biohazard urban discipline state of the world address biohazard retribution why do you lie, why do you cheat why do you try and deceive always twisting around what you say you better change your foolish ways this world does not need always finding new friends to betray payback now why do you lie, why do you cheat why do you try and deceive always twisting around what you say you better change your foolish ways this world does not need always finding new friends to betray payback now gonna get yours what's coming to you gonna get yours, it's the big payback now see what you've done to me you fool, i payback now backstabber, payback now i can't find reason to believe any word you say is true always living surrounded by lies unless it comes from deep within honesty's not for you your actions will end in your demise payback now gonna get yours what's coming to you gonna get yours, it's the big payback now see what you've done to me you fool, i payback now backstabber, payback now i entrusted you and you stabbed me in the back trust is what you earn tell me that respect i lack reason to believe any other word to use for what you've done to me in the end you'll be the one to lose i entrusted you - wrong and you stabbed me in the back trust is wat you earn - fool tell me that respect i lack reason to belive - lies any other word to use for what you've done to me in the end you'll be the one to lose gonna get yours what's coming to you gonna get yours, it's the big payback now see what you've done to me you fool, i payback now backstabber, payback now i can't find reason to believe any word you say is true always living surrounded by lies unless it comes from deep within honesty's not for you your actions will end in your demise payback now gonna get yours what's coming to you gonna get yours, it's the big payback now see what you've done to me you fool, i payback now backstabber, payback now i entrusted you and you stabbed me in the back trust is what you earn tell me that respect i lack reason to believe any other word to use for what you've done to me in the end you'll be the one to lose i entrusted you - wrong and you stabbed me in the back trust is wat you earn - fool tell me that respect i lack reason to belive - lies any other word to use for what you've done to me in the end you'll be the one to lose gonna get yours what's coming to you gonna get yours, it's the big payback now see what you've done to me you fool, i payback now backstabber, payback now victory life, a losing battle existence i abhor lives, condemned by sins of those who lived before distraught, depressed world of confusion victory of death the only solution every day is agony my thoughts are so unclear to face my harsh reality there's no one i endear distraught, depressed world of confusion victory of death the only solution blue blood born at the bottom struggle to find a way you can feel the power it's growing every day fight for a change, can't wait until tomorrow make a difference on this day and al the rest will follow blue blood working cla$ survives don't forget your liberty blue blood working cla$ survived that's how we came to be blue blood working cla$ survives don't forget your liberty chains must be broken if ever to be free blue collar workers screaming "liberty" respect, pride and honor is what we want to see tall proud working cla$ from sea to shining sea seeds are sown, within own, we shall not digress cries of justice can't be suppressed across the land the wheels are now in motion calloussed hands create a just commotion it shouldn't be a working cla$ surpressed we would rise above with strength to contest our homeland will shine to that i will attest with blue collar pride we'll show that america is the best blue blood working cla$ survives don't forget your liberty blue blood working cla$ survived that's how we came to be blue blood working cla$ survives don't forget your liberty the fathers of this nation laid the foundation working man's sweat is what built this nation winds of change rearrange when all is said and done we will forge ahead the battle will be won! working cla$ will rise above, standing tall and proud working cla$ above - blue blood working cla$ will rise above we will not forget working cla$ above - blue blood working cla$ will rise above standing tall and proud working cla$ above - blue blood howard beach total uproar, media explodes inter-racial violence totally unloads those not from the streets speak naivetees urban youth repeat it's just reality howard beach media raging, a battle of tv ratings jacka$ bureaucracy fuels the fire of hating unfortunate happening of a young man's death creating racial tension with every breath howard beach media bull$it next time you put on the tv screen and the man is preaching about $it he's never seen change the channel and ignore the fool get out in the streets then you go to school howard beach wrong side of the tracks gather up the boys to come and take your back we stand all together against the opposed we'll die for our brethren, that we have chose on the wrong - side of the tracks escalation, war in the streets catch one sucker and he gets beat what you see is what you get soft motherfu&ers will soon meet their end on the wrong - side of the tracks and when you're in fu&in' brooklyn you best watch your back ! it took you damn long to hear me sing this song cuz i'm the motherfu&er from the wrong side of the tracks yo! hey i'm from around the way you'd better not stay on the wrong side of the tracks ducking from the 5-0 didn't know where to go never should've stepped on the wrong side of the tracks hey ! yo cuz i'm good to go i gotta get back from the wrong side of the tracks across the tracks no one thakes your back the boys in the gang want to dee me hang well i had my bells rang on the wrong side of the tracks strapped, abroken pact caught in a trap on the wrong side of the tracks wrong or right, i had to fight i