Ruined Part 2
She was still beating herself up, days after what had happened in
House's office. Cameron had been going through it all repeatedly over
the weekend, and now she was back in the conference room. She wanted
to kick herself, for acting like a fool and for not being as
confident as she usually was. How had she come from asking him about
his feelings, all the way to shrinking away from any kind of
confrontation with him? She hated this anxiety.
So then why did she want to do it all over again every time she saw
him?
Cameron sighed and leaned forward onto the counter, watching the
coffee maker do its job.
"Ok, obviously you don't know what you're talking about." Foreman's
annoyed voice caught her ear.
Cameron looked over her shoulder. Foreman and Chase were sitting at
the table, arguing about something. There were sports magazines in
front of the both of them.
"Cameron, what do you think?" Foreman asked, as if she had any
knowledge of sports.
She smiled and was about to say she didn't know.
"Nobody cares." House interrupted, limping across the room, right for
Cameron.
Coming right up to her, studying her face, he held out his hand. She
looked up at him for only a moment, then handed him a filled coffee
mug.
"Chase," House turned away from Cameron, walking away and leaning his
arm onto the whiteboard. "You haven't done clinic duty in a while.
You're taking my place today."
Chase's eyebrows went up. "What are you doing that's so important?"
"Some official doctor business. Something you would know nothing
about." He motioned towards the door. "Cuddy's waiting."
Chase grumbled to himself and left.
House turned to Foreman and started so speak, but Foreman's pager
went off. Foreman pulled the pager out of his pocket and checked it.
"Wilson." He said, and then left.
House looked at Cameron, leaning on his cane. "Well that was
convenient!"
She didn't say anything, just crossed her arms in front of herself.
"C'mon, if either of us should be afraid of the other biting, then
apparently I should be afraid of you."
Her face flushed and she put her hand up to her cheek. When she
looked up, he was limping away to the door of his office. He turned
back for a second and nodded for her to follow him.
'Great. I'm fired.' Cameron thought, throwing her hands up and
dragging herself into House's office. Cautiously, she poked her head
through the door to see him sitting behind his desk, tossing his
oversized tennis ball from hand to hand. She swallowed her pride - or
fear, or whatever it was burrowing inside her chest - and stepped
forward into his office.
"Dr. Cameron," he began, setting the ball down in its usual place.
But then he just sat and waited, watching her shuffle uncomfortable
in front of him.
After a minute, she couldn't stay silent any more. "Dr. House, about
the other night -"
"Ahh, the other night," he interrupted. House pulled himself out of
his chair and went to the metal box that had been his 'secret' spot
for his vicodin. Pulling his prescription bottle out and dry
swallowing a pill, he kept his back to her.
'It's like he wants me to be uncomfortable,' Cameron thought, then
rolled her eyes at herself. 'No surprise there.'
He turned towards her, keeping his distance for now. "Hormones get
the better of you?" He asked, his interest as high as his eyebrows
suddenly were on his forehead.
"I..." She began, her words disappearing from thought.
"You, you, you." House rolled his eyes, coming closer to her. He was
soon close enough that she could smell his cologne; musty and sweet.
"It's always about what you want." Then looking down at her, his
voice lowered. He was still gruff and demanding but there was
something in his eyes that she hadn't really seen before. "What about
what I want?"
Startled by the question, her head snapped back, letting her see what
was going on. "Dr. House..."
"What? You can jump me in my office, but I have to stay away?" He
scoffed quietly to the side and turned back to her. He was silent for
a moment, then continued to tease her. "Waiting for that unbridled
abandon to catch up to you again?" He stepped forward and put his
hands on her, one on her back and one on the side of her neck. "Do I
have to wait?"
Cameron looked into his eyes. "No, you don't." She said slowly, then
smiled.
"Good. I hate waiting." He leaned down and kissed her hard, because
really there was nothing gentle about him.
Her hands went to his shoulders, holding onto his jacket, her knees
were feeling weak. He backed her over to the wall, her legs bumping
into the low bookcase that sat below the x-ray light that hung on the
wall.
