Vice Versa.
© Tim Barker
& Dan Killeen (1999).
Rape.
For
Captain Fletcher it had been a usual Louisiana day, so far. That was up until
the time that a dishevelled looking woman burst through the door, obviously in
a state of shock and babbling incoherently. Fletcher attempted to calm her down
then sat her down in an interview room and offered her a cup of chocolate.
After about half of an hour she became a little more sedate and was able to
communicate in short swift sentences.
"What's your name Ma'am ?" Fletcher enquired.
"Alison Hargreaves." Said the woman.
"And what has happened to you ?" Asked
Fletcher.
"Raped." Replied the woman.
"Maybe you'd prefer to speak to a woman officer
?" Fletcher coaxed.
"No !" Declared Alison Hargreaves.
"Then start at the beginning, sparing no details
please." Fletcher turned on a tape machine.
"I...don't remember."
"Well, do you remember what he looked like, a
description ?"
"No."
"Where did it take place ?" Asked Fletcher
determinedly.
"Out on the interstate."
"You were driving ?"
"Yes." Alison responded.
"OK, interview terminated, 3:34 p.m. Tuesday, 20th.
August, 1950."
"Thanks Alison, may I call you that ?"
Alison Hargreaves nodded her reply.
"Right, I'll arrange for a patrol car to take you
home. Is there someone we can contact ?"
"My husband."
Captain Fletcher arranged for the patrol car to take
Alison Hargreaves home, telephoned her husband to inform him of the incident
then sat down to ponder his next course of action.
A search of highway 51 was subsequently held but to no
avail. It would be many years until Fletcher would hear the name Hargreaves
again.
Sightings.
Jonathan
Hargreaves was coming of age, he was 21. He had decided not to hold a party as
he felt compelled to go to the hill close to his home with a four pack and just
sit there, watching the night sky. He had watched the sky all of his life and
had witnessed several varieties of phenomena. Sometimes there would be bright
lights hovering in the sky, they would simply appear instantaneously then
vanish into the night. Other times there would be a low intensity humming
around his head and a shadow would pass over him but always, when he looked up,
there would be nothing above him.
Tonight it was extremely dark but he was able to find his
way as he knew it well. He had climbed this hill many times in his childhood as
it had been a favourite place for picnics with his family.
Jonathan was on his third beer when the lights appeared
in the sky above him. Red, blue, green combined in various ways to produce a
variety of colours. There were more of them than usual too. "Wow !"
He exclaimed. He didn't feel alarmed at all as even though this show was
unprecedented he was used to it all by now. He simply lay back on the grass and
enjoyed.
When the show was over and he had finished his last beer
Jonathan ran home down the hill and headed towards the back door which led to
the kitchen. His parents were sitting around the huge oak table looking
extremely sullen when he burst through the door.
"Mom, Dad, you should have seen it. Coloured lights
in the sky, twisting and turning, making all kinds of patterns. It was
incredible !"
"Sit down son, we've got something important to
discuss with you. Alison..." Said his Father earnestly, turning towards
his Mother.
Jonathan sat down opposite his Mother.
"Jonathan, it's about your Father. Now that you're
twenty one I must tell you. Oh God Bill." Alison turned towards her
husband who simply nodded.
"You see Jonathan, I was raped just nine months
before you were born. Your Father must have been the rapist. I'm sorry."
"Why haven't you ever mentioned this before Mom ?
How could you ?" Replied Jonathan. He got up and ran to his room, leaving
his mother crying at the kitchen table with her husband comforting her.
The next morning at breakfast Jonathan was more rational.
"I want to know all about it Mom, no matter how hard
it is for you to talk about it." Jonathan implored.
"Well, it's difficult Jonathan. You see I remember
nothing of it." Alison Hargreaves replied.
"You must remember something surely, his face for
instance ?" Jonathan enquired.
"No, absolutely nothing Johnny. I'm sorry."
"Have you tried hypnotic regression Mom ? We've
studied it in Psych at school. It can be very effective for memory
blocks." Jonathan suggested.
"Oh, I don't know Jonathan. I mean, I'm not sure I
want to know." Alison said.
"But I do Mom, you owe it to me. It's not painful,
it's kind of like being in a trance. It's totally safe too." Jonathan said
encouragingly.