ran for daylight to the right side of the tracks a lesson to learn when the tables are turned you might get burned on the wrong side of the tracks across the tracks no one thakes your back justified violence tough times ahead of me tough times behind i fight for my life, i fight till i die i fight to save my mind it's justified violence it burns from within sometimes a man must fight it's not always a sin it's not a sin! justified violence! an innocent victim becomes the pun, hat thriving fools in search of some fun it's not fun to fight ten to one some won't accept it that you won't conform like bees upon honey the animals swarm unjust acts come back to you, i warn justified violence! those who don't fight fair, you'd best beware fight to be yourself do unto others as you'd have done to you a beating was given in an unfair fight, revenge is planned, a posse in the night street justice decides wrong from right for the blood and the honor the sucker will pay, we will show them the meaning of prey today is judgement day justified violence! when you're latying face down and you're part of the ground what comes around goes around justified violence when you're down in the streets get back on your feet defending you're pride for justified violence justified violence! hold my own it looks like the system tries to hold me down but guess what? i ain't fu&ing around you can't deny the pride that i have shown i grind hard and i must hold my own coming from the gutter it's so hard to get ahead taking no one's bull$it and working for my bread the future don't look positive, the rat race holds me down what a struggle keeping two feet on the ground someday i'll have my peace of mind i'll keep fightin', one day i will find a decent life where self-respect is shown until then i must hold my own always under pressure i take things as they come always looking up, look out for number one! my views got you in check, i never back down, i pack a hard punch, and i always stand my ground i - will not back down holding my own, i stand my ground you will not break me my belief is my way can't you see? coming from the gutter it's so hard to get ahead taking no one's bull$it and working for my bread the future don't look positive, the rat race holds me down what a struggle keeping two feet on the ground never back down pain agony - inside my head making me wish - wish that i was dead for all the dues in life that i have paid i've been caught locked in a world of rage i look inside myself, i see a great big blank i look around me and there is no one to thank i think about the crazy $it that i have done this game of life - can it be won? pain pain - feel my agony as it turns into my rage in life full of anguish can't you see i live in hell - becomes misery metamorphasizing hate i contemplate my demise can't you feel my pain? searching for a better way in a world with it's eyes closed hold your head up high (2x) pain - feel my agony as it turns into my rage in life full of anguish can't you see i live in hell - becomes misery metamorphasizing hate i contemplate my demise can't you feel my pain? panic attack which way to turn, is there any way out? inside my mind i scream and shout terrible anguish, what's happening to me? somebody please set my soul free dug induced or maybe insane what the fu& is wrong with my brain? only grows stronger, pain it grows bigger somebody please pull the damn trigger anxiety, the panic attack any way for me to get back heart is racing, mind is a blur cold sweat, palpitations occur discontent with life get this monkey of my back anxiety, the panic attack someone to talk or maybe a friend only draws nearer the ominous end heart racing faster, just might explode it's all in my head, that's what i'm told consummate professional curing my ills, stop wasting my time with those dumb little pills who can i cry to? i turn here and there tears on my pillow, i rip out my hair lost count of the girls still i'm not sane or content with this world discontent with life survival of the fittest only the strong survive living all these days for myself, not you mind your own business i do what i do all of you who like to preach all day now hear what i have to say the smell of leather makes me high i feel good inside when you cry nor remorse is felt when you sigh because skin keeps me warm and dry only the strong survive to wear my boots, i'll take a hide to feed my face, i'll kill with pride in this world of survival those with strength will have no rival i'll smile as i drive down the street sitting in my car with plush leather seats survival of the fittest and that is the beat and i eat all of the meat don't get me wrong i come from the streets i'll tell you now it's strong over weak you slow - you blow and you will meet your defeat now you will understand only the strong survive you will understand now there & back i've just returned from a long round trip many tales i have to tell now i don't get high so you think i'm not hip but i've seen the gates of hell how can a youth rise above all the $it when surrounded by such lousy influence? he clutched the pipe, took his last hit and nobody's heard from him since in this world of confusion drugs were my solution the pain was breaking my heart i shut out my reality nearing my fatality found myself falling apart miserable, horrible, life such an obstacle making my own matters worse to end up dead in a dark alleyway or to ride in the back of a hearse to die for a cause like pride or respect or honor would make you quite worthy a pitiful waste to live in the sewer and die before you reach thirty in this world of confusion drugs were my solution the pain was breaking my heart i shut out my reality nearing my fatality found myself falling apart cop a bag as a crutch copping out, lose so much hangin' out, dippin' butts lost my mind smoking dust there and back back in the days i was living a lie too cool to show my feelings too cool to cry