The meaning of live


[1] Disclaimer Well yea if people suicide after reading this, it's not my fault, I'm not a Nazi, I don't want to change the world, I didn't studied for this, I have no clue if it's all true what I say, nothing that I say is based on facts, it are just things that spin thru my tretorious wrechted mind and it's stuff to think about, not to make real, so I am not responsible if vegetarians start eating meat, I am not responsible if a Christian doesn't wears his seatbelt and dies in a car accident coz s/he thinks s/he's invincible, I am not responsible for mass suicides and I am not responsible if the world flies out of it's circle that it makes around the sun coz it's got too heavy coz there are too many humans. This all is not meant to be funny.


[2] Introduction

Hello there funny feeling people, So, hehe, here's another one eh? Issue #2 haha. What am I going to talk about this time? Shit, probably, just some dumb shit. So, before you read on first get yourself a piece of soap so that you can wash your eyes after I filled them with my written shit. Lately, I have been thinking a lot. Wow! Cesco has been thinking! call the newspapers! Yes, thank you, thank you a lot, it's a rare thing. Allright, don't mock me about my english because if you do I will make you uhm never mind.


[3] The meaning of live

Yup yup, I will cover this subject. What actually is the meaning of life? What is so cool about it, or what isn't so cool about it? Is it cool? Is it dull? It's none of them, it's STUPID, just a way of filling up some time. Thousands of years ago there were some apes. Is that true? A christian would say no, and maybe other people from other religions say no too, but not me, I say it's true. So here, I didn't even started talking about the meaning of life and only by looking back at a couple of thousands years ago I could start a fight with some religious people. Just let's believe in the evolution, thank you, don't moan and don't scream.

So there were some apes, using their instincts to have sex with other apes so that they would get baby apes and so the apes wouldn't all die and dissappear. Apes started to change, and the caveman appeared. Whoo! The females planted vegatables and the guys kicked some mammoths asses in order to get food. They had sex too, still not as lust but just by following their instinct, so that the cavemen could live on. Tons of years later we get humans, or at least they *could* be compared to us, only they had a whole other way of thinking. They all believed in God etc etc, I'm talking about the middle ages right now, don't get confused. God was responsible for everything, when you'd die on a young age it was your punishment, when some dissease like the black death would run thru the planet leaving millions of corpses behind it was God who got angry, could be compared to Noachs Ark boat floating zoo thing. Life was simple back then, everything that couldn't be explained was the work of God then. If it rained God did it because they didn't knew how the weather worked back then. So I was just flipping thru some pages of my schools history books, and aha it starts saying some things about hookers in the middle ages. So there was lust, it was a sin though so it was very very wrong and sex should only be uhm done (?) when people wanted kids, but now not so humans wouldn't die out, no back then they started making kids so they could help mom or dad in the kitchen or at work, or people made babies so they were sure that everything would be fine when they would get old (parents started living in with their kids, and the kids had to treat them like babies, i.e washing the and cleaning their asses after they went to the bathroom etc) But nowadays people are very different, they are stressed out, paranoid, but most important of all, they are greedy. Greed motivates, yes that's true, think about it, but it makes people more selfish and egocentric doesn't it? Welcome to planet earth in 2000. Nowadays you hardly see kids taking care of their parents, "kids" put their parents into some house we they rot away with hundreds of other old people, and the "kids" (adults by now) couldn't care less. Hehe, it's like, revenge. But sometimes you still see people taking care of their parents, which is a really positive thing I think. Except for the holy beans who pretend to like their parents and call them lazy and old and bums and asses behind their backs, behind their backs they wish their parents dead but they got a lot of money so if they take care of their parents they will uhm own it when the parents die. Greed motivates, see? We can compare another cool thing between now and the middle ages. Taste. Girls. They liked fat girls, girls with wide hips oh yea, big fat asses so they could lie their big hands on them. That changed, funny, isn't it? Why do we now like skinny, plastic girls? Girls with pumped up breasts and lips, skinny asses and whatever? Because, people assume, or girls assume guys like this so they all start to lose weight, but that's kinda funny, isn't it? I mean back then they liked fat girls and now they like skinny girls. With "they" i mean males (perverts). So in my opinion looks are just as clothes, just some stupid fashion drill, which will change in a couple of hundred years . In about 500 years it's sexy when you got muscles of steel in your legs, or a camera instead of an eye or whatever stupid things you can think of. But, we weren't talking about it, so now we step from the middle ages into these days......

