he spit on her about the world in a nutshell about what cracks it and why he let it all out and now shes crying confused i saw this in a store i need a walk to observe the world to open my mind again i like to float have you ever floated? sometimes i look at silly thin shiny books and see everyone impatient competing for love its funny because i just notice everything black khol eyelid distress colorful fruity things with glitter inside pastel colors and white butterflies tampons in disguise eskimo high heels mistaken luggage makeup tote or sometimes i see a car stop on the street that looks like its still moving and this is what i hear is tight or straight up word um pimpin and kickin it reel homes i like to watch people because i forget myself and i dont have to be anyone when i observe strangers i am just visiting thankful and lost today i am writing special thank you notes to people i really appreciate not just because they gave me something but because they make life less fake and distracting people who i just really like i remember elenore marchand i took her and her husbands picture this summer i sent her a copy and she wrote me a thank you note saying that she had not been to that ice cream store in a long time since the vietnam war and i made her life happier and god bless etc i kindof wish i could visit her and findout if she has a dog or parakeet i want to ask her her life story i love people all people i like people on tv i like to watch cops i like tlc beauty specials were they mess up peoples faces and styles i like to see the pictures/painting of picasso diane arbus annie liebowitz i espesially love to look at picturebooks with chris hes really the only one in the universe who can appreciate the world with me we look at people the way they should look and live the way humans act and look not beautiful all the time sometimes i get so wrapped up in it i can forget everything (ecxept good things those stay) i dont have alot of bad things but sad things ballance my life |
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| does she have hair? is she going to go swimming later what is she looking at ? are those her hands? she looks pretty |