he spit on her about the world in a nutshell about what cracks it and why he let it all out shes crying confused i need to walk absorb the world back open my mind again to let the lost inside to take the sidewalk with a grain of sand and chalk up daisyds in the word fuck and a shortcut its funny i laugh in amazement to see everyone impatient competing for love black khol eyelid distress colorful fruity things with glitter inside pastel colors and white butterflies tampons in disguise eskimo high heels mistaken luggage makeup tote i saw a truck on the street and this is what the bodyshop buys beer with this is what america thrives on each gender has a bodyshop anyone can go to a mortuary or a maternity ward or a house of ill repute and just watch and not do anything you can call a name that seems interesting and talk long distance if you found the perfect one watch people forget youreself just visiting thankful and lost i remember elenore marchand i shot her this summer with her husband i sent her a copy and and when she wrote me a thank you note she wrote that she had not been to that ice cream store in a long time since the vietnam war and when they both were young and her children were younger i made her life happier i wish i could visit her and findout if she has a dog or parakeet then ask her her life story see the photographs /painting of picasso diane arbus annie liebowitz i like to share picturebooks with chris hes really the only one in the universe i can honestly talk too comunicate expand imagine ideas create inventions that could change the world or start riots to sharre a sky opr laugh at the absurdities of life we look at people the way they should look and live the way humans act and look not beautiful all the time but real i get so wrapped up in beauty and love that i can forget everything and with you i am almost dreaming all the time happy is with yyou |