Wow...I am proud to say that I am almost done writing my paper for English. (I'm comparing Lord of the Flies with Civilization and its Discontents for those who are curious) And to those who haven't even started yet...SUCKS TO YOUR ASS-MAR!!! Hahah. But once you get a start on it, I'm sure the rest will be a cinch ;D
And if you're wondering why I have cars on my math poster [ahem...Robby] the reason is because I was more into cars in the beginning of the year. Then later, I realized how stupid I was being and lost interest in them all together. And I also noticed how retarded people look when they praise a car like it were some high god. So there's my explanation. Don't think I'm some hypocrite (though I have to admit, I am...but hey...we all are to some extent).
I think I'm still tired from Relay for Life. I didn't get much sleep on Sunday, and I thought I was going to die after school on Monday. Ironically, I didn't take a nap, and went to bed pretty late. Today, I started getting really sleepy during English, and after that, I just wanted to go home. And I am totally dreading the Chemistry portion of the STAR testing tomorrow...ARGH!!
Oh yea...I had my first behind-the-wheel on Sunday and I thought I was going to fall asleep while I was driving. It's so funny because I've been telling everybody a story:
Oh my gosh!! Guess what? Well, I had my first behind the wheel yesterday and I ran into a car!! [Oh my gosh!! Are serious? How'd you do that?] WelI, I was making a right turn, and I wasn't paying attention, and I bumped into a Benz that was parked on the curb. Gosh!! My driving instructor was pissed!! He started yelling at me for not paying being attentive and all this other crap. Then he made me stop and it turns out that I chipped off a lot of the paint from the Benz. [Dang!!] And you know what?!? [What?] I am totally lying to you.
Hahah...I swear. Every person I told that story to totally fell for it. It was so freaking hilarious. And they call be gullible...HUMPH.
My Conclusion: I don't know what to conclude on.
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April 28, 2002
Sunday6:21PM
My Mood: Exhausted
Well...yesterday was Relay for Life. I had a pretty awesome time, save bedtime. I learned how to play poker and I wasn't that bad. I learned liverpool, and all I have to say is, I own at the game ;D The only thing bad about my day was that I learned how annoying people could get. Maybe I was just having those bad nights where I just want to bite everyone's heads off, but EVERYBODY was pissing me off. Someone broke my lantern, I wanted to play my pokergame, but when I got there, there was no room (and they knew I really wanted to play and some idiots were just watching and taking up space), I was squished in the tent (and people stole my spot), people were using both of my sleeping bags, someone lost my flashlight (but we found it later), I opened a bag of oreos and when I got back, THEY demolished the cookies...the bag was flat as a sheet of paper, literally (and I'm known to be stingy when it comes to food)...and goodness...the night was hell. I ended up busting out my "cussing abilities." At least SOME people noticed I was pissed...the others are just idiots. And then nobody would walk so I was like "Screw it...I'll just fucking go." So I walked from 2:30-3:30 in the morning and took their places. ARGH...inconsiderate bastards. And I wasn't pissed just because they weren't walking. It's more like this:
We're supposed to be honoring those who have or have died of cancer. You don't walk just for the hell of it. It has more meaning to it than that. You don't light luminaries just so that it looks cool. It's to recognize and remember those who have struggled with their battle with cancer...some overcoming it, some being overtaken. It's not an "Everything is about me" moment. It's a time to think of others who have been less fortunate than you, and the LEAST you could do is walk and respect them, honoring those people. However, THEY are so superficial and think about themselves. I mean...if you're going to come, f*cking participate instead of standing around doing nothing. Seriously, THEY shouldn't have been there at all, because THEY didn't do sh*t. It's called Relay for Life, not Let's just sit around and have fun and not care about those who have cancer. Yea...I was pissed off. But other than my crankiness, the day was awesome and I am looking forward to doing it again in the future.
My conclusion: NEVER bring stuff other people would want to use/eat
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April 27, 2002
Friday12:01AM
My Mood: Tired
Hahah...I saw this from Brent Lomas' site and I HAD to post it up...it made me laugh out loud literally...hahah
SurfwaxBob4: i heard you saw the sign
brentlomas: yeah. it opened up my eyes.
