Day: 6th August 1999
Sign-in: 10pm

Preface:
Oro soon knew about the matter, and found Ken, extracting out all the ki and dispersing it. Yang fell into unconsciousness.
Seriously grieved, Yun lost his footing on life altogether.
 Ryu came to visit the brothers, after taking a look at Ken.
His words sank deeply into Yun's heart…


'Seek through your emotions'
'Fight for your spirit'
'Fend for your brother'
'Overcome thy weaknesses'
'Sought for faith'
'Walk towards dreams, hopes.'

That was what Ryu senpai told me.
Volumes and floods of thoughts swept into my mind.
Hey, it's countless.
Don't expect me to list them all down.
I'm too lazy.

Vows meant to be slashed
Promises meant to be broken
Who could rely on such playthings?
Whatever courage's lost
Dreams threaded on
The spark
The flame
Even the insignificant glitter of hope is gone.
What could one else do?

Ryu senpai was ready for that expression on my face.
He replied:
'Whenever you fall, someone would be there to pick you up.'

But who?
Haven't I been asking that for so very long?

'Search yourself. Someone would be there to pick you up.'

Hasn't there been always someone?
Where is he?

'Someone is always there for you.'
'Always.'

He is gone,
Isn't he?
I found myself asking that question.
No.
Never.
I can feel him.
He's still breathing,
Still living within me.
The heart of my soul.
And the one of my body.
Stills at the excitement of his presence.
I can feel him.
Living.
Living within me.

Looking at Yang's pale complexion, I vowed to get him to pass this horrid stage in life.
No matter what.

End entry:10:30pm