Goodbye but not forever

I know as time reaches this very moment
I know it’s time to say goodbye
Though very much I wanted to stay
Walking along memory lane could make me cry

Hearing those songs which have touched my heart
Listening to music that have made me sigh
Living without a glimpse of you is hard to try
Leaving you so soon, seems like I would die

Raindrops and teardrops alike in a way
They fall every time goodbye is said
This time I really have to go
And I just can’t stop the tears to flow

Why do we have to go on with our life
Can’t we just stop and stay as we we’re
Why does things have to keep on changing
Can’t we just always stay the same forever

For that short time we’ve known each other
Only you have filled my life with laughter
But goodbye seems so long and forever
Hoping someday, somewhere we’ll again be together

Searching

Searching, searching for words
Words that might have been the key to open your heart
Those words that I only see 
When I look into your eyes

Searching, looking out for every single bit of love that might have fallen from your heart
The love that might have changed the life of a young man
The love that is worth a million treasures
All in one

Searching, crying out to the stars above
The stars that have made this heart a hopeless one
The stars that can only be seen 
In your eyes, you’re glittering eyes

Searching, wondering if nothing
Nothing like you have crossed my way
Nothing like your smile that forbids me 
From saying goodbye
Wondering if nothing could change what you feel
Nothing would have ever made me happy

Searching, finding my way through total darkness
Darkness caused by the separation
Of two pathways of life

Searching, looking for the light that came from your eyes
The light that can brighten the heart
Of this lonely man

Searching, searching for hope, searching for the light
Searching, till I find the love
The love that came from You,
Searching...

The Reality

Stings of conscience
a slap in the face
Deadly poisons of love
victim is a heart, so helpless

Merciless jaws of reality
forgotten words of promises
Spare the love from my heart
let go thy prey, bleeding with tears

Burning flames of hatred
beware, never so near
Immortal enemy, never been defeated
jealousy, rumors, walls have ears

A desert of misery
flooded with sorrow
Homeless lonely creatures
thirst for love always shows

Ocean of sad memories
filled this heart with tears
Frozen heart feels so cold
feelings die on hail and snow
Vacation Dream

Vacation is fast approaching
It’s near till I see you again
My heart and mind can’t concentrate
Feelings overflowing with excitement

Going on for a few more days
I can already see your smiling face
Only a few more days to wait
‘till I feel your warm embrace

Already missing home and you
I just can’t wait to go
But time runs so slow
Still have to finish my show

Getting ready for the coming
Need no time for preparing
Just wanted to leave as early as possible
Now these feelings I can’t control

Always ready, anxious to go
Wanting to fly to you
Surprise, surprise, you’ll never know
I might arrive as early as tomorrow

With your presence, I imagine
Happiness and tears combine
Holding each other’s hands
Touching each other’s cheeks

Sacrificing a few more days
Adds spice and sweetness
Few more days keeping my sanity
This vacation is driving me crazy

Love Land

Have you ever been to love land
Have you felt its warmness
Have you ever loved some one on love land
Have you imagined what would it be

Have you ever loved somebody so truly
Have you seen your relationship shine
Have you ever been in love on love land
Have you known it’ll only give you tears 

Have you ever seen the moon shine on love land
Have you wished upon a falling star
Have you ever danced under the moon on love land
Have you heard the music of love flow

Have you ever tried living alone on love land
Have you felt its coldness
Have you ever lost a dream on love land
Have you seen it turn into a nightmare

Have you ever tried leaving love land
Have you known it’ll only give you pain
Have you ever been lonely on love land
Have you felt the burning heat of shame

Have you ever been burned in love’s flame 
Have cherished its blessings
Have you ever been left behind with your memories
Have you not known that love land had already
changed

Virus

Before you my life’s a bore
Everything that I say
And everything that I do 
Is not worth living for

All that is happening
All that what I have done
Those things are already planned
Those things are already programmed

And so know nothing about love
I have no time for love
Cause my mind is set only for one thing
And that is to do what has to be done

But then after you came
My life has not been the same
So many things have changed
Something altered my programming

Yet I don’t call it a virus
For it changed my life from good to better
So love, like a virus, changes everything
And from better, your love made me feel the best

The Stranger

Every time I pass by a mirror
I always see a stranger
Afraid to accept reality
I turned back and walk away

Is that really me in the mirror
Is that really my reflection
Cause I don’t see myself anymore
Looking just like another stranger

Where now is my true self
Where now can I see it
I now don’t know this person
Looking at me from the wall

Oh God, help me please
Look up for my old ways
I miss my life before
Would you like to send it back for me

When would this things stop happening
Could it be returned back again
So this stranger in the mirror I see
Would be my best personality

Doomed Love Affair

The moon was shining bright that night
The wind has a little chill
Even though the weather was fine
It’s raining strong inside my heart

I was sitting outside the door
Waiting for you to come along
And I was down in despair 
No, I didn’t see you pass here

The air brought something with it
It is the scent of your perfume
I wonder where it came from
But no, it didn’t came from you

It’s getting late at night
Houses starts to dim their lights
Yet still I waited, even with little light
But your shadow was not in sight

I began to loss hope on seeing you
I have waited long enough for you
Someone familiar was on my sight
I thought it was you, but it’s just a look alike

By midnight, I felt a cold breeze touch my skin
I hear a familiar hymn singing on the air
I hope it’s not your ghost, my dear
I can’t help, thinking that you’re gone forever

A dark cloud covered the full moon
All the stars were gone, and darkness covered the sky
I realize nature and I have something in common
My feelings and the weather have rainy seasons

When I entered the house my eyes are wet
And the pillow on my bed is my only friend
I have waited for you a long time now
Yes, my love has gone, and leaves me all alone

The Courage to show

They always say I’m successful in love
But what they say is wrong
For I have no love affair 
That lasted for so long