This time when Cameron started working the buttons of House's shirt,
he didn't stop her. He swept his hand behind her, brushing the papers
on top of the bookcase onto the floor.
Cameron held back a giggle when House put his hands on her bottom and
lifted her up and sat her down on the book case. Settling himself
between her legs, he leaned down and kissed her again, deeper and
more passionate than before.
She'd gotten his shirt unbuttoned and when her hand brushed against
the front of his jeans, she could tell her was extremely aroused. She
turned her hand and grabbed him through his jeans. A growl came from
deep in his throat, putting his hand behind her head and slipping his
tongue into her mouth.
Fireworks went off in her chest and her abdomen; just from his touch.
She could feel her want for him running all the way through her from
the top of her head to the tips of her toes. Not caring that they
were surrounded by glass walls - not to mention it was only about
9:45 in the morning - Cameron tugged impatiently at the snap and
zipper of his jeans.
As his pants dropped to the floor, his hands went under her skirt,
running up her legs and stopping at her hips. The feeling of House
pulling off her thong made her want to moan, but she stopped herself
by biting her lip. Her heels had fallen onto the floor and he easily
pulled her thong past her ankles and threw it in the corner where no
one would see it if they were interrupted.
She began to drag down his boxers, running her fingers through his
bristly hair there, then down to trace along the length of him. His
head leaned back for a moment, then he grabbed her by the ass and
roughly pulled her against him.
"Are you sure..." Cameron asked carefully, knowing that if she moaned
even once, the whole hospital would hear.
"I should be asking you that, but do you really care if I'm sure?" He
replied, pushing her skirt out of his way.
"Hell no." She breathed heavily, pulling him down and kissing him
aggressively.
"Language, Doctor Cameron." He scolded playfully out of the side of
his mouth. "Wouldn't want to get in trouble for being inappropriate."
She laughed at the joke, then gasped as he pushed into her. "Oh!"
House held tightly onto her hips under her skirt, pulling her abdomen
as close to his as possible.
From feeling him inside her, to his belly against hers, she didn't
know how long she would last, if long at all. "Oh god, Greg..."
His ears picked up at the sound of his first name coming from her.
His mouth was hanging open, but he stayed silent. Not that he didn't
want to yell out - in fact, he had a moan sitting at the back of his
throat - but she was doing enough moaning for the both of them. He
rocked against her steadily, inching closer and closer to the end. He
hung his head over her right shoulder, one hand against the wall
behind her, his fingers clawing for something to hold on to.
Cameron's forehead hit his left shoulder and she became suddenly
silent. House could feel her muscles tightening around him and he
gladly stopped holding back. Her hips lifted towards him even more
than they were and he felt her stiffen awkwardly. He let out a low
guttural moan as he let himself go, pushing into her and holding
himself there for a minute.
He leaned his face into the crook between her neck and shoulder and
to her surprise, he kissed her there. She closed her eyes for a
moment, running her hand over her forehead, pushing her hair back.
"House," Cameron sighed quietly.
House pulled back, picking his pants up from the floor. He smiled
quickly at her before turning his attention back to his pants. "What
happened to Greg? Hell, I'd even settle for 'Oh god, Greg!' That's
what the adoring public calls me."
She smiled to herself, smoothing her skirt over her legs. "I guess
you don't get called that a lot then," she teased.
"I could get used to hearing it more often," he hinted, picking her
thong up from the corner and dangling it on one finger in front of
her.
She grabbed it quickly and shoved it into her pocket. Her only reply
to his comment was a raised eyebrow and an almost animalistic smile.
"One condition, though." House said over his shoulder, limping back
to his desk.
"And what would that be?" She hopped down from the bookcase, but
stayed where she was, leaning back against it.
"No more attacking me in my office." There was his teasing sarcasm as
he turned to pick up a file. "Learn some self-control, woman!"
Cameron laughed quietly, turning and walking out the door.
Ruined