dirt
facelift
jar of flies
s.a.p.
unplugged
tripod
dirt
them bones
i believe them bones are me
some say we're born into the grave
? i feel so alone, gonna end up a
? big ole pile a them bones
dust rise right on over my time
empty fossil of the new scene
toll due bad dream come true
i lie dead gone under red sky
i feel so alone, gonna end up a
big ole pile a them...
i feel so alone, gonna end up a
big ole pile a them bones
dam that river
i broke you in the canyon
i drowned you in the lake
you a snake that i would trample
only thing i'd not embrace
? oh, you couldn't dam that river
? and maybe i don't give a damn anyway
? so you couldn't dam that river
? and it washed me so far away
i pushed and then you stumbled
i kicked you in the face
you stare at me so hollow
got to keep that killin' pace
i burned the place around you
i hit you with a rake
you piss upon my candle
so proving you're a fake
rain when i die
is she ready to know my frustration?
what she slippin' inside, slow castration
i'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me
did she come here to try, try to take me
? did she call my name?
? i think it's gonna rain
? when i die
was it something i said, held against me?
ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing
caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing
i can help her but won't, now she hates me
she won't let me hide
she don't want me to cry
will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me
slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me
could she love me again, or will she hate me
prob'ly not, i know why, can't explain me
down in a hole
bury me softly in this womb
i give this part of me for you
sand rains down and here i sit
holding rare flowers
in a tomb...in bloom
down in a hole and i don't know if i can be saved
see my heart i decorate it like a grave
you don't understand who they
thought i was supposed to be
look at me now a man
who won't let himself be
? down in a hole, feelin' so small
? down in a hole, losin' my soul
? i'd like to fly,
? but my wings have been so denied
down in a hole and they've put all
the stones in their place
i've eaten the sun so my tongue
has been burned of the taste
i have been guilty
of kicking myself in the teeth
i will speak no more
of my feelings beneath
bury me softly in this womb
i give this part of me for you
sand rains down and here i sit
(oh i want to be inside of you)
holding rare flowers
in a tomb...in bloom
oh i want to be inside...
sickman
what the hell am i?
thousand eyes, a fly
lucky then i'd be
in one day deceased
sickman
i can feel the wheel, but i can't steer
when my thoughts become my biggest fear
ah, what's the difference, i'll die
in this sick world of mine
what the hell am i?
leper from inside
inside wall of peace
dirty and diseased
sickman
i can see the end is getting near
i won't rest until my head is clear
ah, what's the difference, i'll die
in this sick world of mine
can you see the end?
choke on me my friend
must to drown these thoughts
purity over rot
"yeah, though i walk through the valley of rape and despair
with head high and eyes alert
i tread on a plane of many
we who are of good nature and intention,
but cannot touch on the dark
recesses of memory
and pain learned, so come walk
with me, feel the pain,
and release it..."
what the hell am i?
worn eroded pride
saddened 10 miles wide
i'm gonna let it slide
sickman
i can feel the wheel, but i can't steer
when my thoughts become my biggest fear
ah, what's the difference, i'll die
in this sick world of mine
rooster
ain't found a way to kill me yet
eyes burn with stinging sweat
seems every path leads me to nowhere
wife and kids household pet
army green was no safe bet
the bullets scream to me from somewhere
? here they come to snuff the rooster
? yeah here come the rooster, yeah
? you know he ain't gonna die
? no, no, no, ya know he ain't gonna die
walkin' tall machine gun man
they spit on me in my home land
gloria sent me pictures of my boy
got my pills 'gainst mosquito death
my buddy's breathin' his dyin' breath
oh god please won't you help me make it through
junkhead
"junk, fu&"
a good night, the best in a long time
a new friend turned me on to an old favorite
nothing better than a dealer who's high
be high, convince them to buy
? what's my drug of choice?
? well, what have you got?
? i don't go broke
? and i do it a lot
seems so sick to the hypocrite norm
running their boring drills
but we are an elite race of our own
the stoners, junkies, and freaks
are you happy? i am, man.
content and fully aware
money, status, nothing to me
'cause your life is empty and bare
you can't understand a user's mind
but try, with your books and degrees
if you let yourself go and opened your mind
i'll bet you'd be doing like me
and it ain't so bad
dirt
i have never felt such frustration
or lack of self control
i want you to kill me
and dig me under, i wanna live no more
? one who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be
? i've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me
? for me
i want to taste dirty, stinging pistol
in my mouth, on my tongue
i want you to scrape me from the walls
and go crazy like you've made me
you, you are so special
you have the talent to make me feel like dirt
and you, you use your talent to dig me under
and cover me with dirt
god smack
care not for the men who wonder
straw that broke your back, you're under
cast all them aside who care
empty eyes and dead end stare
don't you know that none are blind
to the lie, and you think i don't find what you hide?
? what in god's name have you done?
