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Understand the things I say
Don't turn away from me
'Cause I've spent half my life out there
You wouldn't disagree
Do you see me? Do you see?
Do you like me? Do you like me standing there?
Do you notice? Do you know?
Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness where's when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
'Cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
She hold me ,when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me,does anyone care?

Understand what I've become
It wasn't my design
And people everywhere think some
Thing better than I am
But I miss you, I miss 
'Cause I liked it, 'Cause I liked it
When I was out there
Do you know this ? D'you know 
You did not find me, you did not find
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness was when I was young and
We didn't give a damn
'Cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
She hold me ,when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me,does anyone care?
Does anyone care?
Do.. Do.. Do.. Do..

I'm still remembering the day I gave my life away
I'm still remembering the time You said you'd be mine
Yesterday was cold and bare
Because you were not there
Yesterday was cold my story has been told
I need your affection all the way
The world is changing and has changed away 
I try to remain I'm trying not to go insane

I'm still remembering my life Before I became your wife
I'm still remembering the pain
And the mind games
Reverse psychology, never tainted me
I didn't sell my soul, I didn't sell my soul

They say the cream'll always rise to the top
They say that good people are always first to drop
What of Kurt Cobain will his presence still remain?
Remember J. F. K. ever saintly in a way
Where are you now?
I say, where are you now?
All the way

Another head hangs lowly child is slowly taken
And the violence caused such silence who are we mistaken
But You see it's not me, it s not my family
In your head,in your head they are fighting
With their tanks, and their bombs and their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head they are cryin'
In your head
Zombie
What's in your head, in your head
Zombie

Another mother's breakin' heart is taking over
When the violence causes silence we must be mistaken
It's the same old theme since 1916
In your head, in your head they're still fightin'
With their tanks, and their bombs and their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head they are dying
In your head, in your head
Zombie
What's in your head, in your head
Zombie


"Everybody Else Is doing It So Why can't We" 
I Still Do
I'm not ready for this
Though I thought I would be
I can't see the future
Though I thought I could see
(chorus)
I don't want to leave you
Even though I have to
I don't want to love you
I still do 
Need some time to find myself
I wanna live within
Can I go my own way
Can I pray my own way
I don't want to leave you
I need you
Am I ready for this
Did I think I would be
Can I see the future
No, I can't see 

   
Sunday
Oh do you know
( Where to go, where to go )
Something on your mind
(Wanna leave me behind, wanna leave me behind)
You're spinning me around
My feet are off the ground
I dunno know where I stand
Do you have to hold my hand
(You mystify me, you mystify me, you mystify me)
When you walked into the room
It happened oh so soon
I didn't want to know
Does he really have to go
(You mystify me, you mystify me, you mystify me)
And he didn't find the words
To say I love you
And he couldn't find the time
To say I need you
(It wouldn't come out right, it wouldn't come out right)
Just came out all wrong
You're spinning me around
My feet are off the ground
I dunno know where I stand
Do you have to hold my hand
(You mystify me, you mystify me, you mystify me)
Oh do you know 
(Where to go, where to go)
Something on your mind
(Wanna leave me behind, wanna leave me behind)

