John Masefield
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- I
- Here in the self is all that man can know
- Of Beauty, all the wonder, all the power,
- All the unearthly colour, all the glow,
- Here in the self which withers like a flower;
- Here in the self which fades as hours pass,
- And droops and dies and rots and is forgotten
- Sooner, by ages, than the mirroring glass
- In which it sees its glory still unrotten.
- Here in the flesh, within the flesh, behind,
- Swift in the blood and throbbing on the bone,
- Beauty herself, the universal mind,
- Eternal April wandering alone;
- The God, the holy Ghost, the atoning Lord,
- Here in the flesh, the never yet explored.
- II
- What am I, Life? A thing of watery salt
- Held in cohesion by unresting cells
- Which work they know not why, which never halt,
- Myself unwitting where their master dwells.
- I do not bid them, yet they toil, they spin;
- A world which uses me as I use them,
- Nor do I know which end or which begin,
- Nor which to praise, which pamper, which condemn.
- So, like a marvel in a marvel set,
- I answer to the vast, as wave by wave
- The sea of air goes over, dry or wet,
- Or the full moon comes swimming from her cave,
- Or the great sun comes north, this myriad I
- Tingles, not knowing how, yet wondering why.
- III
- If I could get within this changing I,
- This ever altering thing which yet persists,
- Keeping the features it is reckoned by,
- While each component atom breaks or twists;
- If, wandering past strange groups of shifting forms,
- Cells at their hidden marvels hard at work,
- Pale from much toil, or red from sudden storms,
- I might attain to where the Rulers lurk;
- If, pressing past the guards in those grey gates,
- The brain's most folded, intertwisted shell,
- I might attain to that which alters fates,
- The King, the supreme self, the Master Cell;
- Then, on Man's earthly peak, I might behold
- The unearthly self beyond, unguessed, untold.
- IV
- Ah, we are neither heaven nor earth, but men;
- Something that uses and despises both,
- That takes its earth's contentment in the pen,
- Then sees the world's injustice and is wroth,
- And flinging off youth's happy promise, flies
- Up to some breach, despising earthly things,
- And, in contempt of hell and heaven, dies
- Rather than bear some yoke of priests or kings.
- Our joys are not of heaven nor earth, but man's,
- A woman's beauty, or a child's delight,
- The trembling blood when the discoverer scans
- The sought-for world, the gussed-at satellite;
- The ringing scene, the stone at point to blush
- For unborn men to look at and say 'Hush.'
- V
- Roses are beauty, but I never see
- Those blood drops from the burning heart of June
- Glowing like thought upon the living tree
- Without a pity that they die so soon,
- Die into petals, like those roses old,
- Those women, who were summer in men's hearts
- Before the smile upon the Sphinx was cold
- Or sand had hid the Syrian and his arts.
- O myriad dust of beauty that lies thick
- Under our feet that not a single grain
- But stirred and moved in beauty and was quick
- For one brief moon and died nor lived again;
- But when the moon rose lay upon the grass
- Pasture to living beauty, life that was.
- VI
- I went into the fields, but you were there
- Waiting for me, so all the summer flowers
- Were only glimpses of your starry powers;
- Beautiful and inspired dust they were.
- I went down by the waters, and a bird
- Sang with your voice in all the unknown tones
- Of all that self of you I have not heard,
- So that my being felt you to the bones.
- I went into the house, and shut the door
- To be alone, but you were there with me;
- All beauty in a little room may be,
- Though the roof lean and muddy be the floor.
- Then in my bed I bound my tired eyes
- To make a darkness for my weary brain;
- But like a presence you were there again,
- Being and real, beautiful and wise,
- So that I could not sleep, and cried aloud,
- ' You strange grave thing, what is it you would say? '
- The redness of your dear lips dimmed to grey,
- The waters ebbed, the moon hid in a cloud.
- VII
- Death lies in wait for you, you wild thing in the wood,
- Shy-footed, beauty dear, half-seen, half-understood,
- Glimpsed in the beech-wood dim and in the dropping fir,
- Shy like a fawn and sweet and beauty's minister.
- Glimpsed as in flying clouds by night the little moon,
- A wonder, a delight, a paleness passing soon.
- Only a moment held, only an hour seen,
- Only an instant known in all that life has been,
- One instant in the sand to drink that gush of grace,
- The beauty of your way, the marvel of your face.
- Death lies in wait for you, but few short hours he gives;
- I perish even as you by whom all spirit lives.
- Come to me, spirit, come, and fill my hour of breath
- With hours of life in life that pay no toll to death.
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