? stick your arm for some real fun
for the horse you've grown much fonder
than for me, that i don't ponder
as the hair of one who bit you
smiling bite your own self, too
and i think that you're not blind
to the ones you left behind
i'll be here
so be yearning all your life
twisting, turning like a knife
now you know the reasons why
can't get high, or you will die
or you'll die
what in god's name have you done?
stick your arm for some real fun
so your sickness weighs a ton
and god's name is smack for some
untitled
i am iron god!
god
red-rum, red-rum, red-rum
hate to feel
what's gone wrong, i can't see straight
been too long, so full of hate
what the fu& will it take
drown myself in my wake
another shaggy d.a.
now a dog, shake my leg
plastic man, paper face
candy heart, what a waste
gotta change, set a date
eat my cake, lick my plate
stare at me with empty eyes and
point your words at me
mirror on the wall will show you
what you're scared to see
? i can see, yeah
? i can feel
? hate to see
? hate to feel - (wish i couldn't feel at all)
so climb walls,
thin my blood now
and i crawl, back to bed now
? what the hell, gotta rest
? aching pain in my chest
? lucky me, now i'm set
? little bug for a pet
? new orleans, gotta get
? pin cushion medicine
? used to be curious
? now the $it's sustenance
all this time i swore i'd never
be like my old man
what the hey it's time to face
exactly who i am
all this time i swore i'd never
be like my old man
what the hey it's time to face
exactly who i am
angry chair
sitting on an angry chair
angry walls that steal the air
stomach hurts and i don't care
what do i see across the way, hey
see myself molded in clay, oh
stares at me, yeah i'm afraid, hey
changing the shape of his face, aw yeah
candles red i have a pair
shadows dancing everywhere
burning on the angry chair
little boy made a mistake, hey
pink cloud has now turned to gray, oh
all that i want is to play, hey
get on your knees, time to pray, boy
i don't mind
lost my mind
can't find it anywhere
i don't mind
corporate prison, we stay, hey
i'm a dull boy, work all day, oh
so i'm strung out anyway, hey
loneliness is not a phase
field of pain is where i graze
serenity is far away
saw my reflection and cried, hey
so little hope that i died, oh
feed me your lies, open wide, hey
weight of my heart, not the size, oh
pink cloud has now turned to gray
all that i want is to play
get on your knees time to pray, boy
would?
know me broken by my master
teach thee on child of love hereafter
into the flood again
same old trip it was back then
so i made a big mistake
try to see it once my way
drifting body it's sole desertion
flying not yet quite the notion
into the flood again
same old trip it was back then
so i made a big mistake
try to see it once my way
am i wrong?
have i run too far to get home?
have i gone?
and left you here alone?
if i would, could you?
facelift
we die young
scary's on the wall
scary's on his way
watch where you spit
i'd advise you wait until it's over
then you got hit
and you shoulda known better
and we die young
faster we run
down, down, down you're rollin'
watch the blood float in the muddy sewer
take another hit
and bury your brother
and we die young
faster we run
scary's on the wall
scary's on his way
another alley trip
bullet seek the place to bend you over
then you got hit
and you shoulda known better
faster we run
and we die young
man in the box
i'm the man in the box
buried in my $it
won't you come and save me, save me
feed my eyes, can you sew them shut?
jesus christ, deny your maker
he who tries, will be wasted
feed my eyes now you've sewn them shut
i'm the dog who gets beat
shove my nose in $it
won't you come and save me, save me
feed my eyes, can you sew them shut?
jesus christ, deny your maker
he who tries, will be wasted
feed my eyes now you've sewn them shut
sea of sorrow
mind, of destructive taste
i choose...to stroll amongst the waste
that was your heart
lost in the dark
call off the chase
walls of thought, strong and high
as my castle crumbles with time...
i think of you
oh, yes i do
such a crime
you opened fire...
and your mark was true
aim my smilin' skull at you
i live tomorrow, you i'll not follow
as you wallow in a sea of sorrow
lines cut across my face
why you laugh at my disgrace
i'll never know
how far to go
to reach that place
you opened fire...
and your mark was true
aim my smilin' skull at you
i live tomorrow, you i'll not follow
as you wallow in a sea of sorrow
bleed the freak
my cup runneth over
like blood from a stone
these stand for me
name your god and bleed the freak
i like to see
how you all would bleed for me
when the pig runs slower
let the arrow fly
when the sin lies bolder
i'll pluck out thine eye
these stand for me
name your god and bleed the freak
i like to see
how you all would bleed for me
if you scorn my lover
satan got your thigh
if you steal in hunger
i will kick you when you try
these stand for me
name your god and bleed the freak
i like to see
how you all would bleed for me
i can't remember
turn around you say
'scuse the 'tude but i haven't eaten today
and my eyes are turning grey
what's your name?
i can't remember... i can't remember
bring me down you try
feel the pain and keep it all in till you die
without eyes you cannot cry
who's to blame?
i can't remember... i can't...