Hopefully, you can see the humor. Haha...I'm reading it again and I'm laughing out loud again...hahah. Gosh...I'm such a dork. Anway...I should be going to bed now...I've got a long day ahead of me.
*****
April 26, 2002
Friday7:07PM
My Mood: Bleh
First and foremost, I would like to say sorry to for the lack of updates. It's just that my life isn't very exciting =/
Anyway, yesterday, my dad kinda ticked me off. I've been telling my dad to buy me a car when I get my license, and he agreed it to it. However, he changed his mind about it last night. He said that he'd buy my sister (Yea Anna...YOU...and I really hate you right now...haha) a new car. I was like "Dad, all I want is a Corolla...that's it. It's not a expensive car. Anna's the one who wants a BMW." Argh...And now I'm getting the feeling that my dad is considering buying her the BMW. If only I had kept my big mouth shut.... Hmm...just wait until my mom gets a say in this. Haha...Anna...don't get your hopes up, cuz Mom's the one who makes the "big" decisions...puhaha. >:)
Today wasn't such a bad day. School's going by okay...except Chemistry (Math too...I always get confused when to use nPr or nCr or ! or whatever).
Oh yea!! Ximena might move and I'm very sad!! I'm still somewhat in denial, but there's that part of me that cries, "What if she really does move?" Argh...everything is gonna suck. And seriously, we have this weird connection type of thing. Like...numerous times we think or say the same thing, or we almost where the same clothes (ermm...Ximena knows what I mean). I don't know, it's really weird.
Note: Ximena...if I'm a loner next year, IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!
My Conclusion: My world is falling apart.
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April 22, 2002
Tuesday8:47PM
My Mood: Tired
I am very happy to say that school went by really fast today, with an exception of my dreaded chemistry class. ARGH!! We took a quiz today that was a bunch of crap. When I got my paper, I thought, "Screw it...I don't care." So I just filled in whatever, guessed the math problems and turned it in. Other than that, school went okay.
Our Spanish group decided to meet up again after school, and I was very pleased that one of the members had to leave early because she had volunteer work. I know that sounds kind of mean, but if you were in my group, I'm sure you'll understand. Anway, me and Ameera wrote most of the script today and I'm hoping that it isn't too lame. If you happen to see the video, do me a favor and laugh.
ARGH...I'm sick of my mom bickering at me about Allen. He loses one of his books for school and my mom goes off on me. Yea...I was pretty pissed. I noticed that most of the time I get mad, it has something to do with Allen. Haha...kinda feel sorry for the kid. He tries to argue with me, but he ends up mixing up his words and contradicts himself. Haha..sad, but funny. Hahah, and I heard that he was mean to Mr. Tang today...hahah...funny sh*t. "Talk to me in 1000 years." Hahah...lol.
My Conclusion: Angela gets annoyed easily =/
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April 21, 2002
Sunday10:53PM
My Mood: Good..I guess
Well...just wanted to update for my fellow readers. Today I realized that I don't like weekends very much. Seriously!! I eat sooo much on the weekends!! Hahah. Well...anyway, Saturday was my last driver's ed class. I'm pretty happy about that. :D
So Robert Toledo decides to block me today. And I seriously don't know why. It's not like I was being mean to him or anything. And if I did anything "wrong" (not that I acutally did anything wrong) was that I gave him evasive answers when he asked me questions. I felt that it wasn't my place to tell him. And if it wasn't that, then he just can't face that fact that I own him. hahaha. ;D
My conversation with Mr. Tang today was...very interesting. Hahaha. It was so freaking hilarious!! I seriously couldn't stop laughing. That boy tells me some crazy stuff. Very surprising. Did you know that shat is a word? It's the past tense of shit. Hahah...pretty interesting, eh? It'd be funny if you went up to someone and asked them if the shat yesterday. Hahah...they'd probably look at you funny.
My Conclusion: Life is overflowing with surprises.