Hmmmm. We work, while working we polute the planet, while working we earn money, with this money we buy useless crap, things we don't even need. We polute this planet, and we make children. We're a bunch of hypocrits however you spell that. Our children, and theirs will die in the shit we leave behind, destroying the ozon layer, they will have to suffer, not we, so we don't care. Some friend told me about "the incomplete circle", which made me think; He wants to have fun, in order to have fun you need money, if you want money you need a job, for a job nowadays you need to be educated, you end up not having time left to have fun. And it is true, isn't it? Where do we live for then? Many people came with lots of different theories, and I don't believe any of them, because there simply isn't a reason wherefor we live. We live to work our asses off so we can have a family, make lotsa kids who eventually will do the same, while we all keep going on destroying this planet, while destroying this planet we are destroying the wildlife circles, they get incomplete and eventually the human race will die. The human race is disgusting me, I know I am a human, let's hope so, but I don't see any use of this life. But what's the use of living? Then on the American continent people are drinking diet pepsi and eating healthy food even though some of them are 900 lbs, the goverment raises the taxes on cigarettes so that people smoke less, if people smoke less they will live longer, that means they have more time to make more children or at least filling up space on this small planet, I mean it still are 400.000 people who die of lungcancer every year, that's a lot. A looooooooot lot. But it's ok, let them die, why not? Life isn't any use anyway? Is that retarded? I don't think so, if people wanna smoke, let them and yea they will die sooner, but at least this person makes some space for another baby. Just the same as with fat food, just eat and eat, why not? Because you will get fat? Who gives a f*ck? Yea yea people who care about looks, but they suck anyway, so eat fat and you'll die when you're 45 of an heartattack. Tee hee more space for new people. Maybe this sounds all nazi-ish and stuff, and mean, but look at it this way, if people live longer, by traffic security improvements, people stopping smoking, people eating diet shit, there will get more and more people and everybody lives longer, until you get a situation as in China where families are alowed to have only one child, if they get another child it get's killed by the goverment just because there isn't enough space. Would you like your kids to be only child and lonely? Don't think so no. Then my words to people who believe in THE God, don't wear seatbelts in your car, don't build a fence on your balcony so your kids won't fall and get killed, don't do anything to protect your life, because if God wants you to die you will, and no seatbelt can help that. So back to the question, "what's the meaning of life" well, it's nothing, nothing at all. We don't even have a mission, maybe we could try to save the earth, and you can start, but where do you have to start? You can NEVER get the whole world to change because there always will exist dumb suckers who want power, you can never create Utopia, you might get a 1000 people who support you, but what are you planning to do against 5 billions of others? Then vegetarians, you could just as well stop, because the rest of the world will go on drinking milk, eating eggs and steak, aaaw yea a cow died for your steak. Well too bad but if you are a vegetarian, hmmmm allright maybe there are 15 millions of vegetarions on this planet, and yes you are right, a lot less cows get slaughted because people don't demand meat as much as if nobody was a veg but still think of the rest of the world which still demands meat, those cows and chickens and pigs still get killed, even if you don't eat them. It's no use, you can't change the world, the only thing I can think of is just killing yourself, that would be the only solution to help this planet, but not on your own, make it a mass suicide. That will help, at least there is space for new life but they will do exactly the same, so a mass suicide isn't the solution either. hmm so what can we do? Nothing, just sit back on your ass until you die and don't care about anyone else. Life sucks, it isn't any use and people will always want to posess something, you can not change that, you can fall in love and be happy but you get hurt anyway, i mean; play with fire and you'll get...exactly. I mean yea hehe *grinz* So then you'll learn that This summer I *probably* will go to Canada, so I can see how people leave there and uhm well you can count on another story that will cover the Canadian lifestyle when I get back ;)

Well, congratz...you made it to the end! woohoo! Thanks for reading, if you have any comments I would love to hear it, if you have questions too. If you can find yourself in this text, or if you just agree with it, and even if you just like it, please send it to everybody who's on your address list, even if they already got it ;) I think I can get in serious crap doing this but oh well! hehe

yours truly,

Francesco, zhortrox@saikosoft.ca.tc