lost in a fog and unsure of my friends with a one way ticket headed straight for the end as the flames burnt the rope and my spirit cut loose i found my self wrapped in an emotional noose i said to myself continue no longer today i face the world with a mind that is stronger spent my time gettin' nice i crapped out rolling dice look at me and my scars now i live pure and hard there and back scarred for life scarred for life memory, for all eternity there forever of how it used to be scarred for life, try to forget the past and if you hold your head up high the sweet pain won't last i can't seem to rid this memory from my head it's gonna rip and dig into my brain until i'm dead the pain and anguish just won't go away i'm frightened to believe in god who i just might betray scarred for life stigmitazed, you will realize that this fu&ed up world sees through shaded eyes through my scars, every victim has cried "time will heal all of your wounds" who ever told me that died i can't seem to rid this memory from my head scarred for life it's gonna rip and dig into my brain until i'm dead scarred for life the pain and anguish just won't go away scarred for life i'm frightened to believe in god who i just might betray scarred for life urban discipline chamber spins three it's a motherfu&in' homicide, just deserts a shotgun pointed right where it hurts from the inside, the ones you can trust you got connected to a serious bust you thought you were a hustler, a boy that was rude but now you're in the dirt, can of underground wormfood stupid motherfu&er, you thought you would last well took the wrong path, now your name is in the past another fu&in' lowlife connected to the first a crooked cop on the take, nothing could be worse twenty one gun salute, the widow lays the wreath the whole police department covered up he was a thief yeah the city's finest, caught in deepest $it never thought the day would come, bang, a fu&in' hit you call yourself the finest in the city, huh ! for scum like you, i have no fu&ing pity pushing and scamming, distribute all your poison you call yourself a man, well you're nothing but a boy son a real man works hard, starves to climb the ropes not killing for money, on the corner selling dope money isn't everything, i guess it was to you did you control your own life or greed controlled you for the lives that you destroyed, so morally depraved for the people you left grieving, i spit on your grave so it seems, this is the system, and i'm sorry to say dealers pay the cops to turn and look the other way on both sides of the law, justice has been done not by a judge and jury but by the trigger of a gun everybody scratches and tries to get ahead you took the easy way, it is easy being dead the chamber spins three, grab the trigger then you pull it the game is called roulette and you just won the bullet the chamber spins three... punishment i question not me, it only happens to others i can't deny reality as lite gets smothered if the lines can be read between maybe you can tell me then what it all means cause he who paints the big picture runs the whole scene locked down, i gotta get it out impending doom, a cloud above my head why me ? my faith has been devout blasphemous ? am i better off dead ? punishment, for all my sins a burning thought inside my mind has me full of pity for all of human kind as we move forth, we fall further behind fear of death, will my life go on ? controlled fate ? on the corner rolling dice punishment, but i've done nothing wrong in my eyes, who really pays the price my lament, for the human race guilty, punishment for all my sins dread the day that brings the truth punishment for what i've done sentence me for all my sins bound in fear for what i've got though not much it seems a lot life is death and no one wins bustin' my a$, another day another dollar, as i kneel down and i confess to the father that i'm suffering a burning question of the truth, whether or not to pull the trigger or to jump right off the roof, 'cause i did things normal and just like all my friends but now i'm positive and life it all ends punishment, for all my sins, i repent in reality, we all must face the fact that the majority of the people are out there smoking crack, getting doped up, shooting that $it into their veins, the question must be asked if we have any brains left, or right or wrong in this song, a question we all ask and must answer before long, 'cause no one is safe in this world, what's the deal, the sentence is death and to what court do i appeal ? punishment, for all my sins, i repent punishment shades of gray i make now a stand for belief that i'm steadfast in hating all of the bull$it you give me about my future, present and past who are you to infringe your values upon me, i've learned the hard way stepping on my toes, you've put my back to the wall, my back to the wall i've been told a thousand times to give respect when due why do you find it so hard to believe i've got none for you it's my heart and my mind that i'll always follow, i will not break nor will my balls, although that i've seen that you've tried before why are people fake ? maybe you're older, wiser in your own right, it's your mistake i'm gonna do my own thing regardless, my choice to make i am real, in touch with my feelings, and i know my place you have shown, on the other hand, both sides of your face i see the world in a different light things no always black and white through all these years still, to this day my hardened eyes see only shades of grey i would never try and tell you what was right from wrong maybe that's why you feel that i don't belong always put me down for things i've said and done can't you see it's a war that can't be won a war that can't be won living in your world seems so clear on concise shutting out reality makes everything so nice paint a pretty picture black and white everyday see my tattered canva$ bleeding shades of grey business