than going to school. i'm not equipped to deal with all this bumming around shopping centres by day (physically taxing) and smiling while trying to think of intelligent things to say in chinese by night (intellectually exhausting) business. It's only been three days, but I'm already missing school (!¿) The plan is to go clubbing with Rhonda et al tomorrow night, but to be honest, a night lounging around in PJs and a good video is looking almost as tempting. monday, november 25th, 2002 **aladdin - friend like me** last speech night ever. boo hoo hoo. last time i'll ever wear my too big uniform. yayness! little bit emotional now... speech night always had a sort of final formality to it... more so than the upcoming portfolio day, that my high school career is finally over. that i won't be seeing my friends everyday, nothing to focus on, etc etc 迷子の様なって、捨て子の寂しさがだんだんに分かれちゃっている。 sunday, november 24th, 2002 **heartsdales ft nakashima mika - helpless game** showed to Benni and Wendy's 18th, w/ Karan & Jeremy & tennis balls in tow (since Marta ya bish, ya didn't show), and was thus how spent majority of evening, sitting outside w/ two w/ bottle in hand, being hysterically tipsy. Altogether too much techno and didn't get half as drunk as I would have liked to be, but evening was much enjoyed in the company of people whom mostly I don't know, and in all likelihood will never see again. Kudos to all of them techno fans. Despite having high metabolism, Benni spewed all over the place by a pretty early hour, poor birfdai baby. Kean, now akas Fifi, fudged his collarbone after walking into a BBQ and got roaring drunk to dull the pain. Other than that don't remember much. Usual party stuff I guess. stinky burbon. stinky ciggies. Pretty sure that I danced too much for my own good, as remember being labeled as 'chick with the moves' by raver in white, but always derro when pretty lights are involved, so nothing new there. Being the only chick, and completely incompetent at cards and mahjong, Annie got Jack's bed and woke up at 5am to yummy boy smell and very flat pillow, and after much meandering w/ soberish Beefy, finally made it back to the city, whereupon still high annie decided it would be fun to walk in the rain for a while with pounding headache. methinks am mostly sober now. wednesday, november 20th, 2002 **sugar soul - ii yo** my favourtie m-flo song orbit~3's video clip review: umm... WTH?! Verbal with very long, shiny hair fighting off would be robbers with a giant saucepan while rapping about his chick diggin some other dude. no making sense. like the saucepan though, I've been trying to find one that size for a while now. tuesday, november 19th, 2002 **mummy singing... for want of a better word** went for run before my LAST EXAM EVER this morning, and bought back an icypole for mummy's breakfast. something chocolate, as she specified. Jap was soooo boring. gurk. much funness. Afterwards, four of the girls thought we might pretend to be Sex in the City, but that plan didn't work too well and so went to sit in dark room with strangers (movie). FREEDOM FREEDOM FREEDOM MUAHAHAHAHAHA~! eh, so far plans for the next three months consist mostly of reading mind enriching quality texts; i have a To Read list five pages long, tormenting mother, and getting back to drawing things i like to draw, on places i like to draw (myself, blankets, walls). and BTW, after a two week sabbatical, my cell is once again ON, and I've reconnected my private line as well. For those (precious few) who tried to reach me during exams, no, I wasn't dead(obviously not reading this blog...), and I am taking calls again. friday november 15th, 2002 **united jazzy - first night** should just stop studying. nothing i study ever comes up on the exam. what am i to do with all this new found knowledge about sectioning? dimensioning? analogous colours? look, new compass, too. stupid annie. *stab*. ow. *stab*. ow. *stab*. ow. there are five families of black swans taking over the lawns at school (off limits to students). everyone just stands behind the ropes and awwwwws at the fluffy little baby swans pecking incessantly at the grass seeds, or lawn feed, or whatever it is they peck at when they're not trying to detatch my finger. tuesday, november 12th, 2002 **ashanti - rescue** English Language Exam: (and Methods Pt II) will make pained faces and pretend the whole day didn't happen. ironic considering it was Rememberance Day and all. Terry Prachett, yes the One =), is coming to Melbourne to promote the new Discworld novel, Night Watch, on November 21st, at the Angus & Robertson on Bourke. If i can scroung up enough money to buy the hard copy version, I'll go and slobber all over him. saturday, november 6th, 2002 **ame strong - tout est bleu** After disasterous math exam part I yesterday