**NEW AS OF 2-10-03**
what do you do when you get that feeling
and its about Her
do you live a life of silence
or do you let her know
what if you havent known her for more than two weeks?
but you know your feelings are true
what will you do if she doesnt feel the same way?
go on hoping and waiting she will feel it too?
or pretend it never happened and go on living lies?
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it's over
she said she loved me
she said it was true,
but now that we're through
i can see that she wasn't
telling me the truth
i knew this would happen
it always does
but i chose to ignore my feelings this time
and now i find out what a mistake it was
i curse myself for letting my guard down
i got too attached
so now i'm crying and it's partly my fault
now she wants to be friends
and i play along
knowing it is just another lie
and she acts like we're friends
when she truly could care less
i'm just another person she pretends to know
and pretends to like
welcome to mylife
-Sn0W
she is pissed, once again
and yet its for no reason
my life if fucked over, once again
and again im depressed
but for what
a simple girl that i will never see again
what is this thing called love?
why is love so great if it tears us apart?
why?
-Sn0W
would it really matter if i ended it all now?
who would care, who would know?
some might call me a coward,
that im taking the easy way out
your opinion doesnt matter
your words go unheard
what have i got to live for?
what do i have to say to let you know there's nothing
ill try "goodbye"
-Sn0W
Love is so special
once you find it never let go
it is so fragile
one slip and it can go
the littlest problem could disturb it
yet bring you closer together
so heed this message as a warning
Love is not a game
it can take lives and destroy people
but it's a bliss all the same
-Sn0W
the unexpected happened
we were just sitting there talking
what out of the blue
she said we're through
then she got up and left
and i just sat there
nothing seemed to move
not even time itself
i went home, cried, and popped some pills
they seem to make everything better
my little pills
but nothing could make this pain go away
so i sat and i cried wishing i died
because love is so strong that is plays with our heads
it impairs our perception of right and wrong
but when u lose it everything that is wrong seems so right
and you get drunk and fucked up on pills
so now your dead, you dont have a care
except 4 the fact that you will never love or be loved again
-Sn0W