he spit on her
about the world in a nutshell
about what cracks it and why

he let it all out
shes crying
confused

i need to  walk
absorb the world back
open my mind again
to let the lost inside
to take the  sidewalk with a grain of sand
and chalk up daisyds in the word fuck
and a shortcut


its funny i laugh in amazement 
to see everyone impatient
competing for love


black khol eyelid distress
colorful fruity things with glitter inside
pastel colors and white butterflies
tampons in disguise
  

i saw a truck on the street
and this is what the bodyshop buys beer with
this is what america thrives on
each gender has a bodyshop

anyone can go to a mortuary
or  a maternity ward

you can call a phone number for a name that seems interesting
and talk long distance if you found the perfect  one


watch people 
forget youreself
just visiting
thankful and lost

see the photographs /painting of
picasso
diane arbus
annie liebowitz


i like to share  picturebooks with chris
hes really the only one in the universe
i can honestly talk too
comunicate expand imagine  ideas
create  inventions that could change the world
or start riots
to share a sky or laugh at the absurdities of life

we  look at people
the way they should look and live
the way humans act and look
not beautiful all the time  
but real

i get so wrapped up in beauty and love
that i can forget everything