i want to find my freind from somewere like achorage
i lost her address in that  dream
were i told her
"lets see if i hold on to youre paper tight enough it will come out of my mind and be there when i wake up from this dream lets see if freindship is strong enough to withstand passing through another demension through my brain and out my eyes when they are not closed"
i promised id write to her



can they be connected?
dreams and reality?
i always know for sure and
hope they are
but then i  wake up

i have daja vu alot
theyres two worlds out theyre
that go at different speeds

one inside my head
and one outside

but they go at different speeds
so the one in my brain is faster

and when the outside world catches up to me 
i have nothing to worry about

its when my mind knows more than i do thats when i worry

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gears of pictures
a mysterious garden
i got flowers from the future
he said to wait

ive seen my house and suroundings
with some shaky details
because i know
i cant live in a hommoc accross the grandcanyon
and walk in high heels while trying to get there

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i tried typing while asleep
in hopes id get something like an adress or something cool

i put a pillow on my mouse pad

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im really hungry




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half asleep now
hope i make sence