remember identity, the visions in my mind from
screamin' at me
and mama, mama, ooh... my angry brains of infancy
knocked down but i have enough hate to breathe
down your throat and steal your energy
you took everything but my will to be
now the loss of your god won't make me bleed
i am alive
love, hate, love
i tried to love you i thought i could
i tried to own you i thought i would
i want to peel the skin from your face
before the real you lays to waste
you told me i'm the only one
sweet little angel you should have run
lying, crying, dying to leave
innocence creates my hell
cheating myself still you know more
it would be so easy with a whore
try to understand me little girl
my twisted pa$ion to be your world
lost inside my sick head
i live for you but i'm not alive
take my hand before i kill
i still love you, but, i still burn
love, hate, love
it ain't like that
there i was, laid out on a table
screamin' sweat and bare feet to the floor
in my life, i'd not soften
things that cut, and burn so often
but i sit, think of somethin'
scared to face, the dyin' nothin'
see the cycle i've waited for
it ain't like that anymore
where i go is when i feel i'm able
how i fight is why i'm feelin' sore
in my sight, not forgotten
feel as though, a tooth were rotten
behind the smile, a tongue that's slippin'
buzzards cry, when flesh is rippin'
see the cycle i've waited for
it ain't like that anymore
here i sit writing on the paper
trying to think of words you can't ignore
in my eyes, what i'm lacking
score at face, a ten for slacking
sign the deal, set in motion
smaller fish, so huge the ocean
see the cycle i've waited for
it ain't like that anymore
sunshine
one, a-one time, yeah
am i too contagious
full of sick desire
am i that i promise
burning corpsed pyre
then some dude came down to touch the mother
mother touched, and dude ain't here no more
suck your woman down
am i your reflection
melting mirror smile
am i worth the value
do my love defile
then some dude came down to touch the mother
mother touched and dude ain't here no more
ain't no day the sun don't crack
then to brand some name across my back so you care?
find someone to tell you
sunshine...sweet love my labor
don't mind...i don't care no more
memory, set me free, yeah
i don't care no more
mother please, come for me
can you face the question?
is my soul entire?
sunshine...sweet love my labor
don't mind...i don't care no more
put you down
heartbreaker, feelin' alright
body over...mind
it's slower, reduction is addictive too
personality overview
i can see what the cost will be
you know i don't need you
i just can't put you down
i can see what it all means to me
honey i don't need you
i just can't put you down
i can't put you down
hard drinker...feelin' uptight
your maker...mine
it's slower...reduction is addictive too
personality overview
i can see what the cost will be
you know i don't need you
i just can't put you down
i can see what it all means to me
honey i don't need you
i just can't put you down
put you down
gonna put you down
everything you buy is for the jingle
every time you lie it's all the same
ooo, if you need a rhyme to kill the singer
shoot me dead before i may be through
confusion
there's no time to give at all
i cause you grief and blow my hatred
further in your mind
you reach, i run, you fall
on skinned knees you crawl
i want to set you free, recognize my disease
love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
you're there crying, i feel not a thing
drilling my way deeper in your head
sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead
so you sit and think of love
i wait, hate all the more, i fall
on skinned knees i crawl
i want to set you free, recognize my disease
love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
you're there crying, i feel not a thing
drilling my way deeper in your head
sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead
now there's time to give it all
i put my fears behind again
on skinned knees we'll crawl
i want to set you free, recognize my disease
love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
you're there crying, i feel not a thing
drilling my way deeper in your head
sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead
love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
i know somethin' ('bout you)
why can't i take it all ok?
i like to dig and fu& around with your day
i'm gonna tell your mamma
yeh i'm gonna blackball your name
ain't no way you'll go without me
every chance i'll make you pay
on your space, in my face, i tell you i know
somethin' 'bout you, i know somethin' 'bout you
in my space, on your face, i tell you i know somethin'
'bout you, i know somethin'
why can't i put your words away
i'd like to have more of you in my veins
i'm gonna tell your papa
yeh i'm gonna try and ball your babe
your gold key don't fit my crapper
ain't got no $it today
on your space, in my face, i tell you i know
somethin' 'bout you, i know somethin' 'bout you
in my space, on your face, i tell you i know somethin'
'bout you, i know somethin'
i'm gonna tell your mama
yeh i'm gonna blackball your name
ain't no way you'll go without me
every chance i'll make you pay
on your space, in my face, i tell you i know
somethin' 'bout you, i know somethin' 'bout you
in my space, on your face, i tell you i know somethin'
'bout you, i know somethin'
real thing
i messed around as a little boy
i grew up, made the blade my new toy
friends said boy with what you screwin' around i said
don't concern yourselves and just
gimme another blast
yeah, yeah. yeah, yeah
under the hill, with just a few notches on my belt
take it away, don't want no more
even if you say just one more
i won't leave you alone, ooo
i grew up, went into rehab
you know the doctors never did me no good
they said son you're gonna be a new man
i said thank you very much and
can i borrow fifty bucks?