My first was heart breaking
What I received was only shame
With that I’m afraid to love again
And that changed my life, only me to blame

This is the reason for my loneliness
I’m a coward and a foolish soul
Though deep inside my heart, I loved for always
Then I hide my love, Oh! What a fool

They say no pain, no gain
And a quitter never wins
Better try and fail
Than fail to try to show this things

Yet still now my life’s one and the same
I didn’t even dare to try to change
And I’m still trapped under the shadows of fear
The encounter with heart breaks kept me chained

Yes fears make me foolish
I’m afraid to show my feelings again
Maybe memories of the past, time after time, I’ll forget
Soon, I’ll got the courage, to take the risk, to love again

Anhelo Por Tu Amor

Do you still remember
I promised you this thing
That I will always love you 
Even if you don’t feel the same

I’ve asked you once
To love me and believe me
You turn your back on my love
And said I’m just a nobody

I barely understand it
What you said, to me is a mystery
Guess I’ll need a miracle
For you to accept my love and me

I prayed and I have faith
God would send your love not hate
I keep on wishing, and keep on waiting
You’ll shine a little love, cause my heart’s aching

Thank you

From ashes my ancestors rise
Blessed by the word of our God
I came after many generations
With blood from mixed culture

And I'm glad of what have happened
I am honored to be born in this world
For I have found the reason of life
And happiness that's genuine and real 

Now I know that God had plans for me
And I can see that He is guiding me
For all the faults and mistakes I've done
Still He forgave me and helped me all the way

I have tried and I have failed many times
He encourages me to continue on
And when I'm down and very tired
He comforts me with He's words

And at times I am so alone 
He gave me someone to accompany me
And I thank Him more than my life
He gave me a chance to meet you

After that day, I found completeness in life
And perfection I can't explain or express
And for all the ups and downs of my life
It's in you I felt the presence of Him

With all of my heart, I'll express my gratitude 
For keeping me company for all these time
And I tell you now with truth in my heart 
Thank you for loving me too

Maya

Maya, ang ibon sa aking mga mata
sa piling mo ay langit
sa puso ko’y, nagbibigay ligaya

Maya, himig mo’y kay ganda
awit mo’y tunay na musika
tinig mo’y nakapag-pasigla

Maya, walang tulad ang iyong ganda
tulad ng mga rosas sa hardin
mas maganda pa kay Cleopatra

Maya, ako’y hindi makakalaya
lahat ay kayang gawin
masabi lamang na mahal kita

Lihim

Kailangan ko lang ang makita ka
Masulyapan ang kumikislap mong mga mata
Ako’y lihim na umiibig sa iyo
Hanggang tingin lang ang kaya ko

Pilit kong hindi ka maisturbo
Ito’y isang lihim na umiibig sa iyo
Pabayaan mo na lang ako dito
Sapat na akin ang mga ngiti mo

Lihim akong nagtatago
Tumitingin sa iyo mula sa malayo
At kapag nakita, puso ay natutuwa
Sa inspirasyon na sa iyo ay nakikita

Nahihirapan man sa sitwasyong ito
‘di bale basta’t masaya kang nakikita ko
At ayokong maging isang balakid sa iyo
Ayokong maging dahilan sa kalungkutan mo

How 

How hard is it to say I'm sorry
How hard is it to say forgive me
How hard is it to speak the truth
How hard is it to show sincerity 

How hard is it to show I care
How hard is it to show what's real
How hard is it to give and care
How hard is it to render

How hard is it to remember
How hard is it to forget
How hard is it to reminisce
How hard is it to say farewell

How hard is it to say I love you
How hard is it to It's too late
How hard is it to let go
How hard is it to see it disappear

I Hate You

I hate to see you so happy
I hate to see you so glad
I hate to see you sorry
I hate to see you so sad

I hate to see you smiling
I hate to see you shine
I hate to see you frowning
I hate to see you feel so sad

I hate to see you in those clothes
I hate to see you pose
I hate to see you so bubbly
I hate to see you so gracious

I hate to see you blushing
I hate to be mesmerized
I hate everything I like in you babe
I hate it cause your not mine

Gabi-gabi

Gabi-gabi dindalanging
Na sana masaya kang matutulog ngayong gabi
Upang bukas sa iyong paggising
Ang araw ay masaya mong salubongin

Gabi-gabi dinadalangin
Mahimbing sana ang tulog mo ngayon gabi
At ang mapanaginipan mo sana'y maganda
Ng makalimutan mo ang iyong problema

Gabi-gabi dinadalangin
Pahinga mo hindi sana gambalain
Ng lungkot at dalamhati na dala ng pag-iisa
Na sa paghiga mo sana'y magaan ang iyong damdamin

Gabi-gabi dinadalangin
Sa paggising mo, madama mo sana ang pag-asang hatid
Na malapit na rin tayong magkasama muli
At sabay tayo, gabi-gabi, manalangin

Kakaibang Damdamin

Ito na ba ang pag-ibig
Ganito ba talaga ang madarama
Isang kakaibang sensasyon
Na hindi magawang maipaliwanag

Katakot-takot na bugso
Ng damdamin sa baguhang puso
Napakasarap damhin
Napakasakit na iisipin

Subuking lumayo at limutin
Ang hindi maipaliwanag na damdamin
Kung nagawa na ay ihihiling
Nais na ang dating nadarama ay maulit muli

Kakaiba talaga
Ang ngayo'y nadarama
Naghalu-halo na yata lahat
Ang maaari mong madarama

Saya, kaba, sakit at panghihinayang
Sabay-sabay na madarama
Pinag -isa ang lahat
Kung iisipin ay lalala