i'm fed up, i'va had it up to here tell me what is good for me and my career fu& you and your selfish advice you've never been loyal to the same things twice in your sheltered little lives, you don't know the scene doing as you're told, puppets of the big machine changing faces, revolving door hypocrisy who do you work for now, yeah, i see music's for you and me not the fu&ing industry you fu&ing tell us what is cool you see we come from different schools you got no crowd but you got a big push kissing a$es till your pride turns inti mush you might change your style for the record company fingers down your throat, you heave your integrity you're weak, give it up, throw the towel and the flag in and get your pu$y a$ off the motherfu&in' bandwagon never for a minute were you real in the first place so far up someone's a$ you got $it on your face music's for you and me not the fu&ing industry you fu&ing tell us what is cool you see we come from different schools to us it matters what you say not the fu&ing games you play you're full of $it, it's plain to see the whole damn fu&ing industry if you think for a minute this song's about you step the fu& back, cuz it's probably true the message in the music is the reason that we're in this that's what matters to us, not business music is for you and me, not the fu&ing industry try to tell us what is cool, we come from different schools it only matters what you say, not the fu&in' games you play full of $it, it's plain to see, the whole damn fu&in' industry black and white and red all over fascism, the epitome of ignorance listen up, i'll give you a for instance people go hating for the color of skin won't they learn they'll never win play into the hands of the media vultures we must learn to unite our cultures violence constantly tears us apart show the world that we've got heart blood is spilled on black and white different colors, why do we fight face the facts, stone cold sober black and white and red all over thousands die and kill each other someone rapes and stabs their mother i think it's sick to count the death toll on and on the media rolls drive by shootings, homicide nobody cares about the mother who cried a family's grief stepped on by ratings understand why i keep hating it makes no sense for us to be pawns in the chess game that the media plays if the streets are where you run there you die, why ? find yourself a way out black and white and red all over ruling out the positive and any hope for peace this will only kill the moral, paper sales increase this $it has got to cease black and white and red all over believe half of what you read and half of wath you see put two and two together and you'll have reality can't you see my reality ? turn on the tv and what do i see killing, murder and blasphemy rape, arson, robberies people die of incurable disease crashes, bashes, people on crack scandal, war and heart attack always strife in the middle fu&ing east if war sell papers why don't peace man with a promise a man with a promise smashes down my door he sees a future with me, he's gonna give me more "give all your trust, i'm sure you won't regret just sign the dotted lind, and i'll do so the rest" he says i can't make it alone, not without him but i've always been on my own, he doesn't know who i am and now i'm starting to see just what you are to me you feed off the art that i bleed you're a man with a promise but you ain't $it to me a man broke his promise and he wants reparations he sold me up the river, caused me grief and frustration i gave him all my trust and got stabbed in the back a lucky motherfu&er that he hasn't yet been whacked you ain't no fu&in' artist, spend your life exploiting others try all you want, you can't break me or my brothers a business man vulture, no honor, no cla$ take your money and your lawyers and shove'em up your a$ you feed off the art that i bleed numbers to you is just pain to me now the tables are turned can't you see motherfu&er that you'vre been burned your a man with a promise but you ain't $it to me you ain't $it to me disease i found a way out, a solution inside from the things that are bothering me it's been too long since i felt this way from your sad life i broke free don't ever think that you ripped me apart and walked away with a piece cause you can not penetrate my cold heart and fill it with your disease i wonder now how i lived before deaf, dumb, dead and blind i moved my life forward and i'm never goin' back and i've left you far behind there's a lot of things that i've now realized from the way that you treated me it's bull$it and it's hatred you epitomized you were blessed to have been with me you filled my life with your disease i'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees disease is flowing through my veins i'd rather die right now than live in pain looking around at the past and the present things are so much better now your misery wanted my company but you can't keep a good man down whatever made me want to be with you is something i can't understand cuz if i never saw your fu&ing face again i'd die a happy man urban discipline growing up i've seen a lot of $it in my time i've seen hunger, hunger, pleasure, pain, violence and crime i have learned from the mistakes of my friends that have died and from those who have gone down in life that just never tried life is just too short i realize that now i'm gonna get my $it together and i try to make it some how cause one thing that i have learned is that you only live once so now i'll take life by the balls and squeeze until they crunch knowledge of the streets, a valuable tool type of education you can't get in school many hard times, losing friends, getting burned nobody to teach me, i just learned a man like clay molded by his surroundings he starts to take shape of the beating and the pounding a$embly line that i've been through a hard motherfu&er with a bad attitude maybe its just the times