yeah, yeah. yeah, yeah
under the hill, with just a few notches on my belt
taake it away, don't want no more
even if you say just one more
i won't leave you alone
'cause i'm goin' down the steps on a white line
goin' down the steps on a white line
straight to nowhere
i messed around as a little boy
i grew up, made the blade my new toy
friends said boy with what you fu&in' around i said
oh my god and here we go again,
yeah, yeah. yeah, yeah
under the hill, with just a few notches on my belt
take it away, don't want no more, no more
even if you say just one more
i won't leave you alone
'cause i'm goin' down the steps on a white line
goin' down the steps on a white line
straight to nowhere
follow me down...
sexual chocolate baby
jar of flies
rotten apple
innocence is over
over
ignorance is spoken
spoken
confidence is broken
broken
sustenance is stolen
stolen
arrogance is potent
potent, yeah
what i see is unreal
i've written my own part
eat of the apple, so young
i'm crawling back to start
i repent tomorrow
tomorrow
i suspend my sorrow
sorrow, yeah
what i see is unreal
i've written my own part
eat of the apple, so young
i'm crawling back to start
a romance is fallen
fallen
recommend you borrow
borrow, yeah
what i see is unreal
i've written my own part
eat of the apple, so young
i'm crawling back to start
nutshell
we chase misprinted lies
we face the path of time
and yet i fight
this battle all alone
no one to cry to
no place to call home
my gift of self is raped
my privacy is raked
and yet i find
repeating in my head
if i can't be my own
i'd feel better dead
i stay away
yeah, i want to travel south this year
aaah, woah, woah
won't prevent safe pa$age here
why you act crazy
not an act maybe
so close a lady
shifty and shady
yeah, hey yeah, tears that soak
a callous heart
why you act frightened
i am enlightened
your weakness builds me
so someday you'll see
i stay away
why you act crazy
not an act maybe
so close a lady
shifty and shady
no excuses
it's alright
there comes a time
got no patience to search
for peace of mind
layin' low
want to take it slow
no more hiding or
disguising truths i've sold
everyday it's something
hits me all so cold
find me sittin' by myself
no excuses, then i know
it's okay
had a bad day
hands are bruised from
breaking rocks all day
drained and blue
i bleed for you
you think it's funny, well
you're drowning in it too
everyday it's something
hits me all so cold
find me sittin' by myself
no excuses, then i know
yeah, it's fine
we'll walk down the line
leave our rain, a cold
trade for warm sunshine
you my friend
i will defend
and if we change, well i
love you anyway
everyday it's something
hits me all so cold
find me sittin' by myself
no excuses, then i know
don't follow
hey,
i ain't never coming home
i'll just wander my own road
i can't meet you here tomorrow
say goodbye don't follow
misery so hollow
hey you,
you're livin' life full throttle
pa$ me down that bottle, yeah
you can't shake me round now
i get so lost and don't know how, yeah
and it hurts to care, i'm going down
forgot my woman, lost my friends
things i'd done and where i've been
sleep in sweat the mirrors cold
see my face it's growin' old
scared to death no reason why
do whatever to get me by
think about the things i said
read the page it's cold and dead
take me home
say goodbye don't follow
swing on this
mother said come home
father said come home
sisters said come home
so my friends said come home
i said
let me be, i'm alright
can't you see, i'm just fine
little skinny, okay
i'm asleep anyway
then i heard a voice
said "son you have a choice"
i then slapped my face
let me be, i'm okay
i'm awake anyway
it's too bright over there
i can shift, cannot steer
so i drive them away
for a while, then i stay
little skinny, okay
i'm awake anyway
now i have to go home
do as, when in rome
let me be, i'm alright
can't you see i'm just fine
little skinny, okay
i'm asleep anyway
let me be, i'm okay
i'm awake anyway
"toby's still laughing.
it sounds fu&in' pretty good! i'm laughing.
that's tight as $it, what are you talkin' about?"
s.a.p.
