Ever since you left me, I’ve been drowning in my sorrows. For I still cannot see, why you had to leave me in a time of desperateness. I loved you then, as I still do now. But you died long ago, and I still wonder, how? I sit in my chair, crying and wailing. wishing that you still here, wishing that I am dreaming. I am crying now, still mourning over you. You were the world to me, and I wish it was me instead of you. Farewell my friend, for I must go. I need go get it together, I need to let go. However, it’s hard to do, and I still miss you everyday. But I cannot live like this any longer. I need to live in today... not in the past. So farewell my love, I will miss you. And I will see you on the other side.