Pretty
You're so pretty 
The way you are
You're so pretty 
The way you are
And you have no reason
To be so insolent to me
You're so pretty 
The way you are
La, you got to say it if you want to
But you won't change me
La, you got to say it if you want to
But you won't change me
(repeat)
Waltzing Back
Who gave them the right
Waltzing back into 
(Your life, Your life)
Now I feel fear 
I wish that they'd never come (Here, here, here) 
What they gonna do,what they gonna do
What they gonna say,what they gonna say
Taking you away from 
(My life, my life)
Taking you away 
(My life, my life)
La (chorus) 
Who gave them the right
Turning it back into 
(Light, light, light)
Then i felt fear
I wish that they'd never come (Here, here, here) 
What they gonna do
What they gonna say
Taking you away from
(My life, my life, my life)
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna say
'Cos it's
(Your life, your life, your life)
Not Sorry
Keep on looking through the window again
But I'm not sorry if I do insult you
I'm sad not sorry 'bout the way that things went
And you'll be happy and I'll be forsaken thee
I swore I'd never feel like this again
But you're so selfish,you don't see what you're doing to me
I keep on looking through the window again
No, I'm not sorry if I insult you
No, I'm not sorry if I insult you
(chorus)
You told me lies
(And I cried, and i cried, and i cried)
'Cos you lied, lied and
(I cried, yes i cried, yes i cried)
(I cry, I cry, I cry) again
I realize as
(he sighed and, he sighed and)
'Cos you lied, lied and
(I cried, yes I cried, yes )
(I try, I try, I try ) again
Keep on looking through the window again
But I'm not sorry if I do insult you 
I'm sad not sorry 'bout the way that things went
And you'll be happy and I'll be forsaken thee
I swore I'd never feel like this again
But you're so selfish, you don't see you're doing to me
I keep on looking through the window again
No I'm not sorry if do detest you
No I'm not sorry if do detest you
(chorus)
Keep on looking through the window again
Keep on looking through the window again

I Will Always
And now it's all the same to me
So be whatever you want to be
And go wherever you need to go
And when it all seems like a mistake
Take whatever you need to take
And leave the rest for my own sake
I will always
Go beside you
You will always
Understand 
And now, it's all the same to me
So be whatever you want to be
And go wherever you need to go
And when there's nothing left behind
Taken whatever you needed to
And leave it all into my mind
I will always
Go beside you
You will always
Understand 


How
Look, you're standing alone
(Standing alone)
However I should have known
(I should have known)
(chorus 1)
Never before, never before
Never again, never again
You will ignore, you will ignore
I will pretend, I will pretend
(chorus 2) 
In your world,
You're alone in your face
Your alone in your world
Your alone in your face
How you said you never would leave me alone
How you said you never would leave me alone
Now you're just walking away
(Walking away)
When you said you always would stay
Always would stay
(chorus1 and chorus2 repeat)

Put Me Down
Let me take you 
By the hand
Away from here
To another land
Oh this land in which we live
Where people love and are meant to forgive
And you always prove me wrong
'Cos you're always putting me down 
I can't take this anymore
I decided to leave
Walked throught the door
Oh, and why do you think I go
Because you know it can never be so
And you always prove me wrong
'Cos you're always putting me down 
La, la, la...


I Can't Be With You
Lying in my bed again
And i cry cos' you're not here
Crying in my head again
And I know that it's not clear
Put your hands, Put your hands
Inside my face and see that's it's just you
But it's bad and it's mad
And it's making me sad
Because I can't be with you
Baby I Can't Be With You
Thinking back on how things were
And how we loved so well
I wanted to be the mother
Of your child and now it's just farewell
Put your hands in my hands
And come with me,
We'll find another end
And my head , and my head
On anyone's shoulder
Cause I can't be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
And baby I'm still in love with you

Twenty One
Twenty One was written on the September 6th 1992
I don't think it's going
To happen anymore
You took my thoughts from me
Now i want nothing more
And did you think you
Could just take it all away
I dont think it s happening
This is what I say
Leave me alone
Cause i found it all
Twenty one
So I don't think it's going
To happen anymore
I don't think it's going
To happen anymore
Twenty One
Today
Twenty One

    
Empty
Something has left my life 
And I don't know where it went to
Somebody caused me stripe
And it's not what I was seeking
Didn't you see me, didn't you hear me
Didn't you see me standing there
Why did you turn out the lights
Did you know that I was sleeping
Say a prayer for me
Help to feel the strength I did
My identity has it been taken
Is my heart breaking on me
All my plans fell through my hands
They fell
Through my hands on me
All my dreams it suddenly seems
Empty
Everything I Said
It makes me lonely
It makes me very lonely
When I see you there, waitin'on
It makes me tired, It makes me very tired
And inside of me, lingers on
But you have your heart
Don t believe it, and you will find it
Waitin'on
Everything I said, oh, well I meant it
And inside my head, holdin'on
'Cos if I died tonight
Would you hold my hand, no 
Would you understand
And if I lived in spite
Would you still be there, no
Would you disappear
Surely must be you
But I don t make you lonely 
I'll get over you 
But I don 't make you lonely