we live in maybe its just urban discipline the way of urban life are not as they seem standing up and fighting is what living here means in order to survive you've fot to earn your respect the only lessons that you learn are from things that you regret brooklyn, bronx, manhattan, staten island and queens standing up and fighting is what living here means in order to survive you've fot to earn your respect the only lessons that you learn are from things that you regret loss not even for a second when he woke up did he ask if today was gonna be his last a average day in th middle of a life terminated by a sharp knife killing, spilling the liquid blood as his boyz found him lying face down in the mud you might say this song is in poor taste but i must discuss the waste of lives of friends that i have lost who pays the price, who pays the cost can't cry, just anger till the end it burns inside to lodse a friend walking thin lines, anything to cop a dime labelled habitual, a loser three times just fu&in' around, knuckles bloody to the bone whatever, the future's unknown unless you believe in predestination of fate the letter read termination it was fu&ed up i couldn't make out his face through the blood, what a fu&ing waste my friend was there until the end (my friend) can never be replaced the pain that i taste (it's over) what a fu&ing waste cold blooded murder, suicide, another body laid to rest untimely demise, homicide, my faith is put to the test is therea god, sometimes i just can't believe my friend who is dead was shot and then robbed something quite hard to conceive people dying everyday there's got to be a better way the losses blow my mind away, the stain of blood will always stay like the memory of a friend who stood with me until the end the losses blow my mind away, the stain of blood will always stay it's not for me that i grieve, but for the families left berieved i question whether life is fair, i wonder if i even care we think we know what life is worth until they lower us beneath the earth mother crying, forever hurt, my face like stone i shovel dirt wrong side of the tracks you're a fish out of water on the wrong side of the tracks gather up the boys to come and take your back we stand all together against the opposed we'll die for our brethren, that we have chose on the wrong - side of the tracks escalation, war in the streets catch one sucker and he gets beat what you see is what you get soft motherfu&ers will soon meet their end and when you're in fu&in' brooklyn you best watch your back ! it took you damn long to hear me sing this song cuz i'm the motherfu&er from the wrong side of the tracks yo ! hey i'm from around the way you'd better not stay on the wrong side of the tracks ducking from the 5-0 didn't know where to go never should've stepped on the wrong side of the tracks hey ! yo cuz i'm good to go i gotta get back from the wrong side of the tracks across the tracks no one takes your back the boys in the gang want to dee me hang well i had my bells rang on the wrong side of the tracks strapped, abroken pact caught in a trap on the wrong side of the tracks wrong or right, i had to fight i ran for daylight to the right side of the tracks a lesson to learn when the tables are turned you might get burned on the wrong side of the tracks mistaken identity looking through these bars and wondering why i'm here accused of a crime i did not commit and the police make nothing clear stripped of my rights by the words of another locked in a cell with my victimized brothers in this country, the land of the free i'm an innocent man arrested guilty i stand accused, innocent of the crime not yet been sentenced but i'm already doing time mistaken identity ..handcuffed face down ..my freedom gagged and bound surrounded by convicted felons, locked down in this cell what did i ever do to earn this living hell busted by cops in need of a collar eating donuts four to twelve to earn their dollar in this country, the land of the free i am an innocent man arrested guilty the criminal justice system plagued with dishonesty they should judge themselves instead of crucifying me a pu$y power trip to throw me in the joint i feel sorry for you because you're nissing the point you picked the wrong motherfu&er and followed it through let the hammer of injustice fall on you you have the right to remain silent was bull$it the he said put your hands where i can see them make one move and you're dead to fill a quota and treat my life like a number or a statistic make once innocent youth outraged angry and ballistic we're only gonna die (from our own arrogance) early man walked away as modern man took control their minds weren't quite the same, to conquer was his goal so he built his great empire and slaughtered his own kind then he died a confused man, killed himself with his own mind we're only gonna die from our own arrogance tears of blood i sit and pick my brain each night with an axe in my hand held tight bite my nose to spite my face killing myself, i can't escape the rat race wallowing in neck-deep misery quicksand dissent, pressure free deepest wounds are self inflicted should i hope to be vindicted always alone, society's abortion self mutilation, the daily portion resentful past breeds hopeful future with tears of blood, i remove the sutures dying inside, emotions they hide irreperable damage from the tears the i've cried i climb from the sewer, the years that i have spent self mutilation or my environment tears of blood tears of blood i cry i die deny myself for fear of being is it over now, has my heart stopped beating lying here just self defeating my mind is empty, it won't stop bleeding twisted anger screams my brain over the edge, i hang in pain mouth locked shut my mind won't swallow with tears of blood, alone i wallow no one to blame except myself what you call masochism i call wealth maybe its just a matter of pride too sweet to end with suicide peel the