Date: 17th August 1999
Sign-in: 9pm

Preface: Betrayal. Gen's betrayal.

That bastard!
He's hell going to get crap from me!
Bastard!

Repulsive acts of human nature
Should I accept it?
It lunges at me, leers
Spiting me of its glorious victory
Over Man
Over hope
Over all creatures
Devouring…

F***ing idiot!
Why did I believe him that much?
Why was he so convincing?
No, I'm the fool to trust someone so easily.
No, not anymore.

Revenge tempts me
A Nihonto away [NihontoŕJapanese Sword, usually linked to revenge]
Grasps at my heart, my soul
It hungers for blood now.
Blood of HIM.
HIS turn at death
HIS stake at the fires
HIS clench of fate
Shall be mine to take.
All mine…

Yang looks at me worriedly.
'Ni-san, forget it.' [Ni-sanŕShort for Oni-san/elder brother]
The very thought alone curdles my blood.
How could I?
His looks of weariness and anxiety taxes my heart.
'Oh all right.' I sigh, ruffling my brother's hair.
He relaxes, and drops onto the bed.
All right, but not yet…

I'll wait.
My prey would come
Patience would lure its cursed hide
Patience would make my hatred grow
All the better.
Yes. I would wait.

End Entry: 9:15pm