Isang napakalakas 
Na bugso ng damdamin
Kapag hindi madarama
Ay hahanap-hanapin

Hindi na bale
Kung mahihirapan
Kaysa ang madadarama 
Ay kalungkutan

Isang kakaibang bugso
Na nadarama ng puso
Kahit na kaunti sa pinaghalong damdamin
May madaramang saya sa bawat sandali

Ikaw

Ikaw, ikaw ang dahilan
Kung bakit ako masaya
Ikaw ang pinagmulan
Ng inspirasyon para mabuhay

Ikaw ang dahilan
Kung bakit naboo na ang buhay ko
Ikaw ang dahilan
Ng pagkawala ng bagyo

Ikaw ang dahilan
Sa lahat ng pagsisikap ko
Ikaw ang pinagmulan
Ng lahat ng dahilan yaring puso

Ikaw ang dahilan
Kung bakit ako umiibig
Dahil ikaw ang dahilan
Kung bakit ikaw ang aking iniibig

Nang Mawalay Ka

Kay lamig sa mga gabing nagdaan
pagkat wala ka na’t di na masisilayan
Ito ba ang aking tadhana
na sa piling ko’y mawalay ka

Ang araw ko’y walang saysay
ikaw lang ang nakapagpasigla nitong buhay
Takbo ng oras ay sadyang kaybagal
sa paglisan mo, galak sa puso ko’y natanggal

Mata’y luhaan araw at gabi
malungkot bawat sandali
Pagkat ang matamis mong ngiti
ay dina makikita pang muli

O kay bilis ng oras, kay dali ng bukas
ang bawat sandali ay walang kasing ligaya
Pawis ay kay tamis, pagod ay umaalis
noong kasama ka aking sinta

Sa piling mo buhay ay kay sigla
ewan ko na lang ngayong wala ka na
Minsan

Minsan nakita ko sa iyong mga mata
May nakakubling pag-ibig sa puso
Nakapanghihinayang ang pag-asang nakikita
Pag-ibig mo’y para sa akin ba

Nais kong lapitan kita
Kaya ko kayang gawin yan
Ako’y hanggang tingin na lang ba
Wala na yata akong pag-asa

Hindi ko alam ang iniisip mo
Sana kasama ako sa panaginip mo
Hindi lubos maunawaan ang sarili
At ang ibig sabihin ng iyong mga ngiti

Malaman ko man ang takbo ng isip mo
May magagawa pa ba ako
May maitutulong pa ba ang pagsuyo
Ano ang magagawa yaring puso

Mabigyan man ng pagkakataon
Kailan pa kaya darating
At kung mabigyan man ng sandali
Hindi rin alam saan magsisimula

Magkaroon man ng lakas ng loob
Sa panahong wala na ang pag-asa
Wala man lang akong nagawang hakbang
May sasakit pa ba sa huling paalam

Solitary

Tonight in a lonely place
Somebody stands alone in the darkness
Alone under the shadow of the moon
And the bright tiny stars

Solitary, that's what they thought of it
Yet still he is alone
Hoping he might not be the only one
Looking at the bright full moon

What would have helped him
Would it be the company of his queen
And the only thought that keep up the hope
That she might be looking at the same full moon

Would his life still be the same
After he would do what has to be done
Or what would have happened
If he would stay silent

His thoughts flow freely out his eyes
Reminiscing what once was felt
When both found self in the eyes of the other
That could have lasted for forever

And that this solitary man had prayed
That this solitary rule won't block his way
That the right path would be at hand
And not the road to no where’s land

Mahal Kita 

Mula nang makilala ka 
Nahulog na ang loob ko sa iyo
Ito'y aking itinago at pipigilan 
Dahil hindi pa ito ang tamang panahon

Ngunit may mga pangyayaring naranasan 
Na nahahalata itong nadarama ko 
Naging usap-usapan tayo
At ang lahat ng iyon ay itinanggi ko

May mga pangyayaring hindi maiiwasan
Ang magagawa ko ay tumalikod na lang
Pilit kinakaya ang sakit na nadarama 
Kailangang maging matatag ako para sa kinabukasan

Ngayong masmalapit na tayo
Saka mo ako iniiwasan, pinagtataguan
Ano kaya ang nagawa kong kasalanan
O ano na naman ang sinasabi nila

Dapat seguro ito'y itigil na
Pagod na ako sa katatago at kahihintay
Hindi ko na kayang ilihim pa 
Mahal kita, mahal kita, mahal kita

This Indescribable Feeling

I never thought it would be like this
I had thought of it that it would be easy
I thought it would be just fine
I thought I would be the same
Like how I felt when I met other women

When I hear you sing and saw you dance
And when I saw you give
That indescribable smile
Oh it just mesmerized me, sigh
I just love that smile

And those eyes that looked at me
And that stare you just gave
How I wished it would it would not go away
How I wished for it to stay
How I wished that stare is for me

Why did I ever let myself be dazzled
Why did I ever fell for that
Its just I don’t want to be
To feel the flame of love burn freely
It's just too strong for me to keep

Pag-ibig o Paghanga

Sa unang pagkakataong nakita kita
Pinahanga mo ako sa iyong ganda
Ang iyong ngiti at iyong tingin
Pinukaw nito ang nakatulog kong damdamin

Ang bawat sulyap at bawat ngiti
Sa isipan ko’y hindi maiiwaksi
Sa bawat saglit na ika’y makita
Puso ko’y walang kasing ligaya

Habang ang hangin ay umiihip
Laging tanong sa aking isip
Pag-ibig nga ba o paghanga
Ang nadarama aking sinisinta

Kung ito’y paghanga lang
Maswerte kang nilalang

Marami ang pinahanga mo
Pati na ang aking puso

Kung pag-ibig itong nadarama
Ako’y nangangamba
Na may minamahal ka nang iba
At ako’y maiiwang nag-iisa

Sana’y hindi ka magbago
Para manatili itong nadarama ko
Sana’y hindi ka mawalay sa aking piling
Para hindi masasaktan itong damdamin