scab, pour salt in the wound torturing myself, i'm forever doomed looking east and west each and every moon a peaceful rest comes someday soon no one to blame except myself what you call masochism i call wealth is death life and do we live in hell ? state of the world address state of the world address just look at the state we're in people at odds there's nuclear fission mad beef with technology $it ain't right, not like it used to be we pollute the air we breathe and the water that we drink modern tempers rage and seethe why don't we stop and think at the current rate we're sealing our fate it's much too late for a world based on hate we've entered the time of quarrel human beings can't coexist no more respect for morals our values have been dismissed it starts in vicious circles and then it filters down from governments to local gangs confrontation all around state of panic we hang by a thread the earth will be safe when we're all dead call me pessimistic, the gla$ is empty after the blast a new society fear spawns greed and see what it brings a world where no one enjoys the small things happiness comes from these and within but we will never find it if we're boiling in sin down for life if you were to ask for a favor there is no such thing, just natural behavior you see we're family inside to say we're down with you, yo we say it with pride because to us you're real people never talkin' down, always as an equal we're brothers of blood, we share the knife and now we'll see, who is down for life but you front and leave us in doubt we know who you are and what you're all about not sharing mutual respect and having to worry about stickin' out our necks instead of crying about the loss we're thankful for those who are down for the cause we live our lives full of rage keepin' ourselves down, mentality of the stone age negative emotions project zero worryin' and hating, you'll never be a hero reach around our back and pull out the knife and knowing exactly who's down for life what makes us tick what makes us tick are we mentally sick feeling inside that drive us like pride or emotional scars from our friends that have died and make us build walls so incredible high they exceed the ceiling from the terrified feelings which we often repress and end up depressed some vent it as rage, it's the fashion these days in a twisted society, we drown in anxiety has push come to shove, have we killed the dove are we caught in a fit, what makes us tick has man gone insane, are we feeling the strain we must dig and must pick at what makes us tick has push come to shove, have we killed the dove are we caught in the thick as to what makes us tick can you feel the pain that i feel no so let me tell you about what is real go the pain inside, it kills me, i cry so what is it that makes us tick can you hear the cries that i cry why leave me alone, i'm ready to die die for me i lie to myself just what is it that makes us tick tales from the hard side your cards were dealt when you drove through the night as a man in dark clothes came into your sight the barrel tapped the gla$ you reached the window lock get the fu& out the car and leave it in the crosswalk he climbed into your seat and dropped a vial of crack pissin' down your leg, you're a victim of carjack feel the cold steel as i pull the hammer back bang! you're fu&in' dead 'cause it's like that society, pushed him down and out soul provider what's it all about religion, faith can we do without social pressure we're too strung out another bad hand the cards have been dealt kid of fourteen, high aspirations held to get ahead and run $it with his powerful will told by his role model, you're old enough to kill see my ride, my bi%es and my loot if ya wanna survive be prepared to shoot stay hard like me, you're bound to do well a waste of precious life, twenty five and an l i'll put a bullet in your head for the colour of your skin this is my neighborhood who the fu& let you in i'll stick with mine stay with your own kind the virus of hate infects the ignorant mind how it is look into the yes of a madman you can see it in his face, he's a weak and sad man staring straight ahead, his eyes set like stone with a nine millimeter co&ed at your dome no way out, it's too late 'cause you're already in it so what'cha gonna do you'll be dead in a minute thinking slow will get you nowhere fast a young life terminated with one short blast you live like that, you die like this that's how it is livin' with regret is no way to live that's how it is you're dead too soon if the bullet don't miss that's how it is kid how it is that's what you get for living like this with a bullet in your head - you're dead, you can't miss ain't no time ..for regret when you're body is in a bag ..to change your mind when your head begins to sag should've known better, ain't working for you now maybe if you'd know better you'd be here somehow so change your ways before you ways change you with a hole in your head that you can see through you're looking up and you're looking down shot's are rippin' out from all around you're crying out for help but it can't be found the voice of regret is the only sound you play the game and you pay the price for hustlin' in the gutter with the motherfu&in' street lice you're runnin' and gunnin' and whatever else goes and you're goin' with your crew whichever way the wind blows "cause you got their back and they got yours and you live for yourself and you make your own laws but sooner or later what goes around comes around you wind up dead and buried in hard, cold ground remember here's a dedication to the men and women who've served in vietnam from our generation to you and your family... respect is long overdue memories of blood, red, white, blue orange skies at night, southeast asia knew you were called to serve and you did it well for us you've made a round-trip through hell wars within wars, within wars to survive you made your own laws