Saturday, June 28, 2003

Hi all. Well, I was in such a crummy mood the last time I wrote, that I forgot to gush about the new Harry Potter book! Fantastic! I loved it! Though, I didn’t like the end. (They offed one of my favorite characters! If my other favorite character dies anytime soon, I don’t know what I’m going to do.) But way good. Can’t wait for the next one.
In other news, I went with my mom to get cherries from the farmers. She does this almost every year. But, we kind of cheated, and ended up eating most of the cherries, then going shopping and just buying cherries at the grocery store and telling my dad and brother that these were the ones that we bought. Oops. Oh well, they’ll never find out. And if they do, whatever. What are we going to do? Turn back time?
Um…what else…Well, the town next door had their annual celebration today. I didn’t go, because I realized that it is just not a whole lot of fun when you are over 11 ½. But, I think my mom was a bit upset with me that I didn’t go, because I am going to college soon and won’t be around for all this town stuff much longer. Cry me a river! She got over it.
Okay, I think that is about all. Yeah, I know, I’m pretty much a lifeless loser.

Thursday, June 26, 2003

I'm bored. Very bored. And not in a very good mood. I hate being in a not good mood. Well, guess we can't all be happy at once, can we?

Tuesday, June 24, 2003

I am so not in a very good mood today. Let me tell you why…in no particular order…
Well, my friend Nicole e-mailed me. Normally I’d be happy about it, but she just sent me very short messages begging me to find a good lawyer around here that would be willing to help her boyfriend. She didn’t tell me why, but I figured, why not? She’s my best friend; I’ll try and help her out. So I e-mailed her two of the best attorneys around here. (One a civil defense attorney, the other a defense attorney) Well, I just got another e-mail from her saying that those two wouldn’t take the case. She said, “We need someone who is not afraid of taking on the system”. What the hell is that supposed to mean? I really would like to know why I am scouring the phone books for. But, she just tells me, “I’ll explain later.” I want to know NOW!!
Also, I went to Glenwood today (picked up Michelle Branch’s new CD. Very good. Highly suggest it.) and on the way down there, I had like three people cut me off. Jerks! Then, on my way home, some guy almost hit me. He was pulling onto the street, between two other cars that were stopped, because of the light, and pulled right into my lane, and I had to hugely swerve to avoid an accident. And the car behind me had to do the same. So, this genius of a driver decided, well, I’ll just back up and piss more people off. Dumb ass. Then, a guy ran into me on his bike! HE RAN INTO ME! I was stopped at a different light, behind a couple of cars, so I wasn’t right at the light, and this stupid idiot comes on his bike, from in between two stopped cars and ran into my car. I was stopped! He just rode his bike right into my car, and then started yelling at me. He yelled and gave me dirty looks, and flipped me off! Hello! You ran into me! And there was a freakin’ crosswalk ten feet away! That is what they are there for. Use it next time! So, then, I figured I would pull into the gas station to my left and make sure he was okay. But, he just rode off. And I wasn’t going to chase him in my car. So, all the way home I was paranoid that that guy had told the cops and it would come off as a hit-and-run. But, he was the one who hit-and-ran. He hit me! I was stopped! He was the one stupid enough to ride his bike into a stopped car! Moron! But, I’m over the paranoia now. But, I’m still in a bad mood.

So, I'm writing this part only about 15, 20 minutes after I had just vented. I'm totally in a better mood. It's 'cause I talk to this kid-oh! didn't mean that! Sorry!-this guy (better?), on the internet, and he is such a sweetie! He always seems to put me in a better mood. He's so good for me. I don't ever even want to think about the fact that it all could very well be an act. That would just depress me. I like it in my own delusional world where this guy is just as great in real life as he is on the internet.

Thursday, June 19, 2003

Hi everyone. Look, my nifty webpage is different, and in a different spot. Maybe now you all can get to it…whenever you want! Imagine the possibilities…Wow.
So, today, not much. I put in a job application at a salon to be a receptionist. That would be cool to get that job. It would be cool if employs get free hair cuts, free manicures, pedicures, free waxing, whatever. I’d be in heaven. I hope I get this job. Of course, I don’t know for certain if they do offer those kinds of benefits, but a girl can dream.
What else, well, I filled out another job application which I will turn in tomorrow. This one is to work at a printing place. It doesn’t sound like all that cool of a job, but I’m desperate. I need a job.
I guess that is it. Maybe tomorrow I’ll do something that is worth writing about.

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

Hi everyone. I’m bored. Very bored…I hate summer, it is so boring. And pointless too. What to do what to do. Well, on a totally different note, I got a letter from Nicole. Yay! And she sent me pictures of her and her boyfriend. They are way cute together. I miss Nicole. And I worry about her. I hope she is doing okay. I hope she is happy. She says she’s happy, but I hope she really is. She’s my best friend. And she deserves to be happy. She’s had it hard. After being sent off to Mexico to a drug rehab type “school”, then being forced to live in California where she didn’t know anyone, and then being dumped by her mother and step father (her mom literally told her that she wanted nothing to do with her), she deserves to be happy.
Well, other than that, which was way cool, not much else has been happening. I’ve been hanging out with Michelle a lot lately. Which is kind of weird…’cause of everything. But, it’s not that bad. I still can barely handle being around Chad. I’m sorry, but the guy is a major jerk. And I really don’t like him and wish he would grow up. I also wish Michelle would realize that she could probably do better than him. Very sad.
Okay, I’m done now. Oh, and I am moving my page to Geocities today. I can’t stand this gurlpage bullshit anymore. So, come visit me there!
Farewell!

Sunday, June 15, 2003

Wow, haven’t seen this in a while. Well, summer is here, so I will most likely be updating more often.
To catch everyone up to speed, I graduated High School two weeks ago. Yay! I am very happy about that. It is such a good thing. I’ll be moving to New York to go to Ithaca College in August. I can’t wait! My mom and I visited it a couple weeks ago and I absolutely loved it! It is such a beautiful place. Trees everywhere and water. Two of my favorite things. And the college seems like such a neat place, I can’t wait to go there. I think I’m really going to like it.
In other news, I still don’t have a job. I’m looking though. I need a job. Money is a good thing, especially if you have to pay for college. Yeah…
I’ve added a new page to my little site. It’s Barbie Complaints. Yeah, check it out. It’s pathetic.
And I’m really getting bored with how simple and dull this page is. I wish I could vamp it up a bit, but I am no good with html. So, if anyone out there is talented at this stuff, and is looking for something to do, I’d appreciate some help. E-mail me if you think you’re up to it. Thanks! I think that is it for now. But, I think I might move my webpage somewhere else. I’m thinking Geocities, because I’m really getting fed up with this “Gurlpage” crap.
Okay, I’ll try and update more often.