Pusong Sugatan

Maraming pagsubok na ang nagdaan
Maraming hirap na ang dinanas
Makamit ko lang ang isang mithiin
Na sa isang iglap ay naagnas

Nanalangin ako palagi
Na maangkin ang puso mo
At dahil sa isang pagkamali
Nasira ang mga plano ko

Nang ako’y nagkalakas-loob
Sinulatan kita minsan
Kaya sa isang sulok na naka-subasob
Tumulo ang luha ng pusong nasaktan

Sabihin mo ano ang dahilan
Sa daglian mong pagtanggi
Dahil ba sa aking pamaraan
O ang pagmahal ko sa iyo ang mali

Ang pag-ibig ko na totoo
Ang pag-ibig ko na nabigo
Sa masayang mukha at paglalaro
Ay pilit kong itinatago

Ngayon hindi ako sigurado
Na iibig pa ako muli
Mula nang mabiyak ang puso ko
Buhay ko’y naiwang yupi-yupi

Ikaw Pa Rin

Malayo ka man sa aking piling
Hindi magbabago ang aking pagtingin
Hanggang sa ang mundo ay wala nang hangin
Ikaw pa rin ang iibigin

Sa pagakyat ko sa kolehiyo
Maraming magaganda ang makikilala ko
Pero giliw pakaasahan mo
Ikaw pa rin ang iibigin ko

Pilit man nilang tayong pinaglayo
Hindi raw tapat ang pag-ibig ko
Kahit ginaganito nila ako
Ikaw pa rin dito sa aking puso

Ako’y kanilang isinumbong sa husgado
Hindi raw tapat ang pag-ibig ko
Mapa-walangsala o makunvekto
Ikaw pa rin, at yan ang totoo

Gabi-gabi ako’y nananalangin
Balang araw ika’y mapapasaakin
Maliwanagan sana ang kanilang damdamin
Ikaw pa rin ang nais makapiling

Sumulat ka kay valentino
Pag-ibig ko raw ba ay totoo
Itanong mo man kay kupido
Ikaw pa rin, mahal ko

Ako’y maghihintay sa iyong pagbabalik
At matikman muli ang iyong halik
Sa puso’t isipan ay nag susumiksik
Ikaw pa rin ang pinakamatalik

Alam na ng Panginoon
Sa paglipas ng panahon
Ay malalaman ng bung nayon
Ikaw pa rin mula noon hanggang ngayon

If Only You’d Let Me

Saw you this morning
There seems to be a problem
Your day seems so gloomy
What could have made it this way

Saw you this morning
There’s a frown in your face
Your day seems so lonely
I wish that pain I could ease

Saw you this morning
There’s a hanky wet with tears
Your look is not funny any more
Mind if to me your problem you’d share

Saw you this morning
In your eyes there’s someone you can’t forget
Your mind seems so full of regrets
I wish your love and attention I could get

Magkaiba

Marami ang mga taong nagsabi
Na ang pag-ibig ko ay mali
Pagkat tayo raw ay magkaiba
Tulad ng aso at pusa

Pagkat ikaw ay langit
At ako’y lupa
Pagkat ako’y pangit
At mahirap pa sa daga

Gayun pa man ay umaasa
Sa paggising ko isang umaga
Na ang magkaibang langit at lupa
Ay haharap sa dambana at manunumpa

Kapag ika’y titingin sa malayo
Makikita mo na ang langit at lupa ay nagkatagpo
Walang imposible dito sa balat ng lupa
Tulad ng pag-ibig nating dalawa

My Inspiration

As we play this crazy game of chance,
A game in which our love, faith, trust, and understanding is enhanced;
And faith in God is our first line of defense,
Defense to this sinful world’s offense;
And our courage have grown stronger every day,
To take all our chances to succeed in this play;
Though we may be far apart from each other,
So far away yet our love keep us together;
And I know I can overcome temptation,
Cause your here, my Love, my Inspiration;

Wagas Na Pag-big

Alam kong ika’y nadadala
sa mga kabarkada mong mabababa
Kaya nga dibdib ko’y kumakaba
kapag makita kitang kasama nila

Masakit para sa akin
na makita kang ginaganyan
Gusto kitang salbahin
at dungis sa mukha’y hugasan

Minabuti kong ika’y makausap
at sa panahong iyon ay aking nalaman
Na sa babaeng aking tinutulongan
ang pag-ibig na tunay sa kanya’y naramdaman

Hindi naman ako nabigo
at natutuhan mo akong mahalin
At sa isa’t-isa nanumpa tayo
na ang pagsasamay pagyamanin

Masarap ang ating samahan
araw-gabi ay puno ng pagmamahalan
Noon ko rin nalaman
tadhana’y talagang makapangyarihan

Dumating ang panahon
na pagsasamay gawing banal
Masakit nang aking malaman
pagsasama’y hanggang dito na lang

Luha sa unang pagkakataon
tumulo at umagos sa aking mga mata
Hindi pa rin makapaniwala
sa piling ko, ika’y tuluyan nang nawala

Lumipas ang ilang taon
sa iyong pagkawala, ika’y susundan
Buhay ko’y wala na ring linaw
kaya heto ngayon, maligaya magpakailan pa man

Masakit

Ang araw ko ay nagsimula
na ang dibdib ko ay kumakaba
Ngayon na magsisimula
ang buhay na nag-iisa

Pumunta ako sa paaralan
maraming estudyante ang nagkukuwentohan
At nakita kita sa may hagdanan
pero sa aking paningin ika’y lumisan

Nag estambay ako sa tindahan
umiinom ng coke at kumakain ng tinapay
Nahagilap kita sa may paradahan
ngunit ibang tao pala ang napagkamalan

Bumalik ako sa amin
at sa larawan mo ako’y umamin
Ang tsukolateng iyong kinain
utang ko kay manang Nesing

