Its nice to be normal once in a while,
It makes me feel a little less than estranged from the world.
So Ive decided to write constructed poetry,
Like I used to, complete with a title
All in its own font and underlined.
I havent written like that in years.
Im a far cry from average, but not quite above or below.
Tell me if this is beyond you, Ill take it down a notch.
Wouldnt want to compromise your understanding now.
Youre a little less than everything Ive ever wanted,
But close enough for me. Close enough to let it slide,
Slide and fall to the floor with a crash,
Smash, shatter into millions of wants, wishes, dreams.
Ive been here before, with someone else.
It didnt work out then, either. I expected no more.
Threes the charm, and youre only number two.
It wouldnt have mattered how perfect you would have been.
No more excuses, it doesnt matter now.
Its over, learn to put it behind you.
Youll grow stronger from this,
Cause it sure wont kill you.
The ground were standing on is a well-worn crossroads,
So prepare to part ways. The journey was well worth the pain.
I dont regret anything. Return the favor.
Now go, leave me to myself, I dont deserve any better.
I brought this on myself. No one else gets the credit.
This ones mine. Youre not allowed to blame yourself.
I broke our crystalline romance, it shattered in my hands,
Wolfish paws, complete with crooked claws,
Nails accentuated by the burnt ashes of your heart,
Which were buried in earth recently dug up,
Then laid to rest in a very disruptive way.