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For all the world to see...my mark in this life. Years of experiences that only I can attest to. No one will ever know the trials and tribulations I have endured in my lifetime. As so, no one could feel what every individual feels in ones self. Many, many good times, yet, many, many low points too. But, with a determination to thrive somehow on this planet, one must go on - no matter what. Four enlightenments have encroached my life - that has filled my soul with maternal love and affection. Another Godsend was my heart and soul - my Husband. Though the years have rolled by quickly, sometimes the days go by so slow. But, when you look back and remember what you endured in your life, it enhances what may be ahead. Life will throw many obstacles our way...it's all in how YOU deal with them. For myself, I can only say that I know I will settle my thoughts with knowing what's right from wrong, then adjust them accordingly. And to know that Life does end...should make you appreciate Life as a whole. For as each slice of pie is eaten, sooner or later, the pie will be gone. Think about it. A photo album just rapes my soul - as to offend me inside. An overwhelming warmth that surcumbs me on those photo memories that are truly just that...photo memories. One can never replace or turn back time to encompass those events. Cherish those memories, for reality will surpass any misgivings about life and what it may hold ahead. Die knowing you were a loving person...not a moron with a cruel attitude. As for me, it pains me to see the sun rise and set. Not for the daily routine, but for the clock that turns one way every day, bringing my own life that much closer to it's end. However my demise, I know I will be sadly missed by all who loved me, I will miss all of them. And to let them know that only They who are within my heart and soul, will be forever embedded in my life - before and after. Savor the moments. Life really is about family. God has Jesus as his son. |
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And here and now I will say, that in all my living years, I have had many opportunities to share life with the most wonderful people I have ever met. Nobody perfect, yet, who is...but people with kind hearts and open minds are those who shall succeed in this life. I could never love as deeply as to those who touched my life...they know who they are. My Children will hopefully live on knowing right from wrong, love from hate, and truth from falsehood. I would want to leave this Earth knowing I have atleast accomplished that goal. I would hope I gave my all in any situation and that the Lord, my God will forgive my trespasses and sins. I soley want to express my love for my husband, who has been a sound foundation of love and affection to me all these years. He is a great man and a caring soul, who loves his children and has been a great provider in our lives together. I love him dearly. |
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