Ako’y tuluyang napaluha
nang bumalik sa aking ala-ala
Ang mga naiwan mong pangako
ay iyong binawi sa iyong paglayo

Kumagat na ang dilim
malapit na akong kumapit sa patalim
Pagkat masakit mang sabihin
masakit ang tiyan ko dahil walang pagkain

Spice to My Life

It was a fine afternoon
And the wind was blowing hard
All flowers we’re at bloom
But why am I so sad

Birds we’re flying around
Fishes we’re splashing by
Yet I feel so alone
I can’t believe how alone am I

I walk around the place
Looking like someone novice
Wanting to find some grace
To keep my love life alive

One day you came along
You we’re wearing a smile
Why did it took you so long
To make my life worthwhile

Story of Love

Looking at you
For the very first time
Is not much contenting
For this heart of mine

So I thought of something
And made up my mind
I ignited my guts
And to you I smiled

As fast as time itself
Goes running by
Getting along with thee
Was just as fine

All I really wanted
Is for us to be friends
But my heart slipped
And fell in love that never ends

This love for you from me
I thought it would stay
Every day I prayed
You’ll feel the same way

But you tell me with a sigh
You’re leaving for a long while
I was shocked and afraid
I might not make it with out your smile

Kaibigan Lang

Noong una kitang nakilala
Kinuha mi ang pansin yaring mga mata
At ito ay nasundan pa ng disinasadyang pagkikita
Hanggang tumubo ang pag-ibig na sa puso’y ipinunla

Ginusto kong maging kaibigan lang tingin mo sa akin
Para maaiwasan ang talim ng dila ng iba
Pumayag din ako na may manligaw sa iyo na iba
Kahit labis ang sakit na aking nadarama

Lumipas ang isang taon muli tayong nagkita
Hinahanap-hanap ko ang kislap na dati’y nakikita sa iyong mga mata
Ang dating sigla ay hindi ko na nakikita
Ngayon, ako’y iniiwasan mo na

Meron ba akong nagawang mali sa iyo
At pinaparusahan mo ng labis itong puso
Kung may suliranin ka, sabihin mo, kaibigan mo ako
Kahit tiwala mo na lang ang sukli ng pag-ibig ko

Light Of Love

I Light my candle,
every night;
I stay it lit,
till morning arise;

To stare at its flame,
is looking at my soul;
When will my morning come,
when will I be whole;

The heat of its flame,
reminds me of you;
How you made me feel,
when I first saw you;
You're the flame, I'm the wax,
you melt me away,
every time you smile,
and when I look into your eyes;

I wished there and then,
you saw me smiling at you;
As you smile back my way,
was it real or just my fantasy;

Please, my candle, stay lit for me,
when morning comes don't fade away;
Burn with your love,
and lighten my lonely heart;

Pag-ibig ko

Kay ganda ng pakiramdam
Ng isang nagmamahal
Lagi na lang maligaya
Kahit nahihirapan na

Ganyan nga talaga seguro
Kapag ikay umiibig na
Tanggal lahat ang lungkot
Kapag kasama mo siya

Tulad ngayon, ako'y umiibig sa iyo
Hindi na napapansin ang material na mundo
Oras at pera, hindi na isinaisip
Kahit edad, kinalimutan na rin

Minsan ay hindi na maiintindihan
Ang oras na labis kong kailangan
Tuwing kasama ka'y kulang na kulang
At kapag nag-iisa, sadyang kay bagal

Kaya huwag ka sanang mabalisa
Kung sa iyo lang nakatingin yaring mga mata
Pagkat alam kong ang sandaling ito'y sadyang kay ikli
Takot akong mawalay ka sa aking paningin

Kung maaari lang suwayin ang tadhana
Susuwayin ko, makasama lang kita
Kung maaari lang makontrol ang panahon
Seguro sa lahat ng oras nasa tabi mo ako

Seguro hindi mo nagugustuhan
Ang mga ginagawa kong ito
Ipagpatawad mo, huwag ka sanang magbago
Sana, kaibigan pa rin sa akin ang turing mo

At kahit hindi mo ako mahal
At kahit hindi mo ako papansinin
Mananatili pa rin ang damdamin ko
At palagi akong naririto, kapag kailangan mo

Something to think about

Love, the center of the web
Its where all things are rooted from
Its everything for some, useless for others
It is so vulnerable and precious
Then it is so dangerous

Happiness, Joy, feeling of heaven
Results when something good had happen
Where the cause is when you love everything
Life, people and all

Anger, chaos, trouble and fear
Results from misunderstanding from selfish beings
Where the cause is the absence of love in their heart
Only hatred and greed

What would you choose
When given a chance
What do you want to feel
Are you selfish enough to not to give
Are you selfless enough to give everything

Whatever you come up with
It's you who decides
Have you gave enough time to think of it
But then, how and when do you know
If it's enough already

Thinking Of You

Destiny, is it for real
or is it just another word for coincidence
for why this path I took led me to you
and I'm not sure if all of this
is just a dream, or really true
while I stare at the dark
thinking of you, where could you be
and thinking of maybe
tonight while you lay
you think of me too...

