My heart is beating the song of pain
Fearful thoughts take over my mind
Dark secrets bearing down on me
I sit and think of words to say
I fear my heart will be taken away
I fear further rejection if I tell my true feelings
I fear the future
What is in store for me?
I fear to tell others of my pain
A victim of a harsh unmerciful world
My once seemingly happy face
Is now worn from pain
My blank eyes look upon a fruitful world
And see nothing but pain
My body screams I’ve had enough
I want no more
Why doesn’t anyone feel sympathy for me?
Why no one seems to care?
Must I spend an eternity crying?
Must I dwell in a dark silent world?
Must I be dimmed among sinners
When I did nothing?
Must I never let anyone know about
The pain I hold inside me?
Must I never admit to anyone my true feelings?
Nothing will ever change what has already happened
Why do I have to hide what I do?
Why do I have to hide behind a
Mask of lies and deceptions?
Why in the end did I push all my loved ones away?
My body screams of pain
I’ve had enough, I want no more
Will this pain ever go away?