Later12:10PM
Well, I finally decide to do my math homework (it's late, I know, dont ask), so I went to go to my cousins room to get the math book (I usually rely on him to bring the math book (and he knows it); I take the Chem book) and turns out that he didn't even bring the book!! ARGH!! And he neglected to tell me to bring my book home on Friday. ARGH!!
My NEW Mood: Shutup!!
My Conclusion: Life is overflowing with bad surprises too. School = A Bunch of Crap
*****
April 19, 2002
Friday10:36PM
My Mood: Relieved
Today was the Asian Cultural Exchange (ACE) performance at South. We played the Korean drums, and I am pretty satisfied with our program. I messed up once, but no one noticed. I was surprised that I wasn't nervous at all when I was up on stage; in fact, it was acutally pretty exciting and fun. But I am glad that everything is over with. I don't have to worry about going to anymore practices, and now, I feel more free. Haha...sounds kinda lame, but it's true.
My Conclusion: Life is pretty good.
*****
April 18, 2002
Thursday4:36PM
My Mood: Happy
So I'm here trying to write an entry with "happy" thoughts. And all I could say to that is "Wow...it's a lot harder that I expected." [Hmm..maybe some other time, sister.] Anyway, the STAR testing wasn't so great today. History kills...I wish I'd paid more attention last year in Brewer's. But c'mon! It's first period AND it's history (And its history with Brewer). Who'd acutally stay awake? (No offense to the people who acutally did...heh) And my science wasn't so great either. I didn't even finish. And personally, I feel that the time slot that the STAR people («- haha...they sound gay) gave us was somewhat unreasonable. How do they expect us to analyze graphs and answer 35 questions in 20 minutes? That's less than a minute each. Argh...why do these stupid tests have to go on our transcripts? [Note: To those who did well and finished with ample time in the end: You suck!! Get a freaking life!!]
This morning was pretty funny. I was eating breakfast with Allen and my mom and here's our converstation:
Allen: Do you ever go on field trips?
Me: Of course! Why, do you?
Allen: Yea...we're going to _(some place...I dont remember)_
Me: Oh. Well my computer AP class («- I'm not even taking that this year) is going to Camelot Park. They're going to start charging people to park there, so we have to make a program that calculates how much a person owes. When we finish, we get to stay and everything is free for the rest of the day. Free games, food, racing, everything.
Allen: You're lying!
Me: I swear, I'm telling the truth.
Allen is still unconvinced
Mom [in shock]: What?!? They're charging people to park there now?!?
Me: Mom!! Even Allen didn't fall for that one!!
Hahha...it was pretty damn funny...another one of those "you had to be there" moments.
My Conclusion: The world is full of surprises.
******
April 16, 2002
Tuesday5:09PM
My Mood: Better than yesterday
are you ever not lazy, complaining about unfinished homework, or happy? everyday is a sucky day for you! stop being so damn negative you sound like unhappy miser or the grinch. i'm sure u have some laughter throughout the day. oh...tell alan to hit someone if someone hits him first...tell him its ok to get in fights...lol. we don't want a wimp as a brother. alright bye.
Hahha...my sister wrote that. And guess what sister?? It made me laugh!! So there's my laughter for the day. And you know what's even funnier, sister?? You didn't even spell your own brother's name right. Hahaha. And it's not my fault that I always feel sick. Today I was just in a cranky mood and it's cuz I'm not feeling well so HUMPH!! When you coming back to visit anyway??
Wow...my brother makes me laugh. He found the PS2 controller so he was really happy. But you should've seen him. He was holding up the controller above his head, and he was on his tippy toes hopping on alternating feet. Just try to picture a monkey or something. It was soooo funny. He was wearing these tacky bright blue shorts with some weird design...kinda looks like dinosaurs or something, and he was smiling with his huge teeth that protrude out of his mouth and was screaming "Found it, found it!!" He looked so dumb it was hilarious. Hahah..it was one of those "you had to be there" moments.
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April 15, 2002
Monday7:13PM
My Mood: Ugh!!
Argh...I feel like crap. Woke up this morning feeling sick, but I went to school anyway since I thought that it'd go away, and plus, we've got all that STAR testing to do. The test wasn't all that bad. I was surprised to see that the period went by really fast.
