John Freeman
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- O thou, my Muse,
- Beside the Kentish River running
- Through water-meads where dews
- Tossed flashing at thy feet
- And tossing flashed again
- When the timid herd
- By thy swift passing stirred
- Up-leapt and run;
- Thou that didst fleet
- Thy shadow over dark October hills
- By Aston, Weston, Saintbury, Willersey,
- Wincombe, and all the combes and hills
- Of the green homely land;
- Thou that in May
- Once when I saw thee sunning
- Thyself so lovely there
- Than the flushed flower more fair
- Fallen from the wild apple spray,
- Didst rise and sprinkling sunlight with thy hand
- Shadow-like disappear in the deep-shadowy hedges
- Between forsaken Buckle Street and the sparse sedges
- Of young twin-breasted Honeybourne; --
- O thou, my Muse,
- Scarce longer seen than the brief hues
- Of winter cloud that flames
- Over the tarnished silver Thames;
- So ofen nearing,
- As ofen disappearing
- With thy body's shadow brushing
- My brain at midnight, lightly touching;
- O yield thee, Muse, to me,
- No more in dream delights and morn forgettings,
- But in a ferny hollow I know well
- And thou know'st well, warm-proof'd 'gainst the wind's frettings.
- . . . Bring thou thyself, and there
- In that warm ferny hollow where the sun
- Slants one gold beam and no light else but thine
- And my eyes' happy shine --
- There, O lovely Muse,
- Shall on thy shining body be begot,
- Fruit of delights a many mingling in one,
- Thy child and mine, a lovely shape and thought;
- My child and thine,
- O Muse divine!
- The joyous morning ran and kissed the grass
- And drew his fingers through her sleeping hair,
- And cried, "Before thy flowers are well awake
- Rise, and the lingering darkness from thee shake.
- "Before the daisy and the sorrel buy
- Their brightness back from that close-folding night,
- Come, and the shadows from thy bosom shake,
- Awake from thy thick sleep, awake, awake!"
- Then the grass of that mounded meadow stirred
- Above the Roman bones that may not stir
- Though joyous morning whispered, shouted, sang:
- The grass stirred as that happy music rang.
- O, what a wondrous rustling everywhere!
- The steady shadows shook and thinned and died,
- The shining grass flashed brightness back for brightness,
- And sleep was gone, and there was heavenly lightness.
- As if she had found wings, light as the wind,
- The grass flew, bent with the wind, from east to west,
- Chased by one wild grey cloud, and flashing all
- Her dews for happiness to hear morning call . . . .
- But even as I stepped out the brightness dimmed,
- I saw the fading edge of all delight.
- The sober morning waked the drowsy herds,
- And there was the old scolding of the birds.
- When I had dreamed and dreamed what woman's beauty was,
- And how that beauty seen from unseen surely flowed,
- I turned and dreamed again, but sleeping saw no more:
- My eyes shut and my mind with inward vision glowed.
- "I did not think!" I cried, seeing that wavering shape
- That steadied and then wavered, as a cherry bough in June
- Lifts and falls in the wind -- each fruit a fruit of light;
- And then she stood as clear as an unclouded moon.
- As clear and still she stood, moonlike remotely near;
- I saw and heard her breathe, I years and years away.
- Her light streaming through the years, I saw her clear and still,
- Shape and spirit together mingling night with day.
- Water falling, falling with the curve of time
- Over green-hued rock, then plunging to its pool
- Far, far below, a falling spear of light;
- Water falling golden from the sun but moonlike cool:
- Water has the curve of her shoulder and breast,
- Water falls as straight as her body rose,
- Water her brightness has from neck to still feet,
- Water crystal-cold as her cold body flows.
- But not water has the colour I saw when I dreamed,
- Nor water such strength has. I joyed to behold
- How the blood lit her body with lamps of fire
- And made the flesh glow that like water seemed cold.
- A flame in her arms and in each finger flame,
- And flame in her bosom, flame above, below,
- The curve of climbing flame in her waist and her thighs;
- From foot to head did flame into red flame flow.
- I knew how beauty seen from unseen must rise,
- How the body's joy for more than body's use was made.
- I knew then how the body is the body of the mind,
- And how the mind's own fire beneath the cool skin played.
- O shape that once to have seen is to see evermore,
- Falling stream that falls to the deeps of the mind,
- Fire that once lit burns while aught burns in the world,
- Foot to head a flame moving in the spirit's wind!
- If these eyes could see what these eyes have not seen --
- The inward vision clear -- how should I look, for joy,
- Knowing that beauty's self rose visible in the world
- Over age that darkens, and griefs that destroy?
(Ten o'clock is the name of a tall tree that crowned the eastern
Cotswalds.)
- The wind has thrown
- The boldest of trees down.
- Now disgraced it lies,
- Naked in spring beneath the drifting skies,
- Naked and still.