Music of Love

Music is my life
That's why I fill it with music
My life would be incomplete
If from me you'll take it

It can make me laugh
It can make me cry
It can get me down
It can get me high

It refreshes my mind
And silence is cleared
It makes my world
A special place to live

Yet the music I got
Is not complete
The music of your love
Is not with me

Bilog na Buwan

Biloq na buwan
Sa ilalim ng sinag mo
May nilikhang nang hihinayang
Sa mga bagay na dapat sana
Ay nangyayari ngayon
Sa ilalim ng iyong liwanag
O, bilog na buwan

Bilog na buwan
Sa ilalim ng iyong ganda
Dapat sana'y may dalawang nilalang
Sabay na nangangarap
Sabay na umaasa
Sabay na nadarama
Ang pag-ibig ng bawat isa

Bilog na buwan
May isang nilikha na lumuluha
Nag-iisang inaalala ang nakaraan
Nag-iisang hinaharap ang kalungkutan
Umaasang ang kanyang minamahal
Sa kinatatayuan niya ngayon
Ay nasisilayan ang sinag mo
O, bilog na buwan

A Reason

After the very first second
Your smile crossed my way
This world has given me
The best reason for me to stay

For I was an outcaste
And you befriended me
For I was condemned
And you accepted me

Cause I was cheated
And you favored me
Cause I was left alone
And you comforted me

Cause I needed help
And you we’re there for me
Cause I was trapped
And you set me free

Cause I was not believed
And you trusted me
Cause I was broken
And you care for me

Still I don’t know how to tell you
I don’t know where to start
Cause when I first saw you
You have captured my heart

My Moon

The moon has left the starry sky
Leaving it lonely, leaving it sad
Slowly, clouds hide the tiny stars
Soon it will rain in my life

As distant as the moon from me
You keep the gap between us
Even we’re just half of a meter away
Seemed like one light year away

As the moon’s beauty can never be reached
Beauty made only to be seen
Beauty so rare, beauty beyond compare
Beauty that only one ever holds

With that distant gap between us
This shout of my heart you will never hear
Our difference is like night and day
When morning comes you shy away

One Lonely, Starry Night

I am sitting beside the window
at that lonesome night
I see the stars that glow
and shine so bright

I hear the voices of the crickets
they sing along with my radio
Together with my writing machine
we play a lonesome refrain

I look at your picture
thinking what to write
Looking for the right words
that might capture your heart

My hands are tired
my eyes are sleepy
I look at the stars above
wondering what they meant to me

Tomorrow when I see you
I just know what to do
I will be honored to take you
to a party or a dinner for two

All the birds will sing
all the bells will ring
By the time I hear you saying
Yes I do, and wear our engagement ring

Catch Me If You Can

Hey girl, what’s the hurry
What’s the rush all about
Why won’t you stay a little longer
Relax and let’s talk for a while

Hey girl, why leave me all alone
Did I say anything
Is there something on my face
Is there someone waiting for you

Hey girl, wait for me
Tell me where you’re going
Can I have your phone number
May I call or see you sometimes

Hey girl, I don’t understand
And I was stunned from where I stand
When I hear you say
Catch me if you can

Alam mo na sana

Kung kaya ko lang lumapit sa iyo
Noon pa man, nangyari na ito
Kung kaya ko lang ipaalam sa iyo
Noon pa man ay alam mo na ang nadarama ko

Kung kaya ko lang tanggapin ang iyong reaksiyon
Hindi na sana matatakot magtapat sa iyo
Kung kaya ko lang masaktang muli
Hindi na sana nagdadalawang-isip
Kung kaya ko lang na hindi mahihiya
Ngayon sana’y hindi na maangangamba
Kung kaya ko lang sanang harapin ang kahahantungan
Hindi na sana matatakot at mababahala

Kung kaya ko lang sanang magtapat
Bago pa mahuli ang lahat
Kung kaya ko lang sanang ipadama
Alam mo na sanang mahal kita

Rouge

I met this pretty lady once...
She's charmingly active in life
She got this aura of happiness with her
And she got this thing she tried to hide

She got eyes of like pearls and crystals
She got the smile that suites her style
She's this kind of girl that’s happily free
And looks that can't be described by my vocabulary

Everyone she looks at just fell apart
Like a gaze of death to the dirty heart
When she gaze at me, my breath depart
Whoa...what the? She stole my heart

Maybe 

Maybe you already know 
How I love you so
And maybe, I don't know 
maybe You love me too 
Even though symptoms show 
that I have feelings for You 
All that my free will can do 
I'll be only watching you
I just want you to know 
that I don't want to hurt you
Love had hurt me before 
I don't want you to feel my sorrow 
So much I wanted to show 
the secret no one had known 
Like music that was never heard
sometimes better not to hear it at all 

A man without someone for sure is lonely 
no one to share, nobody cares 
A man pretending, sure, is lonely 
living a life in a masquerade 
And maybe you call this man selfish 
afraid to love, afraid to get hurt 
Maybe it’s better getting hurt for the happiness of the pair 
rather than getting hurt and hurting the other

Depression

Cloudy sky, stormy day
Darkness filled, heart astray
Consciousness cease, no more exist
Empty hole, broken dreams

Thunders rolling, troubled brain
Empty mind, feeling pain
Hurting soul, flying low
Wondering spirit, lost in the flow

Chaos derived, confusion grows
Lightning strikes, sparks befall
Blinding flashes, shadows depart
Charged electricity, stop this heart

Something Sexy

Hot feelings for you
Indescribable, irresistible
Magnetism so great
Pulls closer, body’s together

A very strong appeal
A magnet to my sight
What my reason can’t comprehend
My heart solely prescribed

Victim of lust
I don’t wan’ a be
Feeling so long controlled
‘Its me I can’t control either

Curves I see, so smooth and sexy
Soft and tender, pillow fluffy

You I want to haggle
Haggle, cuddle and wrestle

Only for my eyes
Your forbidden paradise
Your body I dare to touch
Squeeze your sweat out

You I always fantasize 
You: Dreams: Feels so right
I’m going to keep you up all night
We’ll sweat till broad daylight

Feel the heat flow
Through your skin
Enjoy the rush
Of your adrenaline

Feel! Excitement! Thrill!
Let sensations engulf reason
Enjoy this ride to heaven
This wet, wild and wicked evening

Feel the beat of trance
Never ending romance
Sway to lustful grind
Gyrating bodies; climaxing stance