I started to feel drowsy in 3rd period, and all 2nd period, I thought I was gonna throw up. So I finally get to go home and slept until 5 . Unfortunately, my nap didn't alleviate any of my pain. And throwing up didn't help at all either. I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow, but I don't wanna make up testing on Friday. ARGH...school sucks: I hate waking up in the morning, my schedule is becoming very monotonous, and I find that doing homework is useless.
My Conclusion: Angela is a robot.
Later Today...
When I finally feel that my day couldn't get any worse, I figured out that I had the love letter virus, and unfortunately, my out-of-date virus detection program failed to detect anything. Turns out that somebody downloaded a trial virus program...at least THAT helped a little bit, however, I couldn't find any delete option. So, to fix my problem, I had to find all the infected files (which took forever) and delete it that way. In addition to computer problems, my head hurts and for some reason, the backs of my knees hurt. Ugh...I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow, but knowing my parents, that isn't an option.
My Conclusion: Today just isn't my day =/ *****
April 13, 2002
Saturday11:11PM
My Mood: BLEH!! and itchy ::scratch scratch::
Today was a pretty long day. I went to driver's ed again. I'm so happy that I only have one more week left...Gosh. That class is so boring. After school, my dad made me go to work at our store. I was about to cry in the car because I didn't wanna go. And it was so pointless in going. All I did was sit in the office and go on the computer.
Eventually, I got to go home. I was getting itchy so I was scratching my leg and my tummy. I noticed the areas where I scratched started swelling up. I was thinking "Hmm...guess my skin is being retarded again." (I have really sensitive skin) So I concluded that my skin gets more vulnerable because of hot weather. I went to go complain to mom for prescription medicine. I lifted up part of my shirt to show her the part of my stomach where it was itchy. She got kinda worried. She was telling me that I had doo-doo-reh-gi (errm..that's what its called in Korean. I think it's supposed to be the hives in English) and kept telling me not to itch it. I was putting cream on it, and as I lifted up my whole shirt, my rash was all over my stomach!! It was sooo gross. I couldn't stand looking at it and it sucked because it was MY body. Anna, being the sick person that she is, wanted me to take a picture of it and show it to her. Yea...I know...she's a freak. Haha..but man!! I'm so itchy right now!! ARGH!!
My Conclusion: Angela is abnormal.
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April 12, 2002
Friday12:23AM
My Mood: Normal
School went okay today. Classes ran smoothly and I wasn't extremely annoyed by anyone. Oh gosh...nevermind...I take that last statement back. Lunch was very..errmm...interesting today. I witnessed something VERY disgusting. There was a couple doing stuff they shouldn't be doing in public. Not only did they look stupid, but I, along with many others, was totally grossed out by it. Their actions were very...what's a nice word?? Errmm...disturbing...I guess. Eww...I could still picture it!! And trust me...it was not a pretty sight...especially for certain reasons.
Today was a really bad pop-up ad day. And it wasn't your ordinay "Classmates" or "Download Gator" or "You have 1 message waiting for you" pop up. So many popped up that I got an alert saying how I had too many programs running and I needed to close some. Well...I TRIED but the gosh dang pop ups wouldnt stop!! You shouldv'e seen my toolbar. It was ridiculous. The box thingys were so tiny and more and more kept on coming. And then, my computer decided to freeze on me. ARGH!! This computer hates me...I'm serious
My Conclusion: Compaq is evil!!
April 9, 2002
Tuesday11:46PM
My Mood: Not Good
Today wasn't those "oh so wonderful days." School is a drag and I HATE doing homework. Seriously, I have never slacked off so much as I do nowadays. Its horrible. I still need to more hw, but the weird thing is, I don't friggin care. And I know who should be more diligent, but I'm too lazy, and later, I get all pissed off at myself for being lazy. ARGH!! And I'm getting really annoyed by the stupidest things lately. Oh yea...I was getting milk out of my refrigerator today, and you know what happened?? The carton decides to fall out of my hands!! The cap popped open and milk was all over the kitchen floor. I was sooo pissed!! Hopefully, tomorrow will be nicer to me. I hope it isn't sunny...Gosh..I hate that gosh dang sun. Wish we had one of those lunar eclipse thingys...that would be awesome :D
My Conclusion:I should stop slacking off.