"Well, I'll consider it. You better go else you'll
be late for class."
"Sure Mom and remember I love you no matter what you
decide."
That day Alison Hargreaves drove into town and visited
the library. She borrowed some books on hypnotism and psychology then headed home
considering her situation. Later that day she telephoned a local practising
Psychologist who specialised in hypnotism and booked an appointment for the
next week. Jonathan would be pleased.
Regression.
Dr.
Deadman was chewing on a pencil, contemplating his previous patient when the
intercom buzzed.
"Alison Hargreaves to see you Doctor." Spoke
his secretary.
"Send her in please Trudy." Dr. Deadman said.
Dr. Deadman put the pencil down on his desk just as
Alison entered.
"Ah, Mrs. Hargreaves, please have a seat. May I call
you Alison ?"
"Certainly Doctor." Alison replied.
"Good then you must call me Tom." Said the
Doctor.
"OK Tom."
"Now I will explain what I'm going to do to you then
you must tell me what you might expect to find."
Dr. Deadman subsequently explained the process of
hypnotism to Alison constantly stressing how safe it was with stable people.
Alison said that she understood the process as she had been reading up on it
and that she was stable. She also told the Doctor of the rape incident that she
hoped to find out about. And so the hypnotism began. Dr. Deadman got Alison to
lie down on a couch and asked her to fully relax. When he was sure that she was
as comfortable as possible he switched a tape on that would induce a deep
hypnotic state. After about ten minutes Dr. Deadman began his interrogation.
"What is your name please ?" Spoke the Doctor
in a soothing tone.
"Alison Hargreaves." Came the reply.
"And what is mine ?" Asked the Doctor.
"Tom." Replied Alison.
"Good."
"Now, how old are you Alison ?" Enquired the
Doctor.
"Forty Four." Replied Alison.
"Good, now I want you to go back in time to when you
were twenty three. The date in fact is 20th. August, 1950. Are you there yet
Alison ?" Coaxed the Doctor.
"Yes." Alison responded.
"Where are you exactly Alison ?"
"On the interstate, St. Francisville." Alison
said.
"Good, now I want you to go up to the time of that
awful incident which occurred to you Alison." The Doctor urged.
"Where are you now Alison ?" Asked the Doctor.
"I don't know but there's a light shining down on me
and I'm flat on my back with my legs apart. There are three people standing
around me." Remarked Alison.
"Can you see their faces ?" Enquired Dr.
Deadman.
"No, I can't. They seem to be wearing some kind of
surgical mask."
"What are they doing now Alison ?" Asked the
Doctor, intrigued.
"They're, they're impregnating me with some kind of
protruding device from the machine. It hurts so bad Tom, make them stop."
Enthused Alison.
"OK Alison, I want you to come forward in time about
twenty minutes, say."
"OK"
"Where are you now ?" Asked Dr. Deadman.
"I'm still on the table but they seem to have
finished. Aghh, there's a blinding flash of light. I feel so light
headed." Spoke Alison Hargreaves.
"Where are you now Alison, speak to me !"
Demanded Dr. Deadman.
"Driving." Came the reply, eventually.
"You're back in your car ?" Asked the Doctor,
amazed.
"Yes."
"How do you feel Alison ?" Asked Dr. Deadman.
"Confused."
"Do you remember what happened to you ?" The
Doctor enquired.
"No. Blank."
"OK Alison. I'm going to count to ten, on the count
of five you will feel relaxed and at peace with the world. You will remember
nothing about our conversation and on the count of ten you will open your eyes
fully restored." Advised the Doctor.
Dr. Deadman slowly counted to ten and brought Alison
Hargreaves back into the real world. After she said she felt OK and Dr. Deadman
was sure that she was they sat down at the desk and discussed what had
transpired. Dr. Deadman told Alison everything about the three people in the
masks, the machine and the impregnation.
"Yikes, it sounds horrific Tom. What do you make of
it ?" Asked Alison.
"Well, first I'd like to know if you've ever had any
other strange experiences in your life like seeing lights in the sky or strange
phenomena ?" Enquired the Doctor.
"No, not me but my son has. Lots of times. Why
?" Alison asked, intrigued.
"Well, it's not exactly my field you know but I
think that you may have had a close encounter !"