stayed up to watch news relays RE: the UN voting on Iraq. Couldn't help cracking up at about 2am after hearing Bush declare, very sincerely, in that irritating cowboy draaaawl "This is the seventeenth time we expect Iraq to disarm... and this time we mean it!" ho. wednesday, november 6th, 2002 **sugar soul - soulmate** I dreamt that I was a BBD African priestess' alcolyte, adorned with tiny jewels and feathers, stranded in a library where the books where all green. soft chalky greens and transluscnet apple and jaded emeralds and fruity limes and christmas forest greens... to find a book you guessed at it's thickness and the shade of it's content. I ended up wandering, aimless, with an armload full of blackness. Thirteen more days and this putrid quagmire (aka exams) will be most gladly left behind. Until then the books will have to wait. monday, november 4th, 2002 **dj hasebe - honey dip** got hit on by strange man on this cold, miserable rainy monday. he forcefully shook my hand with a massive, glittering smile and invited me out for a drink, i said i wasn't of drinking age yet, but he still wouldn't let go of my hand. he thought i was twenty. i am severely disturbed. friday, november 1st, 2002 **sting - windmills of your mind** today's english exam in 50 words or less: monkey of dodgy part II quesions strikes again. need to pee. liberal spinkling of non existent quotes. everyone is happy. courage. neeeeeeed to peeeeeeee. frank is emotionally exiled. alice is emotionally stunted. emotion sucks. need to pee. hungry and constipated. gah. never again. monday, October 28th, 2002 **seatbelts - goodnight julia** managed to stumble onto Karan's new geocities site. ahh, Cowboy Bebop music. Went to RCH for biannual x-rays today as well as much fiddling with evil tasting pink plaster moulds and friendly bantering with sexy radiologist with sexy, undescribeable accent. Feeling very much alive. tomorrow, eggie goes back to school for 'optional compulsory supplementary classes'. massive oxymoron. no one comes online anymore. exams. must study. apparently benni's bro has confiscated his modem. this causes me much amusement in situation where i should be feeling sympathy at poor benni tearing out all his beautiful hair and overdosing on mocha at strange hours. but, alas... caffeinated, bald, skinny insomniac pwahahha. ahem. friday, October 25th, 2002 **seatbelts - ask DNA** net D/L frenzy last nite into wee hours of morn. will therefore not show up to EL mock exam today as dangerous when in shitty/sleepy mood. will bite and emit growling. don't relish idea of waking up during part II (40marks) with unsuspecting jungular between teeth.. thursday, October 24th, 2002 **karin krog - blue eyes** Missed the long awaited muck up day to go and screw my jap oral exam. I can just see my study score spiralling down, down, down. Went to eat and commiserate with E, JWH and Co. afterwards. The only interesting thing out of it being the agreement that our assessor had very nice eyelashes. mummy has bought me skinny milk, seeing as my jeans 'look like they going to explode'. i am hurt and defeated and the milk tastes like crap. [11pm]thanks to linda for this cheery link. sunday, October 20th, 2002 **chemical brothers - toothache rmx** mummy, convinced that i'm 'working too hard', dragged me out to buy clothes for vale dinner. exams? this thursday? what are they? ekk. wasted the entire afternoon in various badly lit change rooms, emerging periodically to be cooed (ooh, so cute), clucked (you getting fat) and poked at. i now own a number of things which i'll probably never wear. who wants semi-formal skirts and tops? come and get it here. Thursday, October 17th, 2002 **pink floyd - comfortably numb** neither comfortable nor numb. it never rains shite, but pours shite and despair together. It's getting to that time of the year when i start having my noisy breakdowns. Not because of school. but the other thing. The thing which is violating court orders and sending nasty emails, in turn sending me sobbing to Ms N's office. Getting to be quite a regular now. So cancelling my school email acount seemed the most immediate solution today. there's no time for anything else, not now. I'll deal with the legalities and therapy after November 19th. Tuesday, October 15th, 2002 **my jap speech at half speed (i sound like a man)** Manga is Good. Manga is Great. Manga is the Best thing ever to come out of literacy. Now to expand that into a 7 min speech and memorise it by 7:45am tomorrow morning, to deliver in a voice neither painfully nasally or disturbingly breathy. At such an ungodly hour, am inclined to believe that anything can happen. so fudged and yet so content. Friday, October 11th, 2002 **IT meeting noises** Marta's French oral exam is in a week. scary. M: It was so weird, this