brother
frozen in the place i hide
not afraid to paint my sky with
some who say i've lost my mind
brother try and hope to find
you were always so far away
i know that pain so don't you run away
like you used to do
roses in a vase of white
bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves
that fall because my hand is pulling them hard as i can
you were always so far away
i know that pain and i won't run away
like i used to do
pictures in a box at home
yellowing and green with mold
so i can barely see your face
wonder how that color taste
you were always so far away
i know the way so don't you run away
like you used to do
got me wrong
yeh, it goes away
all of this and more of nothing in my life
no color clay
individuality not safe
as of now i bet you got me wrong
so unsure you run from something strong
i can't let go
threadbare tapestry unwinding slow
feel a tortured brain
show your belly like you want me to
as of now i bet you got me wrong
so unsure you run from something strong
i haven't felt like this in so long
wrong, in a sense too far gone from love
that don't last forever
something's gotta turn out right
you sugar taste
sweetness doesn't often touch my face
stay if you please
you may not be here when i leave
as of now i bet you got me wrong
so unsure we reach for something strong
i haven't felt like this in so long
wrong, in a sense too far gone from love
strong, i haven't felt like this in so long
wrong, in a sense too far gone from love
that don't last forever
something's gotta turn out right
right turn
inside always trying to get back inside
but it's so hard to penetrate pig-thick skin
i'm 'bout as low as i can get
i'd leave but i can't forget
still i wonder why it ain't right, mmm it ain't right, oooh
ain't right, mmm it ain't right, yeah
'bout as low as she can get
she'll leave me but she won't forget
and she wonders why she ain't right, she ain't right
ain't right, she ain't right
now we're as low as we can get
can't leave and can't forget
we ain't right, we ain't right
not right, we ain't right
well it's hard to believe that somebody tricked you
when you can see you were only high
it's all up to you so you gamble
flat on your face and into the fire
am i inside
loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness
crawls to the surface of my skin, visibly surrounded by it
black is all i feel, so this is how it feels to be free
surrounded by empty souls, artificial courage used
and because so, once was mine
i walk this maze alone
black is all i feel, so this is how it feels to be free
the man's beside himself, man's below himself
man's behind himself, am i inside myself
chaos and hate shadow me, pain it fills me up
only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
black is all i feel, so this is how it feels to be free
the man's beside himself, man's below himself
man's behind himself, am i inside myself
chaos and hate shadow me, hate it fills me up
only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
black is all i feel, so this is how it feels to be free
the man's beside himself, man's below himself
man's behind himself, am i inside myself
love song
love song take one
i love you, i'm not coming back bi%
i think i should say something
i can't see, i can't feel anything, i can't i can't
wash my face, cut out my teeth and tell me to grin
my gums are bleeding! my gums are bleeding!
i hate you, i hate you
get a fu&ing haircut!
go fu& yourself
rae dong chung
get something, get, get them, get them
get them, get the fu&in' midget
get the midget
get the fu&in midget
kiss the fu&in' midget
"where the deer and antelope play..."
kiss the midget
"that was perfect, you guys, that was great!"
unplugged
social parasite
you say you don't like the way we look
well fu& off
i ain't some dying dog that you can kick
so fu& off
it's so easy to fall into that hole
and you're the one who cast me in that role
if you loved me would you call me a social parasite
and who's the one to tell me whether it's wrong or right
you say you don't like the place i live
well get out
there ain't no vacancy in my bed
so get out
it's so easy to fall into that hole
and you're the one who cast me in that role
if you loved me would you call me a social parasite
and who's the one to tell me whether it's wrong or right
you say you don't like the way we look
well fu& off
i ain't some dying dog that you can kick
so fu& off
it's so easy to fall into that hole
and you're the one who cast me in that role
if you loved me would you call me a social parasite
and who's the one to tell me whether it's wrong or right
king of the kats
hot leather and sex
all the things that i dress in best
ain't no way you can beat
the way i'm flyin fast on my feet
i'm the king, i'm the king, i'm the king of the kats
and i'm ready to roll
and baby that's a fact alright
quickest gun in the west
there ain't no question that i'm the best
drinking till i die
you're sick and skinny well so am i
i'm the king, i'm the king, i'm the king of the kats
and i'm ready to roll
and baby that's a fact alright
(look out!)
i'm the king, i'm the king, i'm the king of the kats
and i'm ready to roll
and baby that's a fact alright
ooh, that's alright
suffragette city
hey man, oh leave me alone, you know
hey man, oh henry, get off the phone, i gotta
hey man, i gotta straighten my face
this mellow thighed chick just put my spine out of place
hey man, my schooldays insane
hey man, my work's down the drain
ain't good, well she's total blam-blam
she said she had to squeeze it but she... and then she...
don't lean on me man, 'cause you can't afford the ticket
back to suffragette city
don't lean on me man,
'cause you ain't got time to check it
you know my suffragette city
is outta sight... ooo, it's all right
hey man, oh leave me alone, go away
hey man, i can't take much this time, no way
hey man, hey droogie don't crash here
there's only room for one and here she comes, here she comes
don't lean on me man, 'cause you can't afford the ticket
back to suffragette city
don't lean on me man,
'cause you ain't got time to check it
you know my suffragette city
is outta sight... wow it's all right
don't lean on me man, 'cause you can't afford the ticket
back to suffragette city
don't lean on me man,
'cause you ain't got time to check it
you know my suffragette city
is outta sight... ooo, it's all right
suffragette city
aaaaaah wham bam thank you ma'am!
suffragette city
back in suffragette city
way down in suffragette city
back in suffragette city
queen of the rodeo
my daddy was a trucker
left home when i was three
he fell for some dude in austin
then it was mom and me
she always wanted a daughter
well look at what she got
a'hit me, beat me, a faggot i ain't
but a real man they say i'm not
i'm the queen, queen of the rodeo
queen, queen of the rodeo
so cowboy, if you're lookin for lovin'
i ain't no queer, go fu& a steer
"i think there's one over there..."
