Tuesday, December 24, 2002

This stupid page would not let me update for the longest time! Sorry to all you avid readers.
So, here is a quick update from the past month. I now work at the airport as a ticket/gate agent. I like it. I think it’s fun. I have to work tomorrow, but that’s okay. I really don’t mind working Christmas. Besides, my family isn’t even doing Christmas on Christmas. So, it’s really okay. What we’re doing is, in about a week, we’re going to go shopping and reap the benefits of after-Christmas sales. It should be fun. But, the more I talk about it, the more boring and stupid it sounds. I don’t know. Hell, I don’t even know if we are actually going to have enough money to do the whole Christmas thing anyway. We’re a bit strapped for cash, but I really don’t mind skipping Christmas. Really. I mean, this may sound a bit cheesy, but I’m kinda over the whole Christmas thing. Besides, there are so many people in this world that would do anything to have the things I do, and people that don’t have any money, or food or anything. If they can manage, I should not be complaining. I’m seriously thinking that when we go down to Denver to go shopping that I’m going to bring a ton of my stuff and donate it to the Salvation Army or something. I don’t know if I don’t want to celebrate Christmas, or I just want to help other people celebrate the goodness in this world. (I warned you this was going to be cheesy.) Besides, I honestly don’t know if I even believe that Jesus was the true Messiah (my fingers are trembling as I write this. Does that mean that I do believe? Or I’m just scared that I’m wrong and God is going to strike me down right here right now?).
And I’m so not happy. I can’t get a hold of my friend Nicole. I haven’t been able to get a hold of her for just about ever actually. But, I don’t know why, but I’m really nervous and scared that maybe she could be sick, or dead and I don’t know. I have no way to get in touch with her or her mother. I’ve tried everything, but both their phones don’t work, and neither of them will answer their e-mail, and I don’t have an actual address. I’m really scared that something may have happened to her. I would die if anything did. She is my best friend in the world. Okay, this is depressing me. I’m done.
Happy Christmas!
Happy late Hanukkah!
Happy (late?) Kwanza!
Happy (late?) Ramadan!
And for those of you who don’t celebrate holidays, Happy non-affiliated days!
And if I’m forgetting any thing, well, happy that too.

Sunday, November 17, 2002

Yeah. I’ve not updated in a while because I’ve been working. Yes, me. I’ve been working. Amazing, no? I work at the airport. Well, I’m in training right now, but I still get paid for it, so it is work. But, yeah training is from 5:30pm to 12:00am. Monday thru Friday. So, my daily schedule looks something like this:

6:30am- Wake up!
7:30am-get a ride from Roxy to school.
7:40am-3:06pm-School
3:15pm-5:00pm-get ready for work (shower, and homework and stuff)
5:30-12am-work!
1am-go to bed.

Nice, huh? But, at least I’m getting paid for this madness. (10.75/hour)

So, once again I am supposed to be doing an English essay. But, it is getting stupid. I’m supposed to be writing about a topic, of my choice. And I chose to do a paper about writing, and getting scrutinized for it. Well, I really don’t like where it is going, or where it has been. It’s stupid, and I want to just be done with it. The whole first paragraph sounds like I’m bragging, but, I’m trying not to. And I hate it because people are going to start thinking I’m way conceited, but I’m really not. I swear! Then, I was attempting to look up information on the internet about writers who had been shot down, or told not to write, but…blah! Oh! I so don’t want to do this!
In other news, I went and saw Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. It was fun. It’s a great movie. If you haven’t seen it yet, I highly recommend it. But, the joys of a small town theater. :) My mom and I walked in, and immediately, people all over the crowded theater where yelling at us. “Hey! What’s up?” “Harry Potter, man!” and so on. We knew everyone in the theater. It’s kind of cool in a way, but also a bit disturbing. Yeah… (And, he was working, so that was nice. Yes, I’m still going through the phase in which I like this kid…But I can’t help it!)
So, I guess that is about all that is going on in my life right now. Maybe I'll bore you all later with another update.

Friday, November 8, 2002

I think it's the eighth...
Anyway, I am skipping school. “Playing Hooky” as my mom calls it. Well, I just didn’t feel like going to school today. I was going to stay home yesterday, but unfortunately, I couldn’t. I had a psych test. (Which, by the way, it was my choice to go to school and stay there all day. My mother told me that I could skip the test and take it later…Just shows how much of an over achiever I am.) But, today, I am staying home. Later, my mom and I are going to go see a movie. She hasn’t seen Sweet Home Alabama yet. So I told her I’d go with her to see it tonight.
And, I guess that is about it….
What I should be doing now, instead of messing around on the internet, is work on my college apps. Yes, it’s true; I haven’t started filling them out yet. Sad, isn’t it? But, I am a procrastinator. So, I’ll do them later.
I want to go to the movies! ‘Cause know who works there? That’s right, he does. So, why do I like this guy? Honestly, if you knew him, you too would be asking yourself why I like him. I think I’m just going through a phase. But, I hope this phase will end soon. I’m driving myself insane over this guy. Pooh!
Okay, I’m done for now.

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Ouch. My head hurts so badly! It is like the headache from Hell! Anubis himself must pity me. :( Ouch! No, it sucked so bad. I just got done moving into my new apartment, and my head! OUCH! What I really want to do is just stay home tomorrow and do nothing. But, of course I can’t do that because tomorrow is not only Halloween, so I have to make an appearance at school and enjoy every minute of tomorrow ‘cause I love Halloween, but I’ve also got a psychology quiz, that I did not have the time to study for tonight, to fail, also an English paper, that I didn’t have time to do tonight due tomorrow, and an Art History quiz to take, which I also didn’t study for. Plus, the first graders expect me to be there tomorrow so I can ohh and aww at their costumes, and I have to attempt to throw together a costume before I can go to bed tonight so I don’t disappoint everyone tomorrow. But my head hurts! I’ve also got to go to Pre Calc tomorrow. Grumble…I hate that class! But, I have to go because I really need to start pulling my grade up in there. Blah! And, I have limited time to do all this in! Plus, I never did get to carve the pumpkin that I bought. So, I’m going to have to do that tomorrow. AHHH!!! Life for a 17 year old isn’t supposed to be this stressful!! I’m done.
Wait! I’ve also got to try and find a ride to school tomorrow morning. Damn it!

Monday, October 28, 2002

Ouchies! My head hurts! (I know, what else is new?) It’s been hurting since I woke up. Ouchies! :(
I am so not in a good mood. My English teacher really pisses me off sometimes. She didn’t like my essay about the first graders. I thought I did very well. I mean, she gave me a B, which is no where near bad. But, she had this attitude like she hated it. And that just really pisses me off. And, she also makes us do stupid essays. Essays that have no baring in life, whatsoever. Blah! Honestly, this can’t be what a real college English class is like. Is it? Anyone read this who is in college? Let me know what you do in your English class.
I’m just irky. And I’ve got tons of homework, and am in the process of moving…Irky irky irky!!!

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

Yay, the web site is working. Woo woo! However, not much is going on anyway. Well, we did have a lit mag meeting today. Two people showed up. Bummer. So, that sucks. :( And, yeah. So, I guess I’m done now. Besides, I’ve got yet another English essay due tomorrow. :(

Sunday, October 20, 2002

So, I got bored today and decided to do a bit of a journal thing. Not that I am going too write everyday, but still, it would be nice if I could put some stuff up here. Again, not that my life is all that interesting. Yep.
So, I got my senior pictures back. If my scanner was worth anything, it might actually work and I could put them up here.
So, something is wrong with the sight, so, I can’t post this. Try not to be too disappointed.