April 8, 2002
Monday9:48PM
My Mood: Shocked
Well, I just had a very disturbing conversation with my little brother. I was very...errr...shocked. He was telling me how people cussed at his school and say the "F" word and the "B" word. I asked him "Do you cuss? He made "that smile" confirming that my suspicions were correct. And so I asked what he says. He told me that he says the "F" word (w/o the "-er" at the end...I suppose he thought the word would be less harsh with out the "-er") when he loses in ball wall. Then I asked him if he says any other words (i.e. the "B" word) and he was like "No!! That's bad." Then I asked him, "So it's okay to say the "F" word but not the "B" word?" Yup...the boy couldn't say anything back. But seriously!! These kids are 8 years old and they're already cussing!! What are they gonna be like 5 years from now? Ohhh...I hate to think of the possiblities. And what is Allen gonna be like when I leave for college? ::shudders:: Ahhh...I don't even wanna think about it. I seriously think my brother is going to be one of those "bad boys" who do "bad things." We all know what I'm talking about. ::sigh::
10 Minutes Later...
Allen was looking at my web page and was listening to the music in the background with the headphones. Later, I closed the window:
Allen (in a worried voice) Huh!! The music stopped!!
Me (beginning to get mad) Allen!! What did you do!!
Allen adjusts the volume
Me (impatiently): Did the music start yet?
Allen No....
Me (yelling)Gosh Allen!! You broke it!!
Allen just looks at me worriedly
Me Allen!! You broke it!! Gosh!! And it's cuz I turned it off!!
I start laughing histerically. Hahah....c?on!! It was friggin funny. It was one of those "you had to be there moments." Hahah.
April 7, 2002
Sunday1:38AM
My Mood:Thankful
1:38 in the morning and I'm still awake. Reason is cuz I just finished the homework that was assigned this weekend that I waited to do at the last minute. Ironically, I'm not very tired. Oh well. Gosh...I really didn't like that Spanish project. It was a very weird assignment. And friggin math!! ARGH!! I don't think I've ever hated math this much before. I'm totally dreading the test that's gonna come up. Feels like the only thing good that came out of this weekend is the fact that there's a two hour fog delay tomorrow. YAY!! :D
Man...I totally regret not going to church on Saturday. I was planning on going that day, but then I had driver's ed and my mom dragged be to go to Target (which only had third party brand ps2 memory cards...ergh...) with her, so I lost track of time, and when I got home, I didn't feel like doing anything. ::sigh:: And I wanted to hear Kyung speak. 99% of the time he speaks, I listen, and end up really enjoying his message. And after reading Linda's "blog" («- ergh..I really don't like that word...is there another word for that??) I feel that I should have gone. Lately I've been feeling unhappy. Like..I'm doing pretty okay in school, me and Allen haven't fought for 3 or 4 days (and that's really long for me), and my parents aren't pissing me off, yet I'm not satisfied with what I have. ARGH!! I wish I went...
My Conclusion: Angela is an idiot and it's all her fault for being a lazy (_|_) (and NO I will not repeat that)
Note: I think I'm just gonna buy that memory card.
Don't care if its sony or not...I'm buying it...
April 6, 2002 Saturday4:48PM
My Mood:Sleepy
OmFG!! Driver's ed was sooo boring today. We had this new teacher and he mumbled every word that came out of his mouth and his voice wasn't very loud. It really sucked cuz he talked a lot. I have never been so bored in my life. I was anxious to watch the videos...now that's pretty sad. And I was really annoyed by the people behind me. They're friggin crackheads!! Like seriously...the girl snorted crap up her nose during one of the breaks, and one of the guys behind me smelled like weed the whole time. I was very disgusted. And he's a dumbbutt too. I overhead him asking his friend "What's a tailgater?" I was very...shocked by that question...Who doesn't know what a tailgater is??