The Icicle Melts
When 
When will the icicle melt,
And when
When will the picture show end
I should not have read the papers today
'Cause a child,child he was taken away
There's a place for the baby that died
And there's a time for the mother who cried
And she will hold him in her arms sometimes
'Cause nine months is too long
How could you hurt a child
Now does this make you satisfied
I don't know what's
happening to people today
When a child, he was taken away
There's a place for the baby that died
There's a time for the mother that cried
And she will hold him in 
her arms sometimes
'Cause nine months is too long
There's a place for the baby that died
And there's a time for the mother that cried
And you will hold him in 
your arms sometimes
'Cause nine months is too long


Disappointment
Written on making a clear decision, no more struggle inside... 
Disappointment you shouldn't have done
You couldn't have done
You wouldn't have done
the things you did there
And we could 've been happy
What a piteous thing, a hideous thing
was tainted by the rest
But it won't get any harder
And I hope you'll find your way again
But it won't get any higher
But it all boils down to what you did there
In the night we fight, I feel you're right
It was exactly there
I decided
and drew you out 
In the night we fight, I feel you're right
It was exactly there
I decided
But it won't get any harder
And I hope you'll find your way again
But it won't get any higher
But it all boils down to what you did there
Dissapointment

Ridiculous Thoughts
Twister does anyone see through you
You re a twister an animal
But you're happy now
I didn't go along with you
So happy now
But you re going to have to hold on
Hold on
Or we're going to have to move on
Move on
I feel alright
And I cried so hard
The ridiculous thoughts
I feel alright
Twister. I shouldn't have trusted you
Twister
It's not going to happen no
You re not going to make fun of me
Happen no
But you re going to have to hold on
You re going to have to hold on
Hold on 
Or we're going to have to move on
Move on
I feel alright
And I cried so hard 
The ridiculous thoughts 
I feel alright
I should have lied
And I cried so hard 
The ridiculous thoughts 
I should ha' lied
But you re gonna have to hold on
Hold on 
but you're gonna have to hold on to me

Dreaming My Dreams
Dreaming my dreams was written on december 25th 1993,
Where i found happiness
Dedicated to my husband, lover, best friend, support.
What more can be said ? 
All the things you said to me today
Changed my perspective in every way
These things count to mean
so much to me
Into my faith you
And your baby
It s out there
If you want me
I'll be there
It's out there
I'll be dreaming my dreams
With you
And there's no other places
That I'd lay down my face 
I'll be dreaming my dreams with you
It's out there
If you want me,I'll be here
I'll be dreaming my dreams with you
And there's no other places that I'd 
lay down my face
I'll be dreaming my dreams with you

Yeat's Grave
Silenced by death in the grave
W B Yeats couldn't save
Why did you stand there
Where you sickened in time
But I know by now
Why did you sit here?
In the GRAVE
W.B. Yeats "Second"
Why should I blame her
That she filled my days
With misery or that she would of late
Have taught to ignorant men violent ways
Or hurled the little street upon the great
Had they but courage
Equals to desire 
Sad that Maud Gonne Couldn't stay
But she had Mac Bride anyway
And you sit here with me
On the isle Inisfree
And you writing down everything
But i know by now
Why did you sit here 
In the grave...
Why should I blame her
Had they but courage equals to desire
This song has been written with inspiration from theses
William Butler Yeats poems: 

------------------------
William Butler Yeats
(1865 - 1939)
------------------------

THE LAKE ISLE OF INNISFREE
I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made:
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.
And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet's wings.
I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements gray,
I hear it in the deep heart's core.