every day and night to stay alive you kept your head down and your powder dry memories of families it's god i've known take me home now you live asking god why he didn't take you when your brothers all died explosions shake the dreams in your head at night in bed don't wake him up or you'll end up dead try to understand his pain he still sees blood stains that remain in his heart and mind, try to numb the pain people think they understand sat watching tv back on quiet land they spit on you now we'll spit back for you our hearts, our voice, gift of our hands what can they do for you and those who served and died, we pay respect to the families who still cry your kids are now full grown with the love and pride you should have known back when your country brought you home still now you fight the tears and face your fears each day but the horrors of fact won't go away for 2300 mia's or pow's to this day we remember and pray for you five blocks to the subway walkin' five blocks every day to earn my keep it ain't easy when you're walkin' on these streets runnin' on a tightrope it's a real thin line thinkin' that you might die this time some things will never change, a street education so close yet so far, just a block from the station standin' on the corner, i might get taken out five blocks to the subway, just five blocks away i can do that any day there's a local wise guy he owns the whole damn block it's easy doin' business when you're payin' off the cops makin' money pushin' drugs wouldn't stop if he could killin' kids in his own damn neighborhood watch out for muggers and the pickpockets beware you get to play these games when you pay transit fare trials and tribulations, a journey made each day this is my reality,the hardest game to play standin' on the platform and i'm waiting for the train good thing i'm underground, now it's startin' to rain always stand alone, hold the wall up with my back or else you might get pushed on to the tracks each day each day i have another choice too to try and make things right i awake from the nightmare another day closer to the grave with a personal affair and my fright is in moderation it just might be the death of me i am aware i'm not worried about tomorrow don't give a fu& about yesterday to get through this day of sorrow i must face what comes my way (each day) each day i need some kind of release to pull the trigger on my soul and breathe through the bullet hole i need some peace before i am deceased i want to see my world in its negative state became a positive place my unleashing all the hate within i'm not worried about tomorrow don't give a fu& about yesterday to get through this day of sorrow i must face what comes my way (each day) failed territory inner city strugglin', motherfu&in' rat race condemned pressure cooker, that explodes in your face another neighborhood gets destroyed by the drug deal staking a claim on an estate that is real pay the mob's price for your own protection half a wise guy makes the wrong connections flooding our streets with your wanna be bull$it who whacks who, don't matter who gets hit the space between the death of our friends is so close this month it was neglect, our boy died of an overdose last month a gunshot, a typical story that's just the way it goes in a failed territory no hope, just dope, and your chances are slim to grow up and get out 'cause you're already in the vacuum of the street so powerful sucking you in it drains your mind by the hour fool still smoking dippers our friends are all dusted slave to a bottle of juice, fu&ing disgusted can't you see the neighborhood's black hole and the odds are that we'll never grow old young guns scam running on a get ahead quick tip with your pretty a$ crimes, you're on a blind road trip day to day death, wish we all carry inside welcome to your suicide so you call yourself a part of the avenue crew living here doesn't offer much else to do but get into beef and take each other's back kid of eighteen, broke his skull with a bat always changing with the trends like a fu&ing chameleon live for yourself 'cause you're one in a million a rebel 'cause you weren't born into wealth but the only thing holding you down is yourself on the road we get phone calls breaking our hearts when they find someone we love in the trunk of a car nothing you can do. just another sad story wake up, break out an epitaph from your own self doubt lack there of lack of trust, all alone lookin' down at the bottom of a hole i've no trust, bare my soul are we alone or do we have friends or are we just searchin' for a means to an end what up, peace out, my boys and all that but as soon as we leave they talk behind our backs low selfimage of the way things are either way we lose and we can never go far 'cause always we'll wonder as to just what's the deal it just depends on what you feel is real perception is everything inside our brains with much bigger problems, no time for games of people acting down but it's just a facade can't say it to my face, isn't that odd just what exactly does trust mean is it about being down with the scene or is it about following your own true heart and being true to your friends to the end from the start just what is wealth it's just how you view it it's not having to wonder whether or not you might lose it it can't be about material gain if you're drowning alone neck deep in pain to trust and lay your soul on the line may not be the nature of most humankind lookin' over your shoulder is no way to go so stick with true friends and do without the doubt pride you don't care about self doubt coming out from inside out knock you down, across town all around the underground shooting and disputing you're always persecuting with your attitude and fu&ed up views tattooed, rude and crude denying, glorifying your way of life while crucifying close your eyes for the ride while you glorify your false pride in any case you're blue in the face 'cause you