French guy just came up and started talking to me at the tram stop. A: yeah? did you practice your oral on him? Both: .... ... .... A: well, that didn't come out quite right... M: uh... It's probably not such a good idea to talk to Annie while she has this song stuck in her head. But yeah... good luck to everyone who has a language oral exam. Especially Marta. Wednesday, October 9th, 2002 **K + Verbal - The Love Hole** Fudge. Fudge. Moose. Fudge. English Mock Exam today. aaaaarrrrggggghhhhh (non related scream) The most embarrassing blunder of well, this week, so far. Left early 90min into the exam after shocking realisation that I'd forgotten Frank from Dead Letter Office was named... Frank. Admittedly, I probably could have stayed for the whole duration and verbally vomited the rest of my sorry excuse for Cat's Eye, but Despair makes you do weird things. Not just because of today, it seems to be a culmulative tally from folio, to English Language to Jap to Methods... and finally (should've seen it coming), Despair has infiltrated the ranks of Enlgish. So now, out of six exams in November, I'll look set to finish one (Jap). If I could transplant the 45 minutes spare in the Jap exam onto the English one, then all would be well :p. This blog becomes more and more of a whine about school log. So unless you have cheese to go with it... ignore me until the end of Nov. Saturday, October 5th, 2002 **Liberty X - Just a little bit** ...popo cho se yo. please. Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002 **Utada Hikaru - Addicted to You** Little secret: for the last two years, I have had another blog where I post my forbidden and dirty thoughts. Though it's probably not as entertaining as I've just made it sound. And this one is mostly kept as an excuse to play with layouts. That's why there's never any "substance" here. There's 29 days until exams start. I can't believe actually obeyed my mother and went out yesterday. But it was fun!! =D Not use to being outside anymore, there's too much lemon coloured sunshine involved altogether. A big happy birthday to all those people whose birthday it was/is last week/this week. smilez. 11:08pm. Dashing off a couple of very last minute essays for EngLang workshop tomorrow. Having spent all day reading my new Milan Kundera book, the fact that tomolo is Thursday had completely escaped me. Whose idea was it to have classes in the holidays? And who comes up with these stupid essay topics anyway? There is a lore among the English classes that the exam ppl hook up a chimp to a computer and let it type random sentences. The MonkeyMan of Part II Questions, he's called. Mysteriously, I am vociferously eloquent in my whinings here, but decidedly mute where those 1200 words are concerned. Ekk. Saturday, September 28th, 2002 **...** tonight, I went to HMT to see the "Spirit of Western China" concert with mummy and her friends, me in my little black dress that hasn't seen daylight (or rain and hail as the case was tonite) since I went to see the Russian ballet two years ago (haha, I haven't been out in 2 years??)... i've gotten fat. Brisbane won the Grand Final. Ke. It was a close game. There were drunken collingwood fans roaming the city, waving their wet flags pathetically in the rain. I got wet too, very, very, wet. And I lost my scarf T_T bleh. Worse yet, I set the VCR timer to tomorrow (arrgghh!): no x-files!!! but in any case, the concert was good. thrice some inconsiderate idiot let their mobile go off. but the actual performance was pretty kewl. sparkly costumes, guys in boots, and bowls and stuff. i like bowls. though in retrospect probably not worth the loss of my favourite scarf and the long awaited reunion with my Fox-baby :p Thursday, September 26th, 2002 **dj hasebe / momoko suzuki / dabo - taboo [foreplay rmx]** The phone bill arrives. refer to last month's entry re: this miraculous phenomenon. i would kick myself but i figger, whatever, since i'll probably have to starve myself pay this round off, punishment enough as it is. if anyone would like to buy me an egg timer for christmas, or sooner, i would be eternally grateful. changed VTAC preferences for the seventh and last time around, wishlist that it still may be. only an Azn parent would allow their child to do this. Wednesday, September 25th, 2002 **sugar soul / kenji - garden** since[adv] mowing the lawn in the rain yesterday, I have been[past part.] house-bound: two[q] days straight cramming English Language. no improvement as of yet[prepP]. The prescribed glossary lists funny little words such as 'bilabial', 'alveolar'... presumably things we are meant to know... so umm... WTF?!?! O_O??? with any luck, next[tempMk] I'll find out that I need to learn IPA. ha. Yeah. Fan-bloody[bound infix]-tastic Anyway [conj.adv], get your hands on ^that^[dct.pr] song, it's really[m] very[m] nice. Sunday, September 22nd, 2002 **Noir OST3 - lulluby** 何回で、百万回で、繰り返し考えたけど．．．