There’s a crowd up there!

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Last week I was having my usual conversation in the bath with Zhrnan when a different voice and energy came through. He felt elderly and was quite strong. He said he was from the same energy system as Zhrnan and he wanted to help me with something. He told me I had to stop anticipating all the time. I was not allowing myself to go to the next shift, when I constantly did this. He said it was keeping my vibration low as anticipating comes from fear and is no longer required. After that, more voices started to come through, until, it actually felt like I had a crowd in my head. I felt that all the energies were good and well meaning but after a while it was starting to get a little ridiculous, as every dog and his being had his two cents he wanted to say. This continued for a few days but in the end I had to put a stop to it, as it was worse than my old chattering monkey mind. So I asked Zhrnan to do something about it. He said he would have to leave for a little while in order to close the portal, so that only he and I were able to communicate. So I have been given a rest or a little holiday while he is away.

Once he left I realized there was quite a lesson for me in the experience, as is often the case! It was almost as if all the beings had got together to help me let go, by being so obnoxious. What was I supposed to let go of? I was to let go of being ‘in lesson’.

It reminded me of a lovely movie called "Truly, Madly, Deeply." If you get the chance, watch it and you will know what the lesson was all about.

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