i drink too much, i smoke too much
i'm a human waste
i buy a lot of cheap alcohol
but i'll tell ya honey, i really hate the taste
i dressed in drag, they call me a fag
but boy, i really don't care
cause last night i met your girlfriend, fu&er
and i, hope ya like to share 'cause she did
i'm the queen, queen of the rodeo
queen, queen of the rodeo
so cowboy, if you're lookin to fight
i ain't no wimp, i scratch and bite
"and i'm gonna kick your a$ too..."
queen, queen of the rodeo
fu& you!
chemical addiction
i was only 15, standout on the ave.
you're chasing a bad dream, a luxury i never had
living my life in the box, or sleepin in the trash
taking girls for the things i need, like booze, drugs and a$
get stoned, daily survival in the war zone
yeah our teens meant everything, alright
half rack, smoking out till it's all black
death trap, watch me going blind, oh
i don't care what you say, i
or what you do
chemical addiction is
getting rid of you
so high, colors turn to sound
goodbye, let us in and we'll lay you in the ground
chosen on the floor, take another drag
bought a bunch of valiums from skinny broadway bag
i don't know much about heroin but i, i wanna try
just about everything once before i die
get stoned, daily survival in the war zone
yeah our teens meant everything, alright
half rack, smoking out till it's all black
death trap, watch me going blind, oh
i don't care what you say, i
or what you do
chemical addiction is
getting rid of you
so high, colors turn to sound
goodbye, let us in and we'll lay you in the ground
now tell it to me like this...
get stoned, daily survival in the war zone
yeah our teens meant everything, alright
half rack, smoking out till it's all black
death trap, watch me going blind, oh
killing yourself
move up from the table
shake her bomb let her go
dropped down on me last time
by morning his blood turned bold
runnin from the law since monday
'cause suzy went down on time
got enough to last till sunday
so i'm burning on down that line
killing yourself
move up from the table
fat man going down
some run from the big gun
some just run from the sound
runnin from the law since monday
'cause suzy went down on time
got enough to last till sunday
so i'm burning on down that line
suzy was a bad child
always on the wrong side
ah, she was no good
she was bad, bad, bad with the bad cats
always punching the needle in her arm
ah, but when she's good, she's so damn good
killing yourself
you're just killing yourself
fairytale love story
jill, came tumbling down
at the bottom of the hill
jack busted his crown
ah, my fairytale love story
my fairy life
my fairytale love story
to get you off of my..
i got to thinking
things aren't as good as they can be
i got to drinking
the bi% is over the brink
tommy prince, kissed a few there on the lips
she woke him with a cold sore, she ain't so pretty no more
ah, my fairytale love story
my fairy life
my fairytale love story
to get you off of my..
i got to thinking
i'm not as sweet as them all
i got to drinking again
the bi% is over the brink
my fairytale love story
ooo, my fairytale love story
yeah, you're my fairytale love story
ooo, my fairytale love story
the bi% is over the brink
rapunzel let down your hair, i'll cut it off
i can't have you blues
i can't have you blues
i got the i can't have you, i can't have you blues
i can't have you, i can't have you blues
nothings the same, need my fix of you
a crack in the mirror, pictures blank too
i can't believe you slipped away
i been drinking too much cause i'm trying to forget your face
and if i always try to do, all the things you want me to
i've been letting myself down to an early grave
nothing stays the same, in this game
i can't have you, i can't have you blues
nothings the same, need my fix of you
a crack in the mirror, pictures blank too
i can't believe you slipped away
i been drinking too much cause i'm trying to forget your face
and if i always try to do, all the things you want me to
i've been letting myself down to an early grave
nothing stays the same, in this game
i can't have you, i can't have you blues
what the hell have i?
the face before me flies
laughs at me inside
masks are made to hide the glow
shining eyes
distance 'tween us grows
feeding lies
it's hard to start things over
you can feel the fire around us
all the time
yeah
something i should say
it takes you every day
what you give is not alive
today
your soul served on a plate
throw it away
it's hard to start things over
you can feel the fire around us
all the time
yeah
it's hard to start things over
oh yeah
you can feel the fire around us
all the time
yeah
it's hard to start things over
oh yeah
you can feel the fire around us
all the time
yeah
all the time
what the hell have i?
little pride
a little bitter
how the mind does shout for rest
when the bodies shaken, yeah
oh the tightness in my chest
still your leaves i'm raking
lord is this a test
was it fun creating, yeah?
my god's a little sick
and he wants me crazy
who
are you
who can say
it's ok to live through me?
live to be
part of me
you're a wrinkled magazine
yeah
was it something that i said?
was it how they're breaking, yeah
i'm so selfish, paying your rent
while your blood i'm taking
you
spend me
like a tree
dirty dollar bills for leaves
dark in a sea
of my seeds
and the tears on which you feed
you feed
the body is a temple
a dormant alter
to where infantile men lie around
itching and nibbling
for a small piece of sanity
of which you can not give
$it!