一番そこに近い場所で眠りたいだけはあなたの側にいる。すみません。不幸な魂はこれからどうすればいいかしら？ Wednesday, September 18th, 2002 **piano de kanon - promise** never underestimate the magic of a good craft glue. my scissors are stuck together. Again. Estimated time of completion : 4am, Friday morning. Tuesday, September 17th, 2002 **piano de kanon - a sunlit town** i've just realised something... i've already handed in Piece One of my folio (last month), which means that even if I don't finish all of Piece Two, I'm guaranteed a B. Granted, a B isn't the best letter of the alphabet, especially in relation to the rest of the graphics class. But alas, I'm using any excuse now to validate more than 4hrs sleep a night. x_x. ke. back to work. Friday, September 13th, 2002 **sammi cheng - forever is not enough** Scandal broke in the 3/4 Jap class yesterday : all the mock orals and exams were cancelled! The result of parents complaining that there wasn't "equal access to educational opportunities" for those students with other committments, and that sensei was "abusing" students by making us come to school for mock orals at 7.00am. After much suspision and fingerpointing at whoever we theorised the 'snitch' to be, the situation has been resolved. We are cautioned to "be nice" to each other. tokorode, I made up a new theme song for next week [the fisher and pykl ad] It's folio time again, and whatever you have to do, forget sleep forget food just draw draw draw all day long. There's six more days till it's due and I'm so sick of drawing chairs. It's folio time again. I am actually working as I type this, just so you know. :P Monday, September 9th, 2002 **on phone** In a coloured rice induced frenzy of conscience, spent most of weekend developing an abhorrence of foam cardboard-_-;. since i can't be bothered bying real modelling foam, foam cardboard-_-; had to suffice. That stuff gets everywhere! ... on clothes, on my nose, and it's hard to vacuum. On the upside though, for the first time in my life, it looks as though folio will be handed in On Time. though the odds look good, i'm not taking bets. final is due in 10 days, so : yet more foam cardboard-_-; to overrun my room with. oh joy. Friday, September 6th, 2002 **mflo / zeebra - neva orbit~3 dj taketo rmx** Had thought that he was illiterate to all my emotions. Now I stand (sit) corrected : how well he reads. Thursday, September 5th, 2002 **ketsumeishi - yoru kaze** Finished watching Cowboy Bebop: Knocking on Heaven's Door. I've been saving it as therapy all week, in the event that i would screw my SACs this week... which, no surprise, i did today, with spectacularly devestating style. I'm looking at bringing my average down at least one whole mark for Jap, something that I thought would never happen. maths though, ha^^ha, it's not like it could get any lower anyways, so nothing to get upset about there :p Want yellow butterflies. Kirei... Wednesday, September 4th, 2002 **sugar soul/ zeebra/ shiba yankee/ devlarge/ rino - dancehall checker** BEN LEE WEARS PINK UNDERWEAR~~ =D Mega OOPS! for yesterday. I'm soooo sorry, Karan~! ^^;;; oops oops for today, because i suck in general. and I'm not gonna learn my jap script by tomorrow, so oops for tomorrow in advance... thrice just for good measure x_o oops, oops, oops. I may need to upgrade the oops to くそ！ by 4:30 tomorrow, but no point freaking out now, 64 whole minutes to do that when the new day dawns. o/~ la la la freak with me o/~ Apparently I'm not making the 90% attendence for graphics (oops). But if I turn up (turn up... very important words, especially concerning making other people wait for you at Flinders St ne, Annie?... *twitch* eh heh heh) to all of my classes until the end of the year, I should make it to 89.5%, and that'll round up to a 90%, with any luck. Though I'm pretty sure nothing happens if i don't make the attendence rate. Right? Right?Otherwise I would already have failed psych last year... but might as well try :p Sunday, September 1st, 2002 **Prozac for Lovers - Aqualung** Arrghh~! Uploading a new layout shouldn't be this much pain, but it is. CCS and I don't seem to get along very well, so this old layout that I made way back will have to suffice for now. Sorry about this weird ass colour scheme, i'm saving my aesthetics for my folio :p and I really can't be bothered anymore. The orange square will go as soon as I can find a picture of my ear3 (it's harder than you think!); the rest of the pages are still in the Autumn/Winter layout, so don't bother checking for new stuff. I'll finish the rest of this by the end of next week, maybe. Otherwise... bleh. btw: Happy Birthday to Suny!^^
¡¦Annie Guo 2002 |
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