You Don't Have To Love Me

You took away the only reason
For me to stay here for long
You took it away
In front of me, in my face

But I understand why
I am partly to blame
I gave my love to you
Without you knowing it

You remained free and enjoyed it
No strings attached to me
You broke my heart a hundred or two
And I bet you didn't even know

And like a fool I let it pass by
Shame on me I lost you today
But I’m going to continue loving you
Till you see and feel it in return

You took away the only reason
Yet I let you continue on
For I want you to see me love you
And I don't have to tell you I do

You took it away with ease
I'm sorry, forgive me, just take it away
I can't hold you close, so close
Can't even touch, tip of your hair

Forgive me, its all my fault
Until I perish then you'll know
You don't have to love me
If you don't want to love me at all

The End

I've waited so long, seems forever
To have a moment to cherish
To let you feel and see this
This love and care I’m giving you

You don't notice me, or don't want to
This love I’m giving, trash it goes
You love somebody else, good for you
Leave me here, dying for you

When? My waiting spree will end
Its not just enough, a smile you gave
Or tell me you do, feel my presence
Don't leave me waiting forever long

May it not be, too late for me
And say things bout me, in tense of past
When I’m already living
Only in your memories

Just maybe my last wish came true
I spent my last moments with you
When the last words id say is I love you
And the last words I hear from you is 
I love you too

Closed Door

I saw you pass outside my door
I got excited, and it felt strange
The first angel that I have seen
Ever since I closed m life’s door

I wanted to know you, where you from
I wanted to be with you, be where you are
I opened up my door. Went out to the world
Knowing the risk of being hurt out there

We became friends, became close, closer
Not knowing I’m losing the best of myself
I’ve been better when I’m still alone
But I know, I have to try to succeed

As time goes on, it got worst
I’m loosing the battle that once I’ve won
But I want to be close to you
I wanted to be by your side, always

I’m closing up my doors back again
I’m going to be successful, though it hurts
I have to leave my friends behind
I have to be alone, for me to survive

I got to have a face to face you
And not be shamed, for my defeats
But when alone, all I see and think of
You and the memories of you

Sino Ka

Hindi ko alam kung bakit
Habang sinusulat ko ang tulang ito
Dibdib ko’y pumuputok
Mamatay na yata sa kaba

Hindi ako dinadalaw ng antok
Kung anu-ano tuloy ang pumapasok
Sa utak kong nalilito, naguguluhan
Nagtataka, nagtatanong, bakit ganito
Makailang ulit na ang cd
Hindi pa rin dinadalawan
Bakit hindi ako mapakali
Isa ba itong babala?

Katawan ko’y yakap ng kumot
Nagmumukha na akong ermetanyo
Upo, higa, tayo, lalakad-lakad
Sinisipon na itong mama

Mag-uumaga na, wala pa rin
Dinig ko na ang sigaw ng mga tandang
Ako ba’y may hinihintay
Sino? Magpakilala ka naman!

Isipan ko’y hindi mapakali
Binabagabag, pinaglalaruan
Sino ka bang umiisip sa akin
Ang lakas ng aura mo, hindi ko na kaya

Makonsensiya ka sana
Pinahihirapan mo ang taong ito
Please lang, tama na, grabe na ‘to
Tawagan mo na lang kaya ako

Aaaaah! Hindi na kaya ng katawan ko ‘to
Sasabog na ang ulo at dibdib ko nito
Sino ba talaga ang gumagawa nito
Magpakilala ka naman, sige na o!

Kung Kaibigan Lang 

Ano itong nadarama ko
Hindi ito ang una ngunit
Ngayon ko lang nadama ito
Binibiyak ang puso ko

Bakit ngayon lang ito
Sanay na naman sana ako
Sa lahat ng taong umaalis dito
Bakit pa sa iyo

Alam ko naman sana
Ikaw ay makikita ko pa
Wala namang dapat katakutan
Bakit ba parang mamamatay na

Para bang ako’y naiiyak
Dumidilim ang landas na tinatahak
Maraming beses ka nang namaalam
Bakit ngayon ay nasasaktan

Matalik kitang kaibigan
Kaya ito daw ay normal lamang
Pero bakit ganito ang nadarama
Kung kaibigan lang, hindi ito ang dapat

Reasons To Be 

Heart pounding hard
against the skin
wandering soul floats
away with the wind
weak hearts can't carry
confused reasoning lingers
behind a happy face
feelings, before untold
with every drop of tear, unfolds
getting clearer, mysteries uncovered
dozens of dozens, from deep within
submerging slowly, river of tears
can't perceive, reasons to be
body of massive sorrow
drowning, shifting to the sea
cruel, this world may be
negates everything, formerly seen
much too much, goodness within
the heavens, neglected to see
from this world, a little sooner
this soul would bid farewell
they did not see, reasons to be
they were the reason to leave

But I Was Wrong 

I opened myself up
believing that someone
someone cared about me
someone would understand me
understand how I think
the way I am, how I feel
I thought she really did
but I was wrong
All she cared for, was herself
how she feels, how she lives
using me to fill in
the empty space in between

I waited for some time
hoping that she would realize
she would see me here
look at me more than before
not just a toy
but she didn't

I thought I have found
someone who could understand me
the way I am, the way I think
the way I feel
but I was wrong

So I'm leaving
though it hurts
I love her much
I have loved her enough
and though it hurts
I have to face this
that I'll be loving her still

Woman

Woman, all you think of is yourself
How man adore you
How they fight each other to win you
Have you no concern for them

You want men to care for you
Give you comfort, protect you
Have you given your comforter
The comfort he seeks in times
He is down

You wanted to be the center of men’s world
You have no care on all the good things
Men have done for you
One small false
Will be the end of him
It only shows how narrow your mind is