NO SECOND TROY 

Why should I blame her that she filled my days
With misery, or that she would of late
Have taught to ignorant men most violent ways,
Or hurled the little streets upon the great,
Had they but courage equal to desire?
What could have made her peaceful with a mind
That nobleness made simple as a fire,
With beauty like a tightened bow, a kind
That is not natural in an age like this.
Being high and solitary and most stern?
Why, what could she have done being what she is?
Was there another Troy for her to burn?


Daffodil Lament
Holding on that's what I do
Since I met you
And it won't be long, would you notice
If I left you
And it's fine for some
Cause you're not he one,
All night long, I laid on my pillow
Theses things are wrong
I can't sleep here
So lonely, so lonely
I have decided to leave you forever
I have decided to start things from here
Thunder and lightning won't change
What I'm feeling
And the daffodils look lovely today
Oh in your eyes I can see the disguise
Oh in your eyes I can see the dismay
Has anyone seen lightning
Has anyone looked lovely
And the daffodils looked lovely today
Looked lovely


"To The Faithfull Departed"
Hollywood
I've got a picture in my head (in my head)
It's me and you , we are in bed (we are in bed)
You'll always be there when I call (when I call)
You'll always be there most of all. (all, all, all)
This is not Hollywood,
Like I understood.
This is not Hollywood,
Like, Like, Like.
This is not Hollywood,
Like I understood.
This is not Hollywood,
Like, Like, Like.
Away, Runaway, is there anybody there?
Away, Runaway, is there anybody there?
Get away, Get away, Get away!
Get away, Get away, Get away!
I've got a picture in my room, (in my room)
I will return there I presume. (should be soon)
The greatest irony of all, (shoot the wall)
It's not so glamorous at all (all, all, all)
This is not Hollywood,
Like I understood.
This is not Hollywood,
Like, Like, Like.
This is not Hollywood,
Like I understood.
This is not Hollywood,
Like, Like, Like.
Away, Runaway, is there anybody there?
Away, Runaway, is there anybody there?
Get away, Get away, Get away!
Get away, Get away, Get away!
This is not Hollywood
(Runaway)
This is not Hollywood


Salvation
To all those people doing lines, don't do it, don't do it.
Inject your soul with liberty, it's free, it's free.
To all the kids with heroin eyes *, don't do it, don't do it.
Because it's not, not what it seems.
No, no it's not, not what it seems
Salvation, salvation, salvation is free.
Salvation, salvation, salvation is free.
To all those parents with sleepless nights, (sleepless nights)
Tie your kids on to their beds, clear their heads.
To all the kids with heroin eyes *, don't do it, don't do it.
Because it's not, not what it seems.
No, no it's not, not what it seems
Salvation, salvation, salvation is free.
Salvation, salvation, salvation is free.
Salvation, salvation, salvation is free.
Salvation, salvation, salvation is free.
(* could be "To all the kids who'll hear our lies" instead.)

When You're Gone
Hold on to love. That is what I do,
Now that I've found you.
And from above, everything's stinking,
Their not around you.
And in the night, I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.
And in the day, everything's complex
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.
But, I miss you when you're gone.
That is what I do, Bay, Bay, Bay
And it's going to carry on,
That is what I knew, Bay, Bay, Bay
Hold on to my hand,
I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you.
And to my mind, everything's stinking
Stinking without you.
And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.
And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.
And I miss you when you're gone.
That is what I do, Bay, Bay, Bay
And it's going to carry on,
That is what I do, Bay, Bay, Bay

Free To Decide
It's not worth anything more than this at all
I live as I choose or I will not live at all.
So return to where you've come from.
Return to where you dwell.
Because harassments not my forte,
But you do it very well.
I'm Free To Decide, I'm Free To Decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all.
I'm Free To Decide, I'm Free To Decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all. (At all, at all, at all)
You must have nothing more with your time to do.
There's a war in Russia and Sarejevo, too.
So to hell with want your thinking.
And to hell with your narrow of mind.
You're so distracted from the real thing.
You should leave your life behind. (behind)
I'm Free To Decide, I'm Free To Decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all.
I'm Free To Decide, I'm Free To Decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all. (At all, at all, at all)
I'm Free To Decide, I'm Free To Decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all. (At all, at all, at all)
At all, At all, At all!