Oh yea...I remember what I was gonna say yesterday. Well, after school, Allen wasn't at home like usual (He's ALWAYS out playing w/ one of his friends). No matter how many times we tell him to come home after school, he doesn't listen, so we end up searching the park and all his friends' houses since we don't know which friend he is with at the time. My dad was trying to find a solution to this dilemma...and you know what he suggested?? He was seriously thinking about buying my 8-year-old brother a cell phone. I was like "Dad...NO!!" He's a friggin third grader for crying out loud!! So Allen gets no phone ;D
April 5, 2002 Friday10:33PM
My Mood:Good
Well, here I am sitting in front of the computer on a Friday night. I'm not complaining though. I enjoy staying home by myself...it's very nice and peaceful. Plus I got to watch Snatch again. Today wasn't that bad of a day (save the fact that school went by really slow). I attempted to go the the Book Club meeting today, but I left cuz my dad was waiting for me and the meeting was gonna be pretty long. But hey, at least I made an effort to keep my promises. There was something I was going to write about, but I TOTALLY forgot. ERGH...its really bugging me!! Don't you hate it when that happens?? You know what's weird? The September 11th attacks were over a half a year ago. It seems like 2 months ago it happened...
April 4, 2002 Thursday4:58PM
My Mood:ARGH!!
Ergh...today's math quiz was a bunch of crap. I know that I already missed 2 (yea...2 out of FIVE) and now I'm just sitting here hoping that I got the other three right. ARGH!! I really hate math...I really really do. And friggin Amazon is lagging w/ the order I placed and Geocities' site statistics haven't been updating my stats for the past 2 or 3 weeks. Grrr...Angela isn't very happy right now >:(
Later10:38PM
My Mood:Surprisingly Pleasant
I discovered that Allen could be pretty cool at times. He didn't even bug me that much today...Hmm...what's gotten into that boy? Maybe he's sick of me bickering at him 24/7 and losing to every arguement we have. I kissed him today for crying out loud. Hahah.
When I think of English, I crack myself up. We have to memorize a poem and recite it to the class and analyze it and crap, and I just always picture someone in front of the room saying the lyrics of a rap song. Haha..the scene would be hilarious and thinking about it puts a smile on my face. Imagine it: "You can hurt me, hurt me/ Sex me, sex me/ And after he finished, next me, next me//Work it, jerk it, pull it, hold it, grab it/ I need it, beat it, eat it, silly rabbit" Yes...VERY dirty (but hey...awesome song) and it'd be f*cking funny if someone did that in front of the class. Hahah.
April 2, 2002 Tuesday4:37PM
My Mood:Pretty Good
Today wasn't that bad of a day (other than the fact that PE seemed hours long). Turns out that I have an 85% on my math midterm. I was sooo happy. I was convinced that I totally screwed up the first page. Seriously...I had some really weird answers. Yup...so that made my grade turn to an 86%. I always thought that I was on the verge of getting a C. Anyway, I got a 92% on my Spanish term paper and midterm. I thought I bombed that test too ;D
So school's okay, though I still hate math and chemistry and probably always will. After school, I got picked up my new cell phone. I have to admit..it's really ugly (Sorry if I offended anyone) but it's only temporary :D If you want the number, contact me by mail or aim (if I like you enough I'll probably give it to you). Well...that's about it. Nothing too exciting. Sorry for the non-excitmentness ;D
Later10:37PM
My Mood:Argh!!
Ergh...All I can say is "I HATE SCHOOl!!" Friggin Chemistry is a biznatch >:(
Its the beginning of a new quarter, and I'm already slacking off. It sucks though!! I don't understand anything!! ARGH!!
My Conclusion:Chemistry is evil!!
April 1, 2002 Fool's Day5:00PM
My Mood: Between Normal and Happy :D
Today...yea yea...it started off as a drag. I really didn't want to go to School. I SERIOUSLY hate School. Words cannot describe the hatred I feel towards School. Anyway, after School, my daddy picked me up and he took me to the Cingular store so that I could get a new phone, because (in case you didnt know) some cheap ass bastards stole my old one. Well...they only model I considered was the played-out 3390. Ick...I REALLY REALLY don't want that phone. Basically TWO reasons.