"You mean with aliens ? You must be joking."
Said Alison in almost mocking tones.
"No. Of course, as far as I know, nothing like this
has ever been reported before but people have reported abductions." Said
Dr. Deadman, not quite believing his own words.
"That's remarkable. That means that Jonathan could
be from another world !" Declared Alison Hargreaves.
"Yes, I suppose so. I suggest that you tell no one
apart from your immediate family. If word got out about this then Jonathan
would become subject to endless experiments." Advised Dr. Deadman.
"Yes, you're right, tell no one. I must tell
Jonathan though, it would explain so much to him."
Alison Hargreaves kept thinking of how best to tell her
son about Dr. Deadman’s theory as she drove home. It would be difficult.
Secrets.
When
Jonathan got home from school he was keen to see his Mother. He knew that today
she had had her hypnosis appointment and he wanted to know the truth. He sat
down in the lounge with a glass of lemonade for company and waited.
Jonathan had a long wait as his Mother had taken the long
route home. She thought this would give her more time to think of what she
would say to her son.
As Alison pulled up in her Chevy the cars headlights
shone on Jonathan who was standing in the front door. He promptly came to greet
her.
"Hi Mom ! How'd you get on ?" Enquired
Jonathan.
"Hi Son, let's go inside and talk." Suggested
Alison.
"OK Mom." Jonathan followed his Mother to the
kitchen. Funny, Jonathan thought, all of the important stuff seems to take
place in the kitchen. When they had sat down and got a drink Alison began to
speak.
"Jonathan, this is going to be tough, I'm
afraid." Said Alison.
"Just tell me what the regression revealed Mom. I'm
dying to know." Urged Jonathan.
"Well, OK, but it's a little bizarre." Alison
went on to tell Jonathan all about the session then told him of Dr. Deadman's
theory.
"Well, it would explain a lot, I suppose."
Jonathan said.
"How do you feel about it all Johnny ?" Alison
enquired.
"I'm not quite sure, I mean it's a lot to take in.
Have you told Dad yet ?" Asked Jonathan.
"No, he's working away tonight and I don't want to
tell him over the 'phone." Alison said.
"Yeah, that's probably wise Mom." Agreed
Jonathan.
"You're going to tell nobody else either ?"
Enquired Jonathan.
"No, not a soul. I think it's best if we keep this
to ourselves." Said Alison Hargreaves.
"Yes, I agree."
But Jonathan had other plans. That night he crept into
the kitchen and grabbed the longest, sharpest knife he could find. He tiptoed
upstairs, entered his Mothers bedroom and stabbed her repeatedly in the chest
uttering the words : "It's my secret now Mom".
Jonathan Hargreaves was convicted of murder and sentenced
to the electric chair. His incredible secret was never revealed and died with
him.
Epilogue
Each night began a new day. Exponentially the days had
been growing since Man’s dawn, they had grown sick and disillusioned in the
existentialists universe. For a thousand, thousand years he had waited and now
it was time.
Edward Moses had been working on the Exodus space project
for fifteen years. He had helped catalogue the vast gene banks, a perfect
snapshot of Man’s genetic evolution including all the imperfections. The
embryos were being placed on “Eyre”, known as “the orphanage”, that very day.
He had worked fast, flooding the chambers of the embryos containing the
delicate organisms.
The space craft screamed through the exosphere into the
vacuum of space, hurtling into the centre of the galaxy and spiralling along
it’s arms in a four million year journey. Safe home sought.
Moses actions were discovered too late.
“He’s being questioned Sir”, Exmy Kiel reported to her
superior, Epstien, head of Exxan conglomerate.
“Who was this fucking Outsider playing God ?”
“It seems he only destroyed the Indo-Eurasian gene bank.”
“We’ve spent forty billion dollars sending a bunch of
losers into space ?”
“Sir, it’s not a totally compromised sample, as to the
bio-diversity; with chaotic interbreeding mutations, we should be able to
simulate Aryan descendants in five thousand life cycles.”
“Well, that’s that fucked, we’re not funding another
shipment. Those two and a half thousand, black or white…”
He stopped talking as Exmy moved over to the window. In
the streets shots were being fired and they were alight with fire. She looked
up through the smoking sky.
“The last will be first and the first will be last.”