War Child
Who will save the War Child baby?
Who controls the keys?
The web we weave is thick and sordid.
Fine by me.
At times of war.
We're all the losers,
There's no victory.
We'll shoot to kill, and kill your lover.
Fine by me.
War Child!
Victim of political Pride.
Plant the seed, territorial Greed.
Mind, the War Child.
We should mind, the War Child.
I spent last winter in New York,
And came upon a man.
He was sleeping on the streets and homeless,
He said, "I fought in Vietnam."
Beneath his shirt he wore the mark,
He bore the mark of Pride.
A two-inch deep incision carved,
Into his side.
War Child!
Victim of political Pride.
Plant the seed, territorial Greed.
Mind, the War Child.
We should mind, the War Child.
Whose the loser now, eh?
Whose the loser now, eh?
We're all the losers now!
We're all the losers now!
War Child, War Child

Forever Yellow Skies
Yellow Skies, I can see the Yellow Skies.
See you again, I see you again
In my dreams, in my dreams, in my dreams, in my dreams.
Morning light, I remember morning light.
Outside my doors, I 'll see you no more.
In my dreams, in my dreams, in my dreams, in my dreams
Forever, Forever I'll be forever holding you.
Forever, Forever I'll be forever holding you.
Responsible, Responsible, Responsible, Responsible.
So black and white,
It's become so black and white.
So insecure, You're so insecure,
That's what you are, That's what you are,
That's what you are, That's what you are.
Forever, Forever I'll be forever holding you.
Forever, Forever I'll be forever holding you.
Responsible, Responsible, Responsible, Responsible.
Forever, Forever I'll be forever holding you.
Forever, Forever I'll be forever holding you.
Responsible, Responsible, Responsible, Responsible.

The Rebels
Seems like yesterday we were sixteen,
We were The Rebels of the Rebel Scene.
We wore Doc Martens in the sun,
Drinking vintage cider having fun.
We were, drinking vintage cider having fun.
It wasn't often, that we'd fight at all! It wasn't often!
It wasn't often, that we'd fight at all! It wasn't often!
We wore Doc Martens in the snow,
Paint our toenails black and let our hair grow.
What I am now is what I was then,
I am not more acceptable then them.
I am not more acceptable then them.
It wasn't often, that we'd fight at all! It wasn't often!
It wasn't often, that we'd fight at all! It wasn't often!
It wasn't often, It wasn't often,
It wasn't often, It wasn't often,
It wasn't often, It wasn't often,
It wasn't often, It wasn't often.
Seems like yesterday we were sixteen,
We were The Rebels of the Rebel Scene.

I Just Shot John Lennon
It was the fearful night of December 8th,
He was returning home from the studio, late.
He had perceptively known that it wouldn't be nice.
Because in 1980, he paid the price.
John Lennon died, John Lennon died, John Lennon died!
John Lennon died, John Lennon died, John Lennon died!
With a Smith & Wesson, 38
John Lennon's life was no longer a debate.
He should have stayed at home, he should have never cared.
And the man who took his life declared, he said,
"I Just Shot John Lennon!"
He said, "I Just Shot John Lennon!"
What a sad and sorry and sickening sight.
What a sad and sorry and sickening night,
What a sad and sorry and sickening sight,
What a sad and sorry and sickening night!
"I Just Shot John Lennon!"
He said, "I Just Shot John Lennon!"
What a sad and sorry and sickening sight.
What a sad and sorry and sickening night,
What a sad and sorry and sickening sight,
What a sad and sorry and sickening night!