- It was the wind
- So furious and blind
- That scourged half England through,
- Ruining the fairest where most fair it grew
- By dell and hill,
- And springing here,
- The black clouds dragging near,
- Against this lonely elm
- Thrust all his strength to maim and overwhelm
- In one wild shock.
- As in the deep
- Satisfaction of dark sleep
- The tree her dream dreamed on,
- And woke to feel the wind's arms around her thrown
- And her head rock.
- And the wind raught
- Her ageing boughs and caught
- Her body fast again.
- Then in one agony of age, grief, pain,
- She fell and died.
- Her noble height,
- Branches that loved the light
- Her music and cool shade,
- Her memories and all of her is dead
- On the hill side.
- But the wind stooped,
- With madness tired, and drooped
- In the soft valley and slept,
- While morning strangely round the hush'd tree crept
- And called in vain.
- The birds fed where
- The roots uptorn and bare
- Thrust shameful at the sky;
- And pewits round the tree would dip and cry
- With the old pain.
- "Ten o'clock's gone!"
- Said sadly every one.
- And mothers looking thought
- Of sons and husbands far away that fought: --
- And looked again.
- In the hush of early even
- The clouds came flocking over,
- Till the last wind fell from heaven
- And no bird cried.
- Darkly the clouds were flocking,
- Shadows moved and deepened,
- Then paused; the poplar's rocking
- Ceased; the light hung still
- Like a painted thing, and deadly.
- Then from the cloud's side flickered
- Sharp lightning, thrusting madly
- At the cowering fields.
- Thrice the fierce cloud lighten'd,
- Down the hill slow thunder trembled;
- Day in her cave grew frightened,
- Creept away, and died.
- How near I walked to Love,
- How long, I cannot tell.
- I was like the Alde that flows
- Quietly through green level lands,
- So quietly, it knows
- Their shape, their greenness and their shadows well;
- And then undreamingly for miles it goes
- And silently, beside the sea.
- Seamews circle over,
- The winter wildfowl wings,
- Long and green the grasses wave
- Between the river and the sea.
- The sea's cry, wild or grave,
- From bank to low bank of the river rings;
- But the uncertain river though it crave
- The sea, knows not the sea.
- Was that indeed salt wind?
- Came that noise from falling
- Wild waters on a stony shore?
- Oh, what is this new troubling tide
- Of eager waves, that pour
- Around and over, leaping, parting, recalling?
- How near I moved (as day to same day wore)
- And silently, beside the sea!
- Thy hand my hand,
- Thine eyes my eyes,
- All of thee
- Caught and confused with me:
- My hand thy hand,
- My eyes thine eyes,
- All of me
- Sunken and discovered anew in thee. . . .
- No: still
- A foreign mind,
- A thought
- By other yet uncaught;
- A secret will
- Strange as the wind:
- The heart of thee
- Bewildering with strange fire the heart in me.
- Hand touches hand,
- Eye to eye beckons,
- But who shall guess
- Another's loneliness?
- Though hand grasp hand,
- Though the eye quickens,
- Still lone as night
- Remain thy spirit and mine, past touch and sight.
- The earth is purple in the evening light,
- The grass is graver green.
- The gold among the meadows darker glows,
- In the quieted air the blackbird sings more loud.
- The sky has lost its rose --
- Nothing more than this candle now shines bright.
- Were there but natural night, how easy were
- The putting-by of sense
- At the day's end, and if no heavier air
- Came o'er the mind in a thick-falling cloud.
- But now there is no light
- Within; and to this innocent night how dark my night!
- The roaming sheep, forbidden to roam far,
- Were stayed within the shadow of his eye.
- The sheep-dog on that unseen shadow's edge
- Moved, halted, barked, while the tall shepherd stood
- Unmoving, leaned upon a sarsen stone,
- Looking at the rain that curtained the bare hills
- And drew the smoking curtain near and near! --
- Tawny, bush-faced, with cloak and staff, and flask
- And bright brass-ribb'd umbrella, standing stone
- Against the veinless, senseless sarsen stone.
- The Roman Road hard by, the green Ridge Way,
- Not older seemed, nor calmer the long barrows
- Of bones and memories of ancient days
- Than the tall shepherd with his craft of days
- Older than Roman or the oldest caveman,
- When, in the generation of all liviing,
- Sheep and kine flocked in the Aryan valley and
- The first herd with his voice and skill of water
- Fleetest of foot, led them into green pastures,
- From perished pastures to new green. I saw
- The herdsmen everywhere about the world,
- And herdsmen of all time, fierce, lonely, wise,
- Herds of Arabia and Syria
- And Thesssaly, and longer-winter'd climes;
- And this lone herd, ages before England was,
- Pelt-clad, and armed with flint-tipped ashen sap,
- Watching his flocks, and those far flocks of stars
- Slow moving as the heavenly shepherd willed
- And at dawn shut into the sunny fold.
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