You say women are
The stronger sex than men
Of all the insecurities you have
How can you be stronger than men
Of all the things
You wanted the world to see
Made you blinded by your own desires
To be on top
Which will never be
Unless you’ll be
A man

Woman, if you could think
If you could see the things
Man have done to please you
What man have sacrificed 
In order that you’ll be happy
But you couldn’t
You wouldn’t
Because you are women
Selfish women

As You Sleep

I want to give you
A kiss goodnight
Wish you’ll have
The sweetest dream tonight

I’ll be with you
‘till you wake up
Keep you safe and warm
Through the night

I’ll be right beside you
If ever you’ll need me
I’ll serve you my princess
I’ll grant your heart’s wish

But to give you a kiss
I’d be compromised
So I’ll just watch you
As you sleep tonight

I'm Just A Ghost

I'm just a ghost
I do not exist
While she's having fun
I'm left here bleeding

I'm just a ghost
I got no feelings
While she lives on
Hurting me along the way

I'm just a ghost
I can't love
As it is forbidden of me
To be with you, just can't be

I'm just a ghost
I cannot be happy
You will never love me
You will never care

I cannot be loved, happily
I do not have feelings of pain
I'm just a ghost
To you I do not exist

Next Time

If I should fall
in love again
I want to be sure
if this love is true

If I should be hurt
and scarred again
I want it to be
for someone worth it

If I should make a fool
out of myself again
I just hope that she
would not take it for granted

If I should sacrifice again
for someone I barely knew
I wish she would see
how much more she meant to me

Remember I Love You

You remember me
And it’s sad to know
Even if you do remember
It’s only when you need me

It might be better for me
I leave you, you forget me
But I’d suffer more, you see
I remember you, constantly

Did you not see, pretend not to be
You blind, insensitive fool
Even if you didn’t remember me
I still stick around for you

You’re using me, I know
So I always remember you
You’re pulling me down
Though it hurts, I love you

Nothing In Return

Do you know I love you
Do you know I care
Are you taking advantage of it
Or you just don’t care

We’re friends aren’t we
But you make me feel I’m not
I still feel like a ghost
I didn’t exist in your life

Why are you doing this
Are you really like this
I made such a fool of myself
While you laugh out loud at me

If you need me, I’m there
If I need you, you don’t care
I’ve been needing comfort
And where were you to give it

The one thing I’ve been in need of
Just to be loved in return
Whom can I talk to
Where’s a shoulder I can cry on

I am a man, you think I’m strong
You don’t know all the pain I’m in
Emotions bottling up inside me
Where were you when I’m down

Am I just a thing or tool
For you who used all of me
And remain like this forever
And have nothing in return

Confessions

What am I doing, why did I stay?
Why do I feel uneasy today?
Why am I waiting for you?
When I'm not sure if you’ll come here

I’ve never been so confused
I don’t know what to do with me
Sometimes I wished I never had felt it
Sometimes I wished it would never leave

I’ve seen some signs but I can’t assume
I fear the pain so I want to be sure
If this being sure would push you away
I’d be too selfish not to let you go

If I have made this wrong turn now
If this would make me feel sorry for all time
If you won’t forgive me, I’ll go crazy
Would you give me the last chance I need?

I haven’t told you but I hoped you’d see
How I need you to be here with me
I'm waiting here for your return
What should I do to make you come?

Why do I feel like this, please tell me
What did you do that swept me off my feet?
I've fallen too fast; I've fallen too hard
I can’t believe your not there to catch me

It almost sounds like I'm feminine
To hell with them, that’s what I'm in
I'm more emotional than a woman is
‘Tis my first to feel like this

I may not be that important for you
You sure is more than the world and life to me
And these silly things that covers my emotions
I am hoping you could see past them

How can I confess to you everything I'm hiding?
Without causing disturbance to the balance we’re in
How can I tell you things I so wanted to say?
And be sure you’re not leaving me again

I hunger for the care that you once gave
Your touch is haunting me even in my dreams
Losing you is a risk I can’t take
Not having you is a risk I can’t take either

Sometimes I wished we should have never met
My fears have returned to haunt me
Even so, if we had not met, where would I be
Right now, that’s a scene I can’t imagine

There’s also something I fear to face
That the way you treat me is not that deep
And I'm the only one that has been giving you
The love I have been saving all this years

Prey of Love

In this dark room
Where lights flicker
With every dancing feet
Something found me

Along with every beat
The bass and the drums
My heart swayed
Towards your side

Every tune that was played
Seems like a love song
To this unknowing ears
Deafened with your laughter

My heart is leaping
I want to shout out
I'm falling in love
So fast, so deep

Every move you’ll make
Brings me deeper and deeper
With every beat of trance
I fell into romance’s trap

I can’t break free
I'm chained in this cage
I won’t, for it is my will
To be a prey of love 

One Last Time

If I can hold you close
Your head on my chest
Would you hear my heart beat?
Would you feel what I feel?

I want to hold you close
Your body, close to mine
If only for a minute
I could feel your heart beat

Can I hold you close?
Would you let me hug you?
I may nit have a reason
Please just let me hold you

I beg of you, let me hug you
Let me feel your hand in mine
I want to hold you close and tight
I want to hold you one last time

End of Pain

I don't know how much more I can take
I don't know how long I'm going to last
It pains me seeing you with someone else
It pains me even more this time

My efforts are useless, ineffective
It doesn't even touch your heat
has the past turned your heart to stone
I guess I’m not worth your time at all

Why did you neglect to see
This love I'm giving you for free
Instead you gave me pain, made me suffer
what else do I have to do to make you see

How much more do I have to suffer
When will all this come to an end
I guess I'll just have to leave you now
I guess you won't even care if I'm gone

I've been waiting for so long, suffered much
I guess my wish and dreams would never be
I don't want to wait for more, I have to move on
Goodbye girl! These illusions, this has got to end