Letting go and surrendering 

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This has been an ongoing lesson in my everyday. Zhrnan is constantly trying to teach me about this one. There are many forms of letting go or better said, there are many things that I have been shown that I need to let go of.

Agenda, Zhrnan has been pointing out to me on an almost daily basis of how I have agendas almost all the time. Whether they are trying to influence Yannicq to go to sleep, to wanting a piece of work to go in a particular direction or wanting Zhrnan to behave or give me particular information. I have found that when I hang on to wanting a particular outcome I am always feeling stressed and a little fearful. Whereas, when I let go of any agenda I always feel relaxed and sometimes a little excited.

Judgment - letting go of judgment of myself and others. Zhrnan has pointed out to me that when I judge myself, in affect I am saying that I am not good enough. Whether it is not loving enough, giving enough, surrendering enough etc By making these judgments I am not seeing myself as doing the best I can at that time and not accepting that the best I can do at that time is perfect. And the same applies to others. He says that is important to remember everyone is in their perfect state. They should be respected for the contracts that they have made with themselves and others to experience and learn in the third dimension. For when all these contracts are put together Zhrnan says you can clearly see the divinity and oneness that is perfection. I can see that if I look at it from that point of view then there is no room for judgment of myself or anyone else.

And you know when I let go of judgment I feel so much happier, lighter and more connected to the world.

Letting go and surrendering is an ongoing lesson that I have work on constantly.

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