individuality
buying pennies with my soul
and a little heaven spent
while the hell i'm taking
thieves
parasites
hide from life
you know they'll remember me
they are abhorred
in self-worth
all that matters much to me
killer is me
don't need a gun
pointed at me
don't need to run
killer is me
killer is me
so the sun
shines upon me
havin fun
killer is me
insane the mind
in the name of me
can't find the time
to let things be
insane the mind
in the name of me
can't find the time
to let things be
let things be
oh yeah
can i start over?
and get over it
so the sun
shines upon me
havin fun
killer is me
oh yeah
can i start over?
and get over it
let things be
tripod
grind
in the darkest hole, you'd be well advised
not to plan my funeral before the body dies, yeah
come the morning light, it's a see through show
what you may have heard and what you think you know, yeah
let the sun never blind your eyes
let me sleep so my teeth don't grind
hear a sound from a voice inside
sure to play a part, so you love the game
and in truth your lies become one and same, yeah
i could set you free, rather hear the sound
of your body breaking as i take you down, yeah
let the sun never blind your eyes
let me sleep so my teeth don't grind
hear a sound from a voice inside
in the darkest hole, you'd be well advised
not to plan my funeral before the body dies, yeah
let the sun never blind your eyes
let me sleep so my teeth don't grind
hear a sound from a voice inside
brush away
i could use some time to curl away
my aggression is where you stake your claim
why i question this curve on which you grade
my conception, a joke or latest craze?
i try to get away, and yet i stick around
so fall and crawl away, and brush away loose ground
my intention, may i arrive at eight?
lie and dream some, surprise you guys i'm late
all right, correction, forgetting something, wait
i try to get away, and yet i stick around
so fall and crawl away, and brush away loose ground
brush away loose ground
brush away
sludge factory
you insult me in my home, you're forgiven this time
things go well, your eyes dilate, you shake, and i'm high?
look in my eyes deep and watch the clouds change with time
20 hours won't print my picture milk carton size
carton size, carton size
call me up congratulations ain't the real why
there's no pressure besides brilliance let's say by day 9
endless corporate ignorance lets me control time
by the way, by the way, by the way
once again you see an in, discolored skin gives you away
so afraid you kindly gurgle, out a date for me
now the body of one soul i adore wants to die
you have always told me you'd not live past 25
i say stay long enough to repay all who cause strife
once again you see an in, discolored skin gives you away
so afraid you kindly gurgle, out a date for me
"i bear true and an existing witness
to this barrel of monkeys.
a self proclaimed immoral success,
perfected by each whereof
individually deadly and equally so
and spread about the surrendered troops,
for even thousands of miles will not
tear apart their communication, or the lack thereof.
vultures, liars, thieves, each proclaim their innocence
in no suggestion or rhyme, your weapon is contained in
the wrecking of the keeping the desired effect.
the breaking of the spirit of what was once a whole being.
your weapon is guilt, your weapon is guilt, your weapon is guilt.
guilt."
heaven beside you
be what you wanna be
see what you came to see
been what you wanna be
i don't like what i see
like the coldest winter chill
heaven beside you... hell within
and you think you have it still, heaven inside you
so there's problems in your life
that's fu&ed up, and i'm not blind
i'm just see through faded, super jaded
and out of my mind
do what you wanna do
go out and seek your truth
when i'm down and blue
rather be me than you
like the coldest winter chill
heaven beside you... hell within
heaven beside you... hell within
and you wish you had it still, heaven inside you
so there's problems in your life
that's fu&ed up, and i'm not blind
i'm just see through faded, super jaded
and out of my mind
like the coldest winter chill
heaven beside you... hell within
and you know you have it still, heaven inside you
so there's problems in your life
that's fu&ed up, but you're not blind
you're just see through faded, overrated
and out of your mind
head creeps
no more time
just one more time
so crazy, beat the strain
too lazy, shake the gray
so, and she willed the rain
so let me be defamed
your redundancy stains
tired of infantile claims
like puppets on a string
untangle you from me
time to call the doggies off
tired of the shadowin'
slide me to the side again
slapped in the face again
no more time
just one more time
your redundancy stains
tired of infantile claims
like puppets on a string
untangle you from me
so crazy, beat the strain
too lazy, shake the gray
so, and she willed the rain
so let me be defamed
time to call the doggies off
tired of the shadowin'
slide me to the side again
slapped in the face again
one day my plane leaves
some way my head creeps
some day my head leads
some way my head creeps
no more time
just one more time
empty room sets the scene
pick at me slow, pain fiend
suck me through barbed screen
anger becomes our queen
tongue whipping forked black
how long until you crack
surprised and set back
lackeys' loose talk for fact
time to call the doggies off
tired of the shadowin'
slide me to the side again
slapped in the face again
one day my plane leaves
some way my head creeps
some day my head leads
some way my head creeps
creeps
no more time
just one more time
so crazy feel the hate
yeah, i've got years to wait
i know it's not too late
lending clean hands of fate
rise from the dirt i'm in
hide in another's skin
stick black dress doll with pin
your mouth takes on my grin
so crazy
again
hey, let them do it again, yeah
hey, you said you were my friend
hey, turn me upside down, oh
hey, feelin' so down
hey, hey...hey...hey...
