Bitterness I wish I could I could see beyond your bitterness, your undying depth of support, love, hate. All of that. To me, you're like a ring of emptiness. What used to be there is now gone. Maybe someday you'll understand that this is the time. Why can't you set me free? Let me fly away. I just want to be free. Can't you see that?

The Mask During the day I wear my mask Yet at night before I go to bed, I take it off and cry Day-watchers! Do you know that I'm a fake? A bitter explanation of a charlatan An ugly excuse of a person I wish I could show you my flesh but right now the mask serves me well. I can do whatever I please and not worry about the consequences, But are you sure that if I took off the mask, that you'd accept me?

Cry There's nothing like wanting to cry, wanting sickly, salty tears to dry on your stiff feet curl up in aball and just let them run, not caring who sees you. Crying about the dumbest things, writing lame poems about it being sick to your stomach from crying, heart hurting love aching, knowing forever that you're a part of this world that dies  everyday.

Sighing Softly ever so often I sigh softly, about how bad things have gotten, About how I no longer love myself, Sick of whispers in the hallways, feelings being bashed dreams being trashed feeling utterly alone sometimes waiting for something, not knowing what it is, just hoping it's there.

i've found a reason for me, to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new, and that reason is you. ~hoobastank

at night I pray that soon your face will fade away ~bs

tidal waves they rip right through me, tears from eyes worn cold and sad. ~blink 182

Am I fading into oblivion? Do I even turn your head when you walk past? I see the darkness on the horizon. It's calling Telling me to slip into its reaches. Pulling, stretching, fading... Will I come to you? The sky is clothed in darkness. I should be scared, but I'm not. I stretch out my unfearing arms, Save me from the person I'm becoming Save me from me.

Cryptic cryptic messages sent through the eyes pleading, plodding pruding, singing? grasping, taking asking, demanding Help me or leave me! Just do one. but i creep away silently, slowly keeping my eyes on the messenger distance comes upon us and you are down still, calm , still It is my fault