You told me I was the only one
I believed all the lies you told me
When we made love you wispered, softly in my ear "I love you"
He said I reminded him of everything that made him smile
We made love many many times, oh god it was so passionate
No other man has loved me like that,
I felt like we became one,
We go on together, happy as can be
But he said I'd never love him enough,
He said I looked at others with lustful eyes,
He said my heart could never just be his
So he left, and broke my heart
I felt like he broke me,
but I wouldn't let it happen
I just held it in, went back to my normal routine
Trying to be everything that everyone needs me to be
A part of me stopped loving him
A part of me hated what he did
I wont trust like that again
My heart has a shield
I can't let you in
It might hurt,
Hurt too much
I won't look in your direction,
So you wont come close
I'll be alone until this all is over
Then I can let go




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