you made a fool of me again
again
hey, i know i made the same mistake, yeah
i, i won't do it again, no
why, why you slap me in the face, oww
i, i didn't say it was ok, no
no, no...
you died a little part of me again
again
hey, you had time to think it out, yeah
hey, your weak will won't help her heal her heart
hey, i'll bet it really eats you up
extending part of me again
again
shame in you
when i waken, and i'm achin', time for sleepin, yeah
when i'm sayin time to go and, i've been hurtin, yeah
when i'm layin, i'm still tryin, concentrating on dyin', yeah
you're right as rain, but you're all to blame
agreed my crime's the same
my sins i'll claim, give you back shed pain
go find a place for own shame
so you can deal with this thing unreal
no one made you feel any hurt, yeah
body's movin, only provin, no one needs to move
still believin, yet mistaken, all god's children, yeah
and i must say, i was stupid, selfishly she consumed, yeah
and you must change patterns all we trained
or n'er regain peace you seek
now you hear me, for the things i see
yeah, i believe in inner peace, yeah
throw out, blow up, hold in
show fine, no signs, grow blind
god am
"sure god's all powerful, but does he have lips? whoa..."
dear god, how have you been then?
i'm not fine, fu& pretending
all of this death your sending
best throw some free heart mending
invite you in my heart, then
when done, my sins forgiven?
this god of mine relaxes
world dies i still pay taxes
can i be as my god am
can you be as god am
god of all my god am
so lord, i see you grinnin
must be grand always winning
how proud are you being able
to gather faith from fable
can i be as my god am
can you be as god am
god of all my god am
all the respect i'm giving
shared strength acquired by living
all blooming life you're feeding
can't hide sick ones you're weeding
can i be as my god am
can you be as god am
god of all my god am
so close
"i'm serious, there's big money going on"
"big big money!"
why are here again?
it's the same old sit down roll around chewed up pen
nothin thrilling me too much, yeah
yeah, so close now
man i nearly snapped my twig
then again i nearly snapped a few of you
so i hear you think highly now
yeah, so close now
why?
nothin' song
began this take at 7:38
head hit the board, enough that it aches
wonder should i be working so late
well the nothin song sticks to your mouth
like peanut butter on the brain
nothin ever stays the same
nothin, yeah nothin, nothin, nothin
went outside to give all a break
wearing cowhide, steak on a skate
back inside, sam throw away your cake
went outside to give all a break
wearing cowhide, steak on a skate
back inside, sam throw away your cake
well the nothin song sticks to your mouth
like peanut butter on the brain
nothin ever stays the same
nothin, yeah nothin, nothin, nothin
gotta finish so i can awake
feed the cat as she spreads all the waste
snap her neck or trade in for new make
gotta finish so i can awake
feed the cat as she spreads all the waste
snap her neck or trade in for new make
well the nothin song sticks to your mouth
like peanut butter on the brain
nothin ever stays the same
well the nothin song sticks to your mouth
nothin
frogs
what does friend mean to you?
a word so wrongfully abused
are you like me, confused
all included but you
alone...
the sounds of silence often soothe
shapes and colors shift with mood
pupils widen and change their hue
rapid brown avoid clear blue
why's it have to be this way
be this way
flowers watched through wide brown eyes bloom
a child sings an unclaimed tune
innocence spins cold cocoon
grow to see the pain too soon
why's it have to be this way
be this way (5x)
"at 7 am on a tuesday, usual august ...
next week i'll be 28...
i'm still young, it'll be me...
off the wall i scrape... you...
i can't wake, i gotta wake...
to cause this wake, i can't wake no more...
it causes wake, to drown this hate....
to never really stay, never will.....
you take your plate...
put me through hell, live, live...
direct your fate...
you say i can do it so well...
your expiration date...
fate, date, expiration date...
(this was the last time)
hate...
and don't fu& with me again...
my own clean slate...
don't fu& with me again...
makes your eyes dilate...
makes you shake...
irate..."
over now
"good night..."
yeah, it's over now, but i can breathe somehow
when it's all worn out, i'd rather go without
you know its been on my mind
could you stand right there
look me straight in the eye and say
that it's over now
we pay our debt sometime
well it's over now, yet i can see somehow
when its all gone wrong, it's hard to be so strong
you know its been on my mind
could you stand right there
look me straight in the eye and say
that it's over now
we pay our debt sometime
yeah, we pay our debt sometime
guess it's over now, i seem alive somehow
when it's out of sight, just wait and do your time
you know its been on my mind
could i stand right here
look myself in the eye and say
that it's over now
we pay our debt sometime
yeah, we pay our debt sometime
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