lost your place in the human race that pushed you to do what you do so fu& you and your point of view i used to doubt myself because i lived without what i needed inside my pride, comes from inside nothing to hide enough tears cried my pride won't be denied moan and groan and chew the bone about the zone you call your own grow your own backbone hold your own and stand alone why pretend and be content with all the hate you hold innate pull your weight, it ain't too late to recreate your inner state discontent with time ill spent time has come and time has went now you vent while you torment why resent ? misrepresent the scene between the lean and mean serene, extreme, the american dream live alive revive and thrive on life deprived as i survive i'm fu&in' pissed off i used to be so angry i'd disagree with anything that went against inside me but things have changed i've rearranged in exchange for all the pain i kept inside and tried to hide denied and lied, but kept my pride by my side in good supply all the while, hostile and senile, i never smiled at anyone but now i'm done a battle won for number one so look and see and you'll agree i live life free, i now know me i am a man who knows he can i know i can, i take my stand human animal the monster of hate overcomes rational thought fast fuse burning the lessons i've been taught it's just too late to remember who i am the things that i believe in and the way that i stand about peace, harmony, respect for fellow man all that $it just got thrown against the fan in my violent rage, they say that i am a criminal there ain't no labels within the human animal i am an animal the human animal a human animal in this world of bigotry and pain the violence spreads and terror reigns the opinions in our minds replace our souls as the human animal takes control the path of self-destruction has brought me to this point as modern day society cracks arthritic joints no mercy is shown, it's hitting all my weak spots i never had a gun, but now i wanna hear gun shots i sleep not for fear, i get no rest twisted in a sense, 'cause my button has been pressed how many ways have you shown me that you hate me and then you wonder why what have you done to me lately i am an animal the human animal a human animal in this world of bigotry and pain the violence spreads and terror reigns the opinions in our minds replace our souls as the human animal takes control tension building, i'm being pushed too far i need a release, take the lid of this jar my voice seems useless in this situation time to take action, release frustration everyone has limits, only so much you can take antagonizing pressure is the icing on the cake physical abuse, induced or subliminal open the door, unleash the human animal everyone has limits, only so much you can take antagonizing pressure is the icing on the cake physical abuse, induced or subliminal open the door, unleash the human animal the human animal i am an animal a human animal flashes of red my vision of distortion like a virus, it spreads, giving each his portion contagious psychopath, the vibe is in synch movin' like a pack, we're back to basic instincts wild at heart, now we show our true colors in the path of desperation, we forget about our brothers who would die for us, now, we die for no man deranged from the instance, violence came too hard instinctual behavior in the given situation leaves us with no call for rationalization cornered sometimes i feel it's a waste of time to listen to your shouting a wordless pantomime can't you see it falls on deaf ears filling me up with your point of view your opinions are your own, i got mine too what i think don't mean nothing to you when the $it hits the fan and you're forced by the man who holds the key to our promised land don't misunderstand what's in the man's hand 'cause it's all been laid out in the new world plan makin' me feel like a laboratory rat without a mind of its own - diseased and fat i can't let my life go out like that 'cause i'm an extra skeptic, a true eclectic i find it hard to trust all the people we've elected take a look around, do you feel protected like garbage in a dump our lives have been rejected a blind man leading the not so blind creating false truth to fill our minds to listen to yourself would be a crime it all comes back to you some time like it or not, they got a number on me i will not break for your demands rabid, defensive, in the corner i stand caught in a trap, the bait was free like it or not, they got a number on me i can't trust anyone, they're all out to get me gonna run until i can't run from the laws that ruin me faster and harder so god help me flee from the lies that we're free and the powers that be that push the rich forward between you and me but agree to agree with no guarantee of something to live for i'll die if need be i stand up for all as i fight to be free love denied a child is told from day number one he's a worthless piece of $it, bad and dumb generations pa$ down low self self esteem we're molded by things we've heard and seen or punched in the mouth for being unsure or locked behind the closet door we learn what we live, we live what we learn abuse of innocence to evil we turn can anybody hear their cries can anybody tell them why you gotta read between the lies people die when love is denied one of many lessons i learned to be like you ain't gonna live like you you made me what i am today so close to you, yet so far away the pain you lived with made you ill an empty hole with nothing to fill i forgive and love you forever still a waste of time, a waste of life livin' on the edge of a sharp fu&un' knife i can't blame you for never being around i know you never meant to hurt and bring me down look in their eyes to hear their cries and you will see all their pain lying dormant inside